I’m writing … pour me a flat white or a cute matcha .. or both … and leave me be for hours. I begin by filling three pages in my journal. Everyday. Three pages. Stream of thought. Random ideas mix with observations mix with bubbling emotions. Open the tap and let the words start to flow out. Once the handwriting is complete I switch to my phone to type the stories in a more poetic voice. The book is appearing on the phone screen in tiny black letters. I write stories in 1,000 - 2,500 word batches. Then like a Russian doll, I select the boldest sentences and extrapolate, diving deeper into the layers inside layers. How much more detail is buried inside my mind? Unpack it. 😊 writing and writing all throughout the days. 💕
What does it feel like to fall in love?
— share your experience in the comments please
— for me, I’ve fallen in love multiple times, many actually. In the past it was like a drug trip where the world was wonderful all the time, a rollercoaster of ups and downs when I anxiously awaited and have up everything, and more recently it been like the dropping of an anchor exploring depths of the heart
You?
Hey you guys!!!! I’m on an adventure in Japan to celebrate a special occasion with friends!
I will be back to regular interactions with you, back to business fully, next week. This week I can share little snippets and answer a few messages over my morning coffee.
Enjoy a week of spaciousness as I’m filling up with fresh inspiration in a chillier climate with ancient culture!!! 💕🌸🌸🌸🌸💕
Have you been to japan? Share your favorite memories in the comments. If you have t visited yet, what do you imagine? What would you like to experience?
😘 cha
— wearing jeans and sweaters 🤣 still in Flipflops
BOOK UPDATE 🧜🏼♀️🐉
• mermaids & dragons research — they have so much in common!
• feedback from my writing coach with powerful questions for developing character descriptions and BOLD statements she wants me to “lean into”
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I’m heading to Raja Ampat in a couple weeks!!! Mermaid field research … to live in the ultimate Mermaid Garden… the greatest most gorgeous wilderness of this planets oceans!!! Yes. You’re coming with me!!!
After Raja Ampat, I think we need to visit Komodo … (another island in Indonesia) … to get some in person experience with the last living dragons on Earth. Komodo Dragons for real!!!!!!!!!!! It’s all a business expense at this point haha accounting category: “field research”. Yes?? Do I have your support? Necessary right!?
Mermaid Garden followed by Dragon Island.
After that, it’s pirate research time… Caribbean?
As long as I can freedive, write and livestream … let’s goooo!!
🌴🐚🌈☀️
Love, Cha
Mermaid Workshop Session tomorrow!! 🧜🏼♀️ We should probably be naked for it, don’t you think? 🤣
April 3rd Monday — 8am Bangkok Time
April 3rd Monday — 2am London
April 2nd Sunday — 9pm EST
April 2nd Sunday — 6pm PST
I’m gathering inspiration for the book. I’m sharing what I’ve learned with you along the way so you can have fun with me, write with me, and get inspired to live your own life with more playful, creative, magic.
What category does a mermaid (sex) workshop fall in for you… enchantment, seduction, destruction and/or rescue? Hehe
Tomorrow we’ll discuss mermaids in general so we can talk about mermaid sex later with a better understanding of what’s possible, what makes the sexiness sense. Cool?
You enjoying yourself? 💋🧜🏼♀️🌴
Reading your messages :)
Specifically, reading your fantasies.
These days when I say "talk dirty to me sailors", I'm excited to read your stories, feelings and desires, in the form of creative writing. Dip into your imagination and play with me. Play with words. Speak of mermaids and the sea.
I'm writing a book. Your messages are inspiring my characters. Be part of the process. I see a beautiful vision of us writing this book together. I am open to your words and perspectives. How do you, sailor, see the world today?
Whatever you day, light and dark, you're adding value to my story. Love, Cha
For those of you who are studio members (not just OnlyFans but also my website) … I just posted some updates in the video library and reading list.
There is a NEW RELEASES tap at the top of the members area navigation bar. That’s where you’ll find updates like this.
You can check it out or join @
https://chawilde.com/new-releases
💕✌🏼☀️🌈🫧💋🍍
Stream started at 03/31/2023 04:15 am
What is it like to have sex with a mermaid?
In this livestream I’m practicing not speaking. I’m writing only. You can watch and talk amongst yourselves 💕🧜🏼♀️ I added screenshots of the chat. Please continue the discussion in the comments and private DMs.
🌴 Coming soon to an island near you — Mermaid Sex & Tantra Workshop
(Like our Live Sex Q&A livestreams. Submit your questions!)
🍍✌🏼🫧 love, Cha
Stream started at 03/29/2023 11:17 am
BOOK UPDATE — you guys are inspiring me 🫶🏼😘
chat about writing, therapy, my new room with an ocean view, the joys of playing with the new Insta360 camera, more jungle bugs attacking us, reading multiple books at once.
