itās such a special feeling when youāre able to recognize the beauty of life from exactly where you are. no rush for the future, no looming over the past, just being blissfully in love with the present
today, Iām hopping on a flight over to thailand for the next few daysš„° itās gonna be a goooood week
itās officially my birthday!!!!š„³š„³ ya girl is now a big bad 24 year oldš¤Ŗ
@richardpierre made sure to wake me up with a proper round of birthday spankings to start my year off on the right footš 24 spankings was the perfect amount to leave a mark and get my hormones goingā¦I couldnāt let him stop at just the slapsš video in your messagesš
birthdays have always been a deeply reflective time for me, I use them as a time to think back on who Iāve been and who I am now. Iām always in awe of all of the changes and get nostalgic about the versions of me that have existed in the pastš„¹
I am feeling so loved this yearš„° Iām so grateful for my friends, family, and you guys here who show me show me so much love and support every single dayš I never predicted my life being where it is now, but Iām so in love with the journeyš„¹ I canāt wait to see what all this year brings
okay, enough of the sappiness for nowšš Iāll be accepting birthday love for the rest of the monthš
nothing but pure joy because MY LOVE IS HERE IN VIETNAMš
Iāve been taking time away from the internet to soak in all of the precious moments with my wifey @stephinspace and itās been such a blastš¤ I love playing tour guide and itās extra fun getting to do it with someone I love as much as herš„° our time here together is short, but weāre making the absolute most of it
speaking of birthdays, itās officially my birthday week!!! Iāll be turning 24 on the 16thš„³ I couldnāt imagine a more special way to be entering a new lap around the sun than exploring a new country with my favorite peopleš„°
todayās the day that I finally get to share my sacred space with my loversš„°
Iām drinking my coffee right now typing this before heading to the airport to pick them up, listening to the birds sing and watching the sun glow over the trees. itās the little things that make vietnam feel so special, and I already know that theyāre going to love it so much hereš
I had such a deep moment of gratitude last night while I was cleaning up a bit for their arrival, realizing how far life has taken me. to have a space I can call my own, on the complete opposite side of the world from where Iāve grown up, and to be able to host my favorite people in the world in it????? I donāt know how I got here, but Iām LOVING itš„¹š
I was feeling friskyyyy before I went out that nightš idk if it was just me being excited to dance to some techno, being sexually deprived, or both but I was feeling flirty and ready to get someš
but donāt be fooled, I ended up choosing to be with the girls over the guys all night insteadšš
when I asked @stephinspace , @richardpierre , and @naturallynaked if theyād come to asia for my birthday a couple months ago, I totally expected a nošš clearly, I underestimated them because weāve already been to multiple countries together
I have so much gratitude right now, I donāt even know what to do with itšš getting to share my favorite place with my favorite people on the complete opposite side of the worldā¦.UNREAL
sorry for the disappearance, but it was much neededš my period hit me like a TRUCK this weekš
but check out the little preview of the new house I rented for the next little whilešš itās literally a little private nature sanctuary, I couldnāt ask for any better place to call my new temporary homeš„¹ also surprise, I just extended my stay through the end of june (might fuck around and extend even longer, letās seeš)š„³
my heart is so incredibly happy here. I have so much to chat with you guys about, Iāll be returning messages asapš
sending you to sleep (or maybe to jerk off idkš¤·āāļø) with a few more nudies I took the other nightš
maybe itās just me, but I actually really like posting simple bedroom nudes like this. everythingās natural, nothing too extra, just me flirting with you from a place where I can touch myselfš
the first little peek Iāve ever shared of me getting fuckedš
throwback to that time over the summer when @richardpierre and I had just met yet were already falling so blissfully deep in love togetherš„°
I had to tease you with the full length shot first and then the zoomed in versionš I mean come on, this moment was too gorgeous to not share multiple anglesšš the river, the trees, the way his cock looks inside of me and our bodies blend togetherā¦.thereās too much to love𤤠this was genuinely one of the most amazing sexual experiences of my life
we couldnāt keep our hands off of each other from the moment we first touched, it was an addiction from the startš¤¤
even in front of all our friends, we couldnāt keep the lust contained, hence why we have this memento nowš thankful for friends who are sexually open and supportive of expressing love in whatever form and in whatever placeš„°š„°š„°
having friends that are as equally unafraid as you are to bear it all and turn the public beach into a nude beach >>
I used to be the type of girl to say things like āIām only friends with men, I donāt really get along with womenā. I fantasized about having a solid group of female friends, but I just wasnāt attracting itā¦.probably because of the prejudiced mindset I had about womenš I felt like women were too judgmental, emotional, and surface-level for the type of friendship I was looking forā¦how naive was I???šš
Iām thankful beyond words to now have a support system of such amazing, empowered womenš„¹ I can be my realest, silliest, and boldest self when Iām with them, and the beautiful part is knowing that theyāre bringing theyāre authentic energy as well
sisterhood is so important, I love these girls so muchš
nature/exhibitionist stella made a brief reappearance!!! I know Iāve missed her, Iām sure you did toošš
I was feeling extra shy and awkward in front of the camera today because I was nervous about getting caughtš š plus itās been so long now since anyone has helped me take a flashing video like this lol
the sunset over the rice fields last night was unbelievably gorgeousš moments of stillness like this where I get to just enjoy the world around me are what I live for
I had to take advantage of the extra bit of privacy I had and show off for youš
itās official babes, weāre in aries season now (also my bday season)š
