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This plush cat was given to me by my mom for my birthday :3 I've roughly decided what I'm going to photograph at Christmas, but it's a secret. Now I'm thinking about what gifts to prepare for my family..... But socially, I'm still on vacation #skinny #cite #teen #tiny #egirl #gamergirl #kawaii #petite #small #fyp

I almost forgot that Christmas is coming up! I am now looking very quickly for everything I need to do to get delivery in time..... Yes, yes, it's early November, but shipping is very long and time flies fast. It's also a great time to buy gifts for friends and family if you haven't already! #skinny #cute #kawaii #egirl #teen #tiny #petite #small #gamergirl

Hi! this time again I didn't prepare the content in advance to take a break from the internet, I made a series of simple photos in a nice image for the next couple of days. (hope you like it) A lot of resting now and also playing, for example back in rimworld (well you can see it on the screen of my laptop but not legible). Yesterday I went for a walk not only to walk but also to buy my meds again, I'm stupid and lost my past meds. lol #cute #teen #tiny #petite #skinny #fyp #kneesocks #egirl #small #kawaii

I took a walk today, it was hard to bring myself to get out, but in the end I felt good. I bought smoked fish and yummy treats #butt #alt #egirl #gamergirl #skinny #tiny #teen #ass

This time the dust won. I capitulated and decided not to fight with the dust I don't usually see it. Only when I turn on the special light for the photo #feet #footfetish #footworship #toes #soles #foot

Hi! don't read it if you don't want to be sad, okay? I was at the doctor's office yesterday and all day long I didn't know what was going on. It feels like my brain is not listening to me at all and I feel weird in general. 0 concentration, attentiveness, etc. Today I got myself together and took some pictures and wrote this little text, which was hard for me. I feel like my body is going on strike more and more every day. However, the results at the doctor's office were good I think I need a more global rest. I will try to prepare content soon and find a moment when my brain will work properly to prepare interesting stories. and rest 1-2 weeks without internet and etc. I literally feel like I'm in an endless fog. I'm afraid to even reply to your messages. I'm afraid to do normal things because I don't feel like I'm adequate It's like my brain is just cotton candy #skinny #abs #tummy #belly #hips #teen #small #fit #tiny

Happy Halloween! Hope you're having a great time tonight:3 Photo-me Background and preview - @ArtofDecay #skinny #legs #boots #goth #emo #alt #stockings #teen #witch #halloween #tiny

Photo - @iShyNya (in case you didn't know who I am lol) Background - @ArtofDecay (really cool artist) Well yesterday I had time to whine to you in private messages about how I was feeling and I want to say a big thank you to everyone who responded. You have no idea how much it made me feel better. You guys are amazing. Today I forgave myself for being less able to work and for being sick, so accepting the situation made me feel better both physically and mentally #skinny #teen #tiny #goth #emo #witch #halloween #horror #art

A version for those who were wondering if the witch would still be a witch if you removed her dress. Background and incredible preview done by artist @ArtofDecay :3 I'm crazy about the censored version, I love those webs so much It would be great to do a full bodypaint collab in the future with this author #goth #emo #alt #halloween #skinny #hand #tummy #teen #tiny

Oh my god, blender again? Yeah. Sharing with you a bunch of objects I'm trying out features on is boring. So get a new head that's still a work in progress. I think there is a difference and gradually my skills are getting better? Although I am still struggling and failing a lot

Is it spooky enough for Halloween? I would like to send a big thank you to the artist @ArtofDecay for the creative addition of wonderful centipedes to my photos! I invite you to check out his work, he also does tattoos and body painting, I've been following his work for a long time I hope you like it! #skinny #halloween #witch #goth #art #teen #tiny #fyp

Funny thing is, the doctors also perceived me to be younger than I am..... Well, what do you want from a half elf :D Of course it's nice when people perceive you as younger than you are, but sometimes it can lead to all sorts of difficulties. For example, the staff in stores may perceive you as a teenager who can steal something and therefore the staff may behave more boorishly and the guard literally walks with you almost in a hug (although there are many other people in the store and the guard is one). This has happened to me many times and I have never stolen anything in my life and I generally act friendly and polite with the staff because I know what a difficult job they have and in general they have not done anything bad to me to act unfriendly. This time it was nice and kind, I doubt teenagers steal anything from doctors. though who knows..... I'm glad I found good doctors that I feel comfortable with In any case, it saddens me that age can change the way people treat someone in common services or in common interactions. of course, it's not about more close relationships etc. where sometimes it's not legal at all #skinny #teen #butt #ass #boots #stockings #fishnet #egirl #halloween #witch