Send me messages!!!
Love, Cha 🧜🏼♀️💓🌴🫧
I’m playing with the new Insta360. This camera is blowing my mind with fun. There’s a learning curve. Eventually I’ll get the hang of it. Haha enjoy watching me figure it out and floating in the ocean haha
This is how I spend the late afternoon, when it’s time to let the water wash away the day and all the thinking that takes place on land.
I’m floating in the Golf of Thailand and I saw a leopard spotted fish. It hides quickly. Haha
naked yoga class TIME:
8am Monday Bangkok (3/27/23)
2am Monday London
6pm Sunday PST (3/26/23)
9pm Sunday EST
1) make a nice relaxing environment: clean up your shit, light a candle, burn some incense, pour a cup of tea, get naked or or wear comfy clothes, grab cushions and blanket or any yoga props
2) show up ready to stretch slowly and unwind the tension into a puddle of pleasure. We’re doing somatic yin yoga and breath meditation. I’ll guide you through. I promise you’ll feel better afterwards.
3) I’ll send the replay PPV so you can practice this class again on your own this week. I’ll teach another naked yoga class next week to build on what we do tomorrow.
Love & Rainbows,
Cha Wilde in Thailand
IN THE COMMENTS…. share what part of your body needs attention. ✌🏼
New yoga class and meditation livestream on YouTube today. Move like water 💦🌴🫶🏼
https://youtube.com/live/RwKUmA3R4y0?feature=share
Also, I just created a telegram channel so I can send messages on broadcast mode to the whole world (whoever is listening) lol
t.me/chawilde
Trying new things. Do you use/appreciate this kind of thing? 🌈 personally I don’t follow anyone this way and I don’t want more tasks to do LOL. I’m experimenting. 😘🍍
and we’re officially landed on a beach in Thailand!!! Livestream is working for us ☀️
I filmed this yoga play on the beach last night at sunset.
This morning I woke up and enjoyed yoga under a blue sky followed by a naked photo shoot by the pool. The shoot was live-streamed and the final photos are ready for you. I’d you don’t see them in your inbox, ask me for “thailand nude pool shoot 3/19”
Have you been to Thailand before? What do you love about it? What have you heard about it?
This place is gorgeous, chill vibes and random AF.
🌈🫶🏼🌴
Memories find me everywhere. I walk through them, transparent as spider webs, at unexpected moments. Memory has stored life in images, imprinted emotions into deeper layers of the tissue I love inside. My memories are light and physical sensations. Pictures and waves of feeling in the torso. I’d memorize every sunrise and sunset if I could.
How does your memory present life to you most strongly? Words, pictures, emotions, etc…
in the comments… please share with us a memory of the ocean.
✨ PRESAVE this new song “Deeper”
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/chawilde/deeper?utm_source=SendGrid&utm_medium=Email+&utm_campaign=website
Sailors!!!! All dicks on deck, all hands on mermaid asses. We’re setting sail ☀️
We leave Bali today. It’s time to explore new places. One month, further north. You’re coming with me. Prepare for daily livestreams (when internet allows). Schedule will be released for you.
For the past couple months I’ve been deep in a creative beach cave. Enjoying solitude, in-person friendships, and deep focus as I’ve created new music — a new album has been birthed into this world; inspired by mermaids, ocean, and freediving!
I’ve sent all the songs to my team of talented engineers who will take the songs the finish line! I’ve scheduled the release of the single (Deeper) for April 14. You can PreSave it on Spotify!
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/chawilde/deeper?utm_source=SendGrid&utm_medium=Email+&utm_campaign=website
I’ve learned to freedive deeper in blue water, no longer afraid of holding my breath or floating on the surface above deep open water…:what’s swimming below evokes more curiosity than fear now. I’ve learned to play in the coral, speak to fish, and blow bubble rings. I’ve taken a stretch of time to myself to explore this new way of being, protected from the outside world, integrating new skills, new mindsets, new people, new way of life. It’s been a lot to process. Now it’s time to put my equipment in storage, throw a tiny backpack over my dark tanned shoulders and swim away on a light-hearted adventure….out there in the modern world of humans.
During this time I’ll be reflecting on what I’ve just created, resting, preparing to dive deeper, promoting this new work, inviting new people into our community and connecting with you consistently. It’s time to be in the land of the living and show off the magic I’ve collected at the bottom of the ocean.
