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you might not know but all this time my mattress has been on the floor and I don't have a bed. probably either this weekend or next weekend I will finally have a bed :3 #skinny #teen #cosplay #cosplayer #geek #nerdy #gamergirl #egirl #fyp

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I'll keep posting cosplay :3 I'm trying to do a little less 3d (used to be literally all day from waking up to bedtime) and switch to different new little new model creations. It helps to see the flaws better and also I don't lose reality anymore. I'm also quite slowly going through cyberpunk again, I want to see what new things have been added :3 Fell asleep this afternoon and had a very unpleasant nightmare. I was glad to wake up and find myself in reality. I recently received a question about my fears and realized that all my nightmares contain exactly what I am afraid of #teen #tiny #skinny #FYP #petite #cosplay #cosplayer #geek #Nerdy

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Today I'm posting Nahida's feet, by the way did you notice that even the feet have bracelets on them? yay I got a delivery of witch cosplay stuff for halloween! I think tomorrow I'll start either a photo set or tweaking the cosplay. I really hope you guys like it. And today I just rested, had a nice chat with my family etc. #cosplay #genshinimpact #cosplayer #fyp #teen #feet #foot #toes #nylon

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Rukkhadevata (Nahida) cosplay! I wanted to take these photos in the bright sunshine of nature however it's a cloudy fall. I will definitely do this cosplay again in sunny weather! I made the tapestry a little hacky to make it bigger, but I like it better :3 Wonderful quality cosplay but I got tangled up in all the chains while putting on the costume. I've always been tangled up with chains and strings. put a heart if you like it so I know it's not all for nothing :3 #cosplay #cosplayer #Nahida #genshinimpact #geek #nerdy #skinny #tiny

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Okay. I realized that I spend all day without rest in the blender not just because I enjoy it so much but because reality scares me. The blender is the source of my dopamine explosion. I'm hooked on this bomb as accomplishing and learning each new goal is a dose of dopamine every time. I eat worse and sleep poorly because I'm always learning but when I learn something new I feel happy. I'm gonna go wash up now and put the lights and my phone on charge. I'll get ready to take new pictures. Simple photos are almost nobody's favorite and October is literally my worst month ever. So I'm going to try to do something complex and beautiful. Also, I'm very sad that the site recommendations stopped working for me and for other models I know. At the same time I reduced the number of posts on reddit to make the profile look better but because of that I almost stopped getting a new audience. Damn tumor is the reason I'm so cautious, I'll have a checkup at the end of October but maybe later, I'll be told if there are changes and what to do next. However, I feel like it's only gotten worse. Given my sadness over everything that is going on blender has been my drug and salvation.

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continuation of the blender section! I tried to do my character's hair. it's too damn awkward to do it without a tablet. but maybe it's because my hands are crooked. Anyway, it was interesting and overall not too bad for the first time

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I found this weird video, so I'll just put it here. I didn't even realize the day had gone by. do you know what I'd like to do? write for you only good news and make you happy. be active and tell you how much fun I had somewhere and tell you many different things about different places and events. but I'm sitting in four walls xD

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The courier was supposed to arrive today but did not. I hope tomorrow I will receive everything for the costume and start making it, and very soon we will start celebrating Halloween :3 sorry for the chaos in yesterday's and today's photos, I wanted to do a mini photo shoot and ignored the background accidentally...

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I tried myself in sculpting with new knowledge, I wanted to do it with the help of a tablet, but the tablet also died xD If you're wondering what I did today, I literally spent the entire day studying the blender, including making this doll, which I haven't finished yet. Well, as you can see, she has no palms and fingers and still has a lot of mistakes to work on. I'll also practice with clothes and stuff. Blender is my passion now behind you can see the reference from which I started, but I did it a little differently If you're interested, I'll show you the final result later

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It's warm at home, but my skin is very dry, you can see how dry my tummy is. I'm going to do a lot of moisturizing. I woke up at 5am today, which is really early for me. I was able to catch the sunrise and the birds singing in the morning :3 #skinny #teen #fyp #tummy #belly #petite #tiny #egirl #nerdy

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My tripod is broken -_- again

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Thank you all for participating. In the end, I've decided I'm going to do the Witch. It will be funny if you change your mind. I was originally planning to order a Halloween costume to thailand from my favorite store that doesn't ship to my country. But since I couldn't fly anywhere and also after spending weeks looking for costumes and then spending all my waking hours on the last days looking for costumes, I didn't find any witch costumes that were beautiful to my taste, I made the decision to make this costume unique. I don't have a sewing machine, etc. I ordered 15 different things from which I will assemble my witch cosplay. My head literally exploded when certain items ran out of stock and I had to find replacements as good as what I had already found (i spent so many many hours). Something will be re-stitched, something will be altered and put together, etc. I have a lot of work ahead of me. My God, it would have been easier to just buy a sewing machine and fabric. My brain needs a rest. Lol I've been too focused. I'll laugh when someone on reddit again says oh what's so hard to take pictures, it's just 1 click on my phone. Let me remind you who I was last Halloween. Ghost face was a surprise guest and fan simple cosplay of one of my favorite characters in DbD And the Other One is a Demoness or succubus. I completely re-stitched this cosplay but both of these cosplays taken were less complicated than the time I had already spent on the witch and the effort I have yet to put in.