aries calls us to be our most courageous and confident selves. with it being the first zodiac in the chart, aries serves as the leader and seeks out new adventure
challenge yourself this month to step out of your comfort zone and make bold new decisions. be impulsive, be passionate, be unapologetically you
enjoy this silly little happy dance from the burst of energy I got the other day when the sun came outšš (also the sound quality on this kills me, I apologize for the painš)
how long do you think youād last with me sucking your cock and holding eye contact with you like this?? Iāve been told I have quite the āfuck meā eyesš (full video in your messagesš)
Iāve had sexual encounters with less than a handful of people in my childhood bedroom, but @richardpierre brought out the naughty side of meš we had to be extra quiet and quick because my whole family was awake on the other side of the door waiting on us to join for dinnerš
rule of thumb: if you come visit me, Iāll make you cum in exchangeš
my parents have been here visiting with me for the last couple of weeks, but theyāre heading back home today. itās been super sweet soaking in all of the family time, so Iām sad to see them goš„² butttttt the positive side means I have the time and space to refocus more of my energy hereš„°
this is your reminder that itās okay to take extra space to enjoy whatās in front of you š« I think sometimes itās easy to over stress about responsibilities whether they be from work or wherever else and we can lose sight of the present moment. but as cliche as it sounds, all we have is now and we have to do with it what we feel called š
being free to dance around and exist as you please while naked outside>>>
Iām loving every minute of where Iām at right now in southeast asia, but one thing I really am missing is the ability to be naked outdoorsš„¹
respecting other cultures is my priority above my own desires and beliefs, but this time of keeping my nudity indoor has definitely given me a bigger appreciation for the times I do have the ability to be freeš„°
hoping to find some secret secluded spots in the near future where I can let myself relax š¤
girls that play (and get caught flashingš) together stay togetheršÆāāļø
when I met @stephinspace and @naomiwildman3 last year, I had no idea what a special part of my life theyād becomeš„¹ I knew I obviously had a physical attraction towards them (I mean come on, who wouldnāt?š¤¤), but what a pleasant surprise itās been to feel that the emotional attraction is even strongerš„°
whether itās a play party or silly little hiking moments like this, itās always such a good timeš„°long live the effortless beauty of our friendshipš
what an insane gift it is to live in the age of technology where I have access to vibrating sex toys and can use them with people on the complete opposite side of the worldš¤¤
I don't know why it didn't dawn on me until now, but I can give others control of the vibrator as well?!?! might be something worth trying in my private callsšš
super sneaky flash photoshoot in the gym locker roomš¤«
Iāve been walking and exercising so much this week, and my body feels INCREDIBLEš„° I attribute some of it to the work Iāve done and my mental state, but I also think it has to do with being away from american foodš
itās actually crazy how much less bloated I feel every time I leave the states. I havenāt even been eating the healthiest every day, yet somehow itās still better than all the processed shitš«
it feels so good to feel great in your own skinš„°
a little full body scan in case youāve forgottenš
itās officially been 1 week here in asia and Iām finallyyyy starting to come out of the jet lag fogš š I find the sweet spot is usually about 10 days for me
itās been really nice giving myself a little break from being in front of the camera, but Iām excited to start sharing againš„° a re-energized stella is a happy stella
itās only day 4 here, but Iāve already had so many thoughts pass through my mind of who I am, what the world around me is, and what do I find to be the priorities in my life. itās really exciting to already feel myself shifting this early on
while Iām feeling called to change up a bit how I create my content and focus on presence, Iām thinking Iād like to start doing weekly livestreams and even private calls where I can be present with you guys and connect with you during those times. what are your thoughts???
a little gem for you to look at while I recover from jet lagš
what do you think of my new butt plug?? isnāt she cute??? especially with the addition of the slap marks on my assš¤ Iām learning to love butt plugs more and more every day š
the combination of jet lag and my time of the month is absolutely snacking me in the face right nowš« apologies for my absence, but I need to listen to my bodies urging desires to rest right now
just sat down on the plane for the 15 hour leg of my journey to vietnam, and Iām missing my cozy bedroom alreadyš„²
I have a questionable tradition of pulling an all-nighter every night before I take a long flight journey like thisš my reason for doing it is that Iām able to fall asleep more easily on the plane, and it makes the time pass soooo much faster. however, sitting up in an airplane seat doesnāt exactly make for the most restful sleepš
I got a little coffee to keep me alive up to now, but Iām ready to knock outtttt nowš“ Iāll be dreaming of lying horizontal in some cozy sheets with a cuddle buddy wrapped around the back of me
Iāll be leaving america for somewhere around 2-3 months, this is the longest trip Iāve had outside of the country in two years!!! I couldnāt be more excitedš„°š„°
gonna be a longggg long travel journey, come keep me entertained in my messagesš
the thrill and passion of a love that runs so deep and flows so effortlesslyš¦š¦
sex is great and all, but have you ever felt your souls completely intertwine while making out in a plunge pool in the tropics??? ugh, I still get such butterflies thinking about this moment, Iām so glad I have this video to relive itš simultaneously one of the most romantic and erotic moments of my life
making out feels like itās own special language. you can say so much through the movement of your tongue, the pressure of your lips against each other, or the biting of a lip (or a neck if youāre feeling friskier). each kiss is unique, and somehow rich and Iās kisses get better and better every timeš¤¤