Are you ready? 💕🌈☀️
PS: If you’d like to watch me packing my bags and stretching in the lovely nude birthday suit I love to wear around the house, ask me for it. I just sent out this “Naked Packing 3/17” video bundle with sneak peek of my new songs playing in the background for you. 🐚✌🏼
Love
Cha
This is what a mermaid in training looks like 💕🫧🌈
This line play will improve my ability to stay underwater longer, deeper and in different conditions. I’m learning to relax in all sensations and focus on the beauty and delightful sensations, to wiggle and dance as I float through water and life. Laugh at the surface and take deep breaths. It’s absolutely lovely.
Today I made it down to 15m easy peasy in both free immersion and constant weight. 💕 thank you for supporting me while I learn and grow! After this dive, I went to the cafe and produced music. I sent three new songs to the mastering engineer to get them ready for release on Spotify etc… and I play with the vocals on three new songs. The sound of my songs is evolving from Enya mermaid to a Florence and the machine Lana del Rey love chi1d
😄 I’m soooo excited to share all of this new art with you! You are helping make it possible!
Love, Cha
I'm continuing to play in Photoshop, combining photograph portraits of me with photographs of my paintings. --- What if my paintings are my mermaid tail?
thoughts?
more to come ;)
Yoga on the beach in the black sand. I went on to record two more flows to Cha Wilde songs. I'll be posting those other videos on YouTube. This video is for you guys only since I'm flowing to other people's music (can't post that copyrighted sound on public channel). So look for the rest of this beach session on YT and for now, enjoy watching me move around at sunrise as the sun's heat increases by the minute. Hair and sand sticking to sweaty skin. I love digging feet and hands into the sand. It's a direct connection to earth, cultivating root chakra energy. Get on the ground, get in the ground. Love, Cha
Naked yoga... Why do I teach this way?
Because I practice this way.
Sexy at first glance...much deeper in the long run. The mystery and fantasy is gone. It's raw, real, human body, here and now. Just a bunch of flesh stretching around...with the occasional cute little flirty moment for fun.
For those of you who are new here....what is your first impression of watching / doing naked yoga?
For those of you who have been around for a while.... how has your experience with naked yoga (with me) evolved over time?
Share with each other.
Cha
Today’s naked yoga class livestream replay is now available!!
💕 the live feed dropped 4 times so it comes in 4 segments PLUS the 1hr continuous GoPro footage from all sorts of interesting angles. Which camera angle is the best? Watch and let me know. This week I’m teaching …
• silly feet and leg warm up
• side bending options for the back pain / spine health
• metaphors for adopting new things into your life that are yours and also not yours
If you were with me live, what did you enjoy learning today?
If you want me to send you the PPV replay, send me a DM and ask for the “naked yoga class 3.3.23” — I’ll message it to you directly. ✌🏼💕💋
Live Sex Q&A #4 — Fetish (and other colorful sex topics that arise). Throw new questions into the comments now. See you this weekend for this livestream! 💕😈
• Bali: Sunday March 5 @ 12pm (Cha’s TimeZone)
• London: Sunday March 5 @ 4am
• New York: Saturday March 4 @ 11pm
• Los Ángeles: Saturday March 4 @ 8pm
For those of you who are new… I host open conversations about sex. You can ask anything. I’ll answer however I fancy. I usually tie it all into Tantra, yoga, spirituality, sensuality, and creativity. It’s all connected and I do my best to show you how. Seriously, ask anything and we’ll see where it flows. What do you really want to know? Not just about my sex life (cuz I get a lot of those questions)…. What do you want to know about sex for yourself? For your partner? For the little guy inside you that’s afraid and curious? Ask. This is a safe space and we’ll have fun discussing totally free and open to possibilities. Ask questions are good questions. All answers come with love and compassion.
Replay will be available PPV.
Love & Rainbows,
Cha
I've felt something rising from the depths. It's near the surface now. Something has been stuck, a line down caught in the reef? No deeper than that. I tug each day and a little bit of the something comes unstuck. It's down so deep I cannot see it. Something lost in the deep blue. I'm a little scared of it, concerned it will never come loose. I see myself in a new reflection and something moves. I feel the fish nervous, doubting, wondering if wisdom is floating about. I tug a little harder and something starts to unravel. I feel a rush and I wonder if I'm pulling something up or if I'm pulling myself down.
-- I'm updating my website, inspired by the new photos I have from the nude shoot I did in Australia with Hannah Prewitt. I'm giving my brand the 'mermaid makeover' ... it's time. These photos have helped me take a step forward with a fresh energy. What are you feeling when you see me now? What are you picking up off the side of your boat and seeing out there on the horizon, sailor?
Cha
NAKED YOGA CLASS LIVESTREAM — new time!