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Hi! I'm feeling better. I have an urgent survey question for you! Halloween is just around the corner (yes I am captain obvious). I can't decide if I should do a Freddy Krueger cosplay or do a Mystery Witch with a hat etc.? Help me decide please. I've spent all the days that I've been lying in bed and resting watching a million different things for Halloween and my brain is exploding #skinny #tiny #teen #petite #skirt #tummy #flat #bikini #geek #nerdy #egirl

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It's very hard today. It's especially hard to sit at the computer. I can't write some long text, I just don't have the energy, if you want you can send some tips for goodies, I literally have 0 energy and feel really bad, sorry. I'm sick of whining and saying sad things. I would love nothing more than to make you guys happy. But if I lie I'm only going to feel worse. #skinny #teen #tiny #skirt #petite #tummy #flat #belly #abs #hipbones

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Fell asleep. I woke up with a high body temperature, I hope there will be no fever in the morning. I don't want to get sick

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Why does my mood get so screwed up when I have a good sleep schedule? Why is it that when I'm happy with a bad sleep schedule I berate myself for it and I don't let myself be happy and I also get sad? I don't know. I want to live right and more healthy for my body and mind. but my mind seems to want otherwise. Okay, I'm not gonna hide it. I'm sad. Again. For some reason, my activity period falls at night. If anyone remembers, I took almost all of my photos in the past almost always at night. I do 3d at night, I study at night. I don't want to do anything during the day. At night, my brain is overflowing with ideas. Today I fell asleep again at 6am and the whole time I was lying in bed thinking about what I wanted to do and berating myself for not sleeping..... But it's not good for the body to sleep like that. Necessary hormones are not produced if you sleep during the day and stay awake at night.... But damn it, I love life at night. #skinny #young #teen #tiny #fyp #egirl #bikini #geek #nerdy

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I got up the strength and made a little new photo set :3 Finished as soon as I felt the pain, movement is evil for me now :C I did it very slowly and carefully, but the photos turned out even more than I planned, which makes me very happy It's getting very cold and I'm walking around the house mostly in t-shirt pants and hoodie now, hopefully soon there will be heating. I also ordered some new dishes for me to try, I hope they will be delicious #Skinny #teen #fyp #egirl #alt #legs #feet #foot #nylon #geek

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A little advice for those who are starting to learn 3d There are a huge variety of tutorials and they can be more useful for you. How? Don't follow the author's every action exactly. I make this mistake myself from time to time, but it is much more effective to do something of your own. Other colors, other shapes, try changing the settings and see how they change, etc. This way your brain will be more stressed and it is less pleasant for you, but it allows you to memorize better. Make your learning more difficult. The results may not be as pretty in the end as in the lesson, but you will learn faster in the long run #skinny #teen #egirl #goth #legs #petite #tiny #fyp

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When I had a bad sleep pattern and sometimes I couldn't sleep for a long time and when I had no energy left at all, I felt unusually happy. I wanted to declare my love for everything in the world. It's so weird, but it feels good. And now. I got my sleep regimen back on track. but with the bad regimen I was in a great mood and today I'm a real mean nasty person, but I think I'll be fine after I make fried wieners and pasta! I also had a bad stretching with yawning and then my tumor started hurting :C which also affected my mood Have a good day my friends #fyp #egirl #gamergirl #feet #toes #foot #legs #pajama #petite

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I have an ingenious and stupid tactic to regain my sleep pattern . I fell asleep at 10am and now I've been sleeping all day, now I'm awake and I'm going to go back to sleep but realized that because of the loss in time I didn't make a post! Catch up and I'm going to go on to sleep before I lose sleep. Hopefully tomorrow my sleep pattern will be completely back to normal by now #skinny #teen #tiny #geek #gamergirl #nerdy #petite #ass #butt #booty #fyp

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Hi there, it's nighttime for me, but I wish you a good day because I hope you sleep at night:3 Sorry, I've lost track of time, I've been waking up at 6:00 at night and going to sleep at 6:00 in the morning. If I had to describe my life, I would choose one word: chaos. I hate schedules, task lists, I've tried to do it many times and I always hate it. I never know when I'm going to have a burst of energy and when I'm going to lie in bed all day. So I only plan for the next few minutes because in 10 minutes it could be the exact opposite. You know, I don't believe in horoscopes or anything like that, but I'm a Gemini, and that describes my duality and fickleness perfectly. It's a funny coincidence. Although I think if I read the characteristics of other zodiac signs, I see similarities to myself too, but I haven't. As I write this post I realize I wanted to say something, but I can't remember what it is.... Maybe I will later, I hope. #fyp #skinny #teen #tummy #belly #tiny #teen #petite #small