News about my health. Yay finally some full treatment for my tumor! I have a lot of tests and doctor's appointments coming up this month (October-November). But the treatment has already been scheduled. If everything goes well, I won't need surgery. If the treatment doesn't work, I will have to have surgery. I started joking all the time For no reason and instinctively, and the doctor said she liked my humor, I hope it's not sarcasm...

Halloween is just a little while away. In the meantime, I fell asleep early last night without getting things done, so catch a late post! I'm going to slowly eat now, I've had my bath, and I'll be getting ready for my doctors appointment. I'll be sure to share updates with you :3 I freaking love the cobwebs and spiders. sitting at my laptop is very cozy with this kind of decor. I am thinking about buying a monitor though. I previously had a big 27 inch monitor, big compared to the laptop. And for both work and 3d and gaming there is very little space on my small display. So if you happen to have any good displays in mind, can you send me the link and I can find something better. If 27 inches then full HD resolution, for 2k monitors bigger size is better. Thanks in advance! #halloween #skinny #teen #tiny #geek #egirl #nerdy #gamergirl #tummy #stockings #goth

Let me tell you about my mother's good deed. It was back when I was a kid. My mom was scared of different insects, spiders, mice (which of course are not insects haha) etc. But she never told me about it until I grew up and always when I saw different living creatures calmly told me different interesting facts about them and if they were safe creatures, allowed me to touch them and in general even brought them to me and showed me. As a result, I know which insects are dangerous, which are not, how to behave with them, and most importantly I am careful with them and even love them. There was a situation when I accidentally crushed a bug and noticed it and cried for a long time thinking that it could have a family and a home and after that I decided to just release all the insects and send them to the street. Thanks to my caring mother I love good insects, especially honeybees and spiders. Many insects are our friends and should be protected. That's how my love for these creatures came about my mom has done so many good things for me and has always been and will always be my best friend #skinny #witch #halloween #goth #alt #emo #teen #tiny #egirl #gamergirl

thank you for all the kind words you've written to me! I slept most of the day today and woke up to loud rap music similar to gta when a car drove past my window, which obviously decided not to skimp on the stereo. It was a little unusual, and I got a bit of a blackout for a while. So for a while after I was in bed I walked around the house and tried to parody gta... #halloween #cosplay #goth #emo #egirl #gamergirl #witch #skinny #teen #tiny

Sorry for the last post, it's okay, I wrote this on emotion and now I'm sorry

If you like the photos of witches that I've worked very hard on, put a heart please, so I'll realize that I didn't try for nothing.... It's a little sad when ordinary photos get more attention than something I've worked hard on. And a little update on my life. On October 27th I'm going in for my tumor size and tumor type testing. #skinny #teen #tiny #egirl #goth #emo #witch #halloween #costume #cosplay #gamergirl

I always wanted to be a witch. Or maybe I was already a witch? Either way, I feel like myself in these clothes. I want to buy a big witch's cauldron and make potions..... #Halloween #witch #goth #emo #alt #skinny #teen #gamergirl #egirl #fyp

I'm launching Halloween discounts on subscriptions :3 Valid until November 1st thank you soooo much <3

Congrats to everyone on the upcoming Halloween! My little gamer/witch corner will keep me happy for a long time :3 And I hope you like the look I ended up putting together. I don't know if you like it, but it's exactly what I dreamed of. and my goodness. those big spiders... as soon as I walked into the store I saw them, the spiders were looking at me and I was looking at them, it was love at first sight #Halloween #witch #goth #emo #alt #skinny #teen #gamergirl #egirl #fyp

I altered the clothes according to my idea, as I told, I didn't find a beautiful costume, so I put it together from different elements of clothing, I worked happily for a long hours, and the photos are ready, now I'm going to bed. as soon as I wake up, I'll start posting :3