• Melbourne: FRIDAY Mar 3 @ 3pm
• Bali: FRIDAY 12pm (Cha’s TimeZone)
• London: FRIDAY 4am
• New York: THURSDAY Mar 2 @ 11pm
• Los Ángeles: THURSDAY 8pm
Will you be there? What does your body need? How can I help you? In the comments, ask your questions, make your requests for class. Replay will be available PPV.
Love & Rainbows,
Cha
What would be too good to be true?
-- close your eyes
-- take a deep breath
-- ask yourself the question above and wait for the answer to arise inside you
-- type the first words / images / feelings you receive in the comments
-- MY ANSWER -- (My answer gets to be longer than yours on OF...write your full answer in your journal. Share a snippet with me/us.)
I used to ask myself this question almost everyday to guide my mindset out of it's habitual thinking...ie to think outside the box, to think bigger, to feel what I REALLY wanted when limits were removed.
For years my answer was something like "It would be too good to be true if I woke up in the morning and got to produce music all day and make a living doing it so I could focus and not worry about money or other distracting tasks."
I had a vision for being a clear channel for music to flow through me. I wanted to practice yoga outside in the warm breeze in the shade of a tree on a sunny day, to be fully embodied and moving in pleasure.
To meditate and see clearly the words to write on the page which would evolve into lyrics and to feel the dancing vibrations through my body, singing out of my uninhibited throat to shimmer in the air. Singing like a bird for pleasure and expression. Sharing my voice with others effortless, joyfully, meaningfully, intimately.
I saw myself sipping on coffee in the treehouse in a jungle, on my laptop, producing playful, mischievous spiritual sounds that I could upload and release for the whole world to hear and dance to. Soak in my songs!
It would be too good to be true to wake up in the morning as an artist, alive and blossoming with confidence and playful childlike spirit, contagious and free. It would be too good to be true if the world wanted my songs as much as I loved creating them.
It would be too good to be true to wake up and walk out the door on straight onto the beach, into the ocean, warm and awake with sensation, naked and comfortable. It would be too good to be true that I would love to dance for the world, delight bubbling over from my core, unrestrained, tension released, smooth in the softest rhythms.
Whatever I was envisioning and hoping for, it all comes down to pleasure and presence. Presence is my greatest gift. Pleasure is medicine. Music is medicine. Yoga is essential. Meditation is essential. Breathing is essential. Writing is a tool. Music is a tool. Painting is a tool. Dancing is a tool. Tools of expression. I've used them to express and explore pain and wonder.
I dreamed of a life too good to be true. That thinking helped me step into living a truly good life. To not hold back. To share what comes through me with ease and pleasure. To feel open and safe in the openness that is ripe with terror if I look at it the wrong way. Open Open Open.
--- Your turn. Let your words pour out. No need to overthink, edit or make sense. It's just a journal prompt. Let whatever flows, flow.
Love & Rainbows,
Cha
"Y0ung Part of Me"
-- STORY BEHIND THIS SONG --
My therapist encouraged me to play music with my parts, to let my inner children sit with me as I play piano and take over the microphone. At first it was too emotional to let these exiled parts of my psyche surface and speak but over the past couple years I’ve leaned into it. These moments of honest expression are vulnerable and cathartic. Let the inner children sing and tell their stories! I let them say whatever they want no matter how much I cringe or hope nobody can hear me through the walls. Then I respond. I let my Self, the higher Self, hold space and speak grounding truth. So my songs have become a duet between the y0ung parts in pain and the healing energy of Self. By the time the song is finished I have expressed myself freely, all parts in the spotlight, welcomed and celebrated. In this song, my y0ung parts are working through codependence and discovering how they can experience fulfillment from within. They believe they need love from another, from a partner, from men, in order to be enough, in order for life to be good. I’m showing them how they are loved regardless and they are enough without anybody else. Everything they need is within. They’re signing about the struggle of learning to be okay on their own. They’re singing about how they’ve gone from clinging to a man most of the time and squeezing in time alone, painfully to enjoying most of their time alone and sharing space less frequently with partners. Everything is switching around for them and they are discovering that love rose from within.
• I was painting in my studio, listening to another song by another artist and suddenly the lyrics to this song started flowing in. The first verse was there right away and then I stayed up late into the night to write and produce the rest of the song. It’s a bit jagged and sometimes a little offbeat or cluttered but I decided to release it in this original state with all the feeling intact rather than polish the soul out of it and get trapped in perfectionism. This song is closer to a demo quality than the other songs on the album and I wrestled with this at first, wanting every song to be produced at the highest quality. In the end, it was most important to just ship it and move on in life.
-- LISTEN --
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7FQ3Nse3znT6AZHSFLatTX?si=3b0f5498736f4dbe