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You may not have noticed but my comments on posts used to be open, but now only subscribers can comment? Those who can reply under this post probably didn't even notice it, but it's a big regret for me that my followers can't comment on my posts anymore. Why is that? Because there are models who try to promote themselves on other people's profiles, my profile is no exception. I will make comments open when this problem is solved. Otherwise I have to sit and delete spam all the time, which I don't really want to do. so far, it's the only solution I can see I don't doubt that you all won't run away to all the models who spam comments, but I still don't like this kind of thing #skinny #teen #tiny #alt #emo #goth #butt #petite #fyp

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The treatment is now finally prescribed, but it's more to reduce inflammation and support immunity. in general, these are things that will allow my body to fight, but they do not remove the disease itself #skinny #alt #goth #emo #cyberpunk #nerdy #geek #teen #tiny #fyp

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oh! It turns out that I did not upload all the photos, perhaps someone will like these photos. I sometimes have unused photos that don't seem good to me, but I'm very critical of myself, I'm sure that you are kinder to me than I am We are accustomed to ourselves and easily see all the flaws, and we perceive the good as the norm. But other people see the whole picture, not just the flaws #teen #skinny #tiny #egirl #gamergirl #geek #nerdy #fyp #petite

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Well... I'm still in a good mood. Talked to the doctor, I'm not going anywhere for the next 3 months or more likely half a year. No surgery, no treatment. I can't or don't need anything unless it's an emergency. All I will do in the near future is to take care of myself very much and not to strain my organism and to pass health examinations. I have so much content so I will do things that minimally stress my body. here are for example normal pictures of me in normal surroundings. Difficult poses will also have to be eliminated and I will have to control the amount and frequency. I won't be able to spend 5 hours in a row taking photos like before. I won't be able to put up the mirror in different place that I used to carry around the room (it weighs about 20 kg). Lots of things I can't do, but that's okay. I wouldn't say I feel bad. I am very tired, I have pains sometimes but they are not severe pains and I sleep even more. but in general I feel normal and have already accepted the fact that I will have to live the next half a year as the most hardcore lazy person. and my parents are helping me with some chores that are hard for me right now. take care of your health #skinny #fyp #gamergirl #egirl #goth #emo #teen #tiny #petite

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I hadn't eaten anything spicy in a while and missed spicy food. However, apparently only I can make spicy food here. In Thailand, almost all the food was spicy as hell and at first I had a hard time eating it, but then I fell in love with it. A recent situation: I ordered a spicy kimchi soup, the description of which several times mentioned an incredible and unforgettable experience, fire in the mouth and crazy spiciness, but in fact it seemed to me that there was no spiciness at all. xD do you like spicy food? and I didn't get to sleep until close to 7 a.m. I literally spent a quarter of the day trying to sleep X_X #skinny #fyp #tiny #teen #egirl #gamergirl #alt #emo #goth

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Today was a beautiful day, I spent it with my family, they helped me do things I can't do right now and also we had a nice cozy conversation and it even felt like Christmas. It was summery warm and sunny outside at the same time, of course it didn't feel like Christmas weather, but the feeling of Christmas came closer to the evening. I did a little modeling in blender this morning, started a new tutorial but will finish it tomorrow. Would really like to do some modeling for the 3d printer and print that either at some studio or have my dad print it, he has a 3d printer. I also really want to get back to making photos..... I might decide to do harmless simple photos a little next week. or maybe things will change for the good and I can do something full blown and cool! #skinny #teen #tiny #geek #petite #tummy #small #cute #fyp

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This post is just about my thoughts without any conclusions. The sense of time is the strangest and most inaccurate sense according to my personal feelings. For humans, time feels real. But according to quantum physics, it doesn't even exist. I don't feel a strong difference between the events of yesterday or ten years ago. The only thing that changes is that I remember events that happened a long time ago less well. I have a very fuzzy sense of time. Thinking about time is very philosophical for me. We give so much meaning to something so abstract and it's really important to us. Whatever time is, we experience it in only one way, as a vector. I would love to observe a world beyond human limitations.... Since childhood I have dreamed of removing the limitations and interpretations of reality from our bodies. #skinny #tiny #petite #cute #fyp #tummy #catears #catgirl

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Good news! My cancer markers are negative. The rest of the results are not bad either, there are some problems, but I have known about these problems for a long time and not all of these problems are treatable. I'm a little confused as to when the size recheck will be for comparison..... I'll find out tomorrow and check with the other doctor. and I still don't know anything about the final treatment yet. it's ok, just keep taking care of myself since it's a big thing, move less and don't carry heavy things. I'm starting to miss taking pictures #skinny #tiny #cosplay #feet #foot #toes #legs #footfetish

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The return of old photos omg I hope I don't get confused. I'll upload the rest Miku's pictures tomorrow. but something very very very very old today. I'll probably know the results of the test within 24 hours. apparently by early next week I'll know what to do next I'm gonna get some more rest. My sleepiness is endless #skinny #teen #tiny #butt #egirl #small #petite #fyp

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