Woke up very early. waiting for the tape from delivery to complete the decor :3 aaand.... I will finally start posting holiday content soon! Spoiler alert, I found some damn cute spiders. Yesterday I went shopping all day looking for something beautiful and spooky for Halloween and then in the evening I started decorating my room, during this process I found the tape missing (well you saw the last post and know about it) I searched for the tape until late at night and checked all the closets and even crawled on the floor with a flashlight. I couldn't find the ribbon and was very disappointed. eventually I tried to order it through online stores but most of those stores just wouldn't register me. it was a night of war. as soon as I placed the order I went to bed and I wasn't in the mood for a post here but I got some sleep and I'm fine! #skinny #petite #abs #belly #egirl #fyp #croptop #teen #tiny

I'm getting ready for a Halloween photo, decorating my room, but damn, I lost some double-sided tape for the walls... I've been looking for hours now and I can't find it.. Help me upd. In the morning, the courier will come and bring me the tape

And now it's time to go back to sleep so as not to ruin the good regimen I've managed to restore Have a good day #feet #butt #ass #toes #soles #fyp #egirl #skinny #teen #tiny

It's time to move from the floor to the bed! That's what I did today. I'm ready to accept congratulations ^_^ First thing I decided to check out this bed and fell asleep in the middle of the day haha. I think that's a good indicator. #feet #butt #ass #toes #soles #fyp #egirl #skinny #teen #tiny

Communicating with other people is a tricky thing. Even if you are the friendliest person in the world, sooner or later you will meet someone who will get on your nerves. Don't worry if you don't like someone. We're all different. And such a reaction reminds us that no one is perfect. Including ourselves. It's okay. Some people like you and others can't stand you. It doesn't mean that there is something wrong with you or others. It's just that we all have our own preferences. If the answer "I don't want to" is not accepted and further explanation is required, it is abuse. You don't have to socialize with those you don't feel comfortable doing so with If you want to maintain mental health, always make choices in your favor. Can't manage to completely avoid contact with a person? At least minimize all meetings and conversations. This also applies when the other person refuses to communicate with you and does not want to contact you (do not confuse this with shyness), you will not be nice to another person by force. It is more likely to cause this person resentment, irritation and sadness. and you will eventually suffer or hate this person for your wasted efforts and constant refusals from this person. Take care of yourself and your personal boundaries. Communicate with those who appreciate you, whom you appreciate and with whom you feel comfortable and interesting

Oh, and the weekend's over! Have a good work week, everyone! I used to literally live from weekend to weekend when I was at university. I also wanted to quit university a million times, but I was sorry for the wasted time and my parents' help, so I have a diploma that I never used. And when I was working in an office, I didn't work at all in my specialty. It's called sunk cost effect. You probably know about it. But you probably don't use it as much as I do. #fyp #cosplay #teen #skinny #tiny #nahida #belly #costume #geek #nerdy

Went back to 3d today and realized that I want to finish this model I've been learning a lot and honing my skills on. So I quickly added "clothes" or rather some cloth HAHAHA and made a render. I haven't even added eyelashes or finished her hair, but I want to keep going The next model will be better, fixing mistakes is harder than getting it right from the start

Good morning, everyone! Have a happy weekend. Today I'm taking control of myself! I wanted to ask you when do people in the US start celebrating Halloween? I'm thinking in the next few days to get the last Halloween items and start taking pictures. I don't have anything going on so I don't have much to tell. I've been so busy these days that all I've been doing is eating, trying to take care of my hygiene and health, doing work and sleeping the rest of the time. Do I experience guilt for doing nothing? Definitely yes. Does guilt help me? No. I think it's because of the fall, being sick and a bunch of other issues. If you are feeling down too, you are not alone in how you feel. I'm with you! You can just tell all your problems to me in chat, maybe it will make you feel better, don't worry I don't feel bad about it, it makes me feel good that I can do something to help. At the same time you can be a person like me when sometimes you don't want to say anything and just want to be alone, but you want to feel needed, then it's more difficult, but I could also support you and say something kind.... Anyway, I'm at a stage of strong decline in all areas of my life, but I'm doing my best not to lose faith in myself. I'm here for you no matter what happens. Don't lose faith in yourself in the bad times. #skinny #cosplay #teen #tiny #petite #small #belly #abs #egirl #geek #fyp