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Oh, I almost forgot, the Christmas extra set! I had so much fun creating this photo set. it would be wrong not to do this extra set, I really hope you like it, but I'm pretty sure you will :3. and again, Merry Christmas! thank you for everything you do for me...

Hi, everybody. I've had a great day. I want to wish you a little early Merry Christmas before you run off to your friends and families :3 I hope your house is decorated and your presents are ready. I wish you to be healthy and happy from the bottom of my heart. I wish this world to be as kind to you as possible, that evil people avoid you and that your favorite things and work are easy to do. I am sincerely grateful to all of you for being with me! you are my main gift:3 but I would also appreciate it if you'd like to give me an extra gift I in turn will try to create content as long as I can and try to please you! happy holidays!

It was so cold today that when I woke up I didn't think I was in Thailand. morally accepted the new difficulties and spent the day in a good mood. just relaxed, ate goodies, played In the evening I went to eat grilled pork. I love grilled meat so much! I also finished watching the anime Dandadan, it's a beautiful anime. crazy, sincere, with the best music, the best animation and I'm in love with it. 11/10 my rating I'm not talkative lately and actually don't talk much, sorry please x_x i promise to try to fix it

Hey! I continue to play poe 2 from time to time. reached level 91 :3 slowly improving my build. I'm curious as hell what this game will be like when it's released and if they'll bring back any more league mechanics. i really miss Abyss for example. I even had to buy extra tabs to make the coffins fit in my stash, but they still didn't fit. I had a colossal overabundance of currency in this league. All in all, I just wish they would add more Orb and crafting opportunities, improve builds and make the movement speed better Oh, and I almost forgot. Oh, no, I totally forgot. what i wanted to say? today was a difficult day mentally, found out some unpleasant news about my apartment lease and went through a lot of stress and now i have a hard time keeping things in mind

Hi everyone! today i finally feel good. i went looking for little Christmas tree balls for my little tree. i found them in a big hypermarket and bought some delicious sausage and cream cheese, coca cola and various snacks :3 My digestive system won't be happy about it, but I'll be happy. I finally decorated the Christmas tree and I was in the mood to take some Christmas pictures for you, I hope you like this image. I have a lot of plans for the next photo sets in my head, I would like to get to work as soon as possible!

I'm recovering from yesterday, I feel weak, but already much better!

I'm sorry, I'm not feeling well today

Greetings from my closet! Today my muscles are sore after training and I played PoE 2 quite a lot. Today I got to T15 maps and level 86. I'm playing as Stormweaver and actually use Archmage as a persistent skill and Spark as my main skill to kill mobs. i don't have any difficulties except altars, sometimes i have to go for character choice to not get killed by these things. actually all i do is stack mana and get a damage boost from that. also i turned all Energy shield into mana and limited my xp to 1 to get immunity to chaos damage. And of course all the damage hits my mana but I rarely take damage because of Electrocution gloves. as a result, map clearing is just running + occasional spark clicks. when mobs are too strong I use arc and Conductivity. i also just realized that i can use flame wall to increase damage but haven't tested it yet. it's funny that apparently a lot of cast on freeze+comet have switched to a similar build

~My Path as a Content Creator~ Jule-October 2023 In the summer I moved to my apartment in my native country where for many years before fansly I and my family had been renovating. we literally broke down walls and built new ones I was settling in, and at first I didn't have a bed. But not for long. and then in August, I got really sick and I was really scared. The doctors found a tumor and I was treated for a long time and I had a lot of restrictions so I had to work very little and slowly. I was not even allowed to lift more than 3 kg. Unfortunately in October I still had not recovered. There was another misfortune. FYP stopped working well for me in August. the algorithms changed and my content was lost. this greatly reduced the effectiveness of my profile and I had to go back to reddit a little at a time, although I am still not completely back there. But despite all this my creativity was unstoppable!

Hi there :3 Today I not only played PoE 2 but also did some exercise and ate a very good and hearty meal. I'll try to keep up the exercise regimen and not abandon it again ... and also today it was again very very cold and very windy. I'm trying not to play PoE 2 that much or something terrible will happen. however I'm currently going through T10-T12 maps and trying to buy a new staff I noticed that strongboxes are now very slow x_x and in global chat all the players are laughing about how it works now.

Suddenly it's not the Christmas bunny today. I wanted to shoot something simple but beautiful today. I felt better today than yesterday and even decided to go for a walk, but I chose a very bad time when it was crowded. I felt like I was asthmatic because I was choking and coughing because of how bad the air is at this time. a lot of dust and exhaust fumes. but I got to a place that sells my favorite ramen, so I ate and watched the last episode of Arcane season 2. I'll be honest. I didn't like season 2. Not at all :D The only reason I kept watching was to see my love Jinx.

~My Path as a Content Creator~ March-June 2023 I spent most of the spring in thailand and I didn't want to leave the place at all..... In May, I flew back to my home country to see my family and it became a ritual every year. Actually today I'd like to talk about the main problem affecting my creativity and account management. my mental state is unstable. no i don't make a mess, i don't damage furniture or things and i don't yell at people. i just feel very depressed and apathetic from time to time. at these moments all dreams lose their meaning, inspiration can't come to me and normal life activities become almost impossible. I never know when it will happen to me. everything can be fine and an hour later I'm not the girl I know. sometimes it ruins my plans, including plans for new photos and for maintaining my profile. I don't have enough energy for new social networks, I don't have enough energy to communicate with you all day long, I don't have enough energy to do my favorite things. it's a very unpleasant state. even if I made content in advance, it becomes very difficult to make a post and write some text. Some would say to hire a manager to do all that stuff, but I don't want to do that. I don't judge those models who give part of their work to other people. i just can't trust anyone else to do it. it's important for me to do everything myself. and even if i do my job badly, it's still the only option for me.

It's been so cold today. Normally I'd consider it summer-like warm, but not today. +26 degrees Celsius. If anyone told me in the past that this air temperature would give me goosebumps and make me crawl into a blanket, I wouldn't have believed it. But I guess I'm too used to 30+ degrees. Plus it's very windy where I live and the air feels cooler than the actual temperature. Overall, my heart felt just as cold today. I was feeling very depressed.

fell asleep in the middle of the day :D Now I will wake up to the end and make posts, please excuse me

today was a very pleasant day :3 I played VR Beatsaber a lot, my arms are so pleasantly sore and tired. I bought different products to make chicken soup. I talked to a very nice girl and brought her my favorite chocolate bar. I also bought a new staff for my Stormweaver in PoE. tomorrow i want to do some new pictures. some cosplays ahead after christmas! I also plan to finish the second season of Arcane and someone wants to see a new Jinx cosplay, and for you I also want to make some pictures

you won't believe who I saw!!! I saw a huge tarantula!!! in the wild! and I also saw a fat millipede about 20 cm long crawling across the road. Oh, my God, this is the first time I've seen it here. I finally converted my build in PoE and I'm calmly clearing maps. but still waiting for changes :D I think i have some degree of ludomania. i think so because i really like drop in PoE and i always enjoy getting something that costs a lot... seems to be the main reason why i'm still here. The first part held me back not only with the drops but also with the gameplay.

~My Path as a Content Creator~ November 2022- February 2023 It's a magical time of change. In November I did some cool cosplays and then in December I flew for the first time to another country. Thailand. My home country is a very turbulent place where I always feel danger and fear and there are a lot of restrictions. I decided to go to Thailand, my income had to be enough for my small stomach and rent. I studied all possible information about this country for a month and even made a document just in case. Thank you all for making it possible for me to go to this magical place. and the day came when I flew there.... I walked out of the airport and the humid warm air filled my lungs and touched my skin. it was so nice. for a while it was hard for me to shoot content because I was staying in a strange hotel, but then I moved to an apartment and I think it was my favorite place to take pictures. huge ceiling to floor windows and a view of the green garden. some of my favorite pictures were taken there. perfect light from the sun, modern renovations. everything you need for a beautiful picture.

Today is a very sad day for me as a PoE 2 player. yesterday I finished all the acts of the story and today I opened hideout and started farming maps I managed to make a comfortable build for map farming, I saved ex and wanted to buy new gear. then they announced about technical works... after that everything changed. I know that this is not the final version of the game and the developers are trying different things but now my build is completely destroyed. i wanted to change my character and start from scratch but it will take too long. then i decided to try to save up gold and EX for a new build but alone with a broken build it turned into a torment. all 6 acts i dreamed of farming maps.... and now I'm without everything and just stuck. I was ready to forgive the slow pace of the game, but now my build is unplayable. I hope that by the time the game is released everything will change and ggg will reconsider their vision of the new PoE series. Or just don't forget about the first part of the game if they don't want to change PoE 2 and then I'll forget it like a bad dream.

I'm resting today, my body is very tired after yesterday's long adventure:3

~My Path as a Content Creator~ July-October 2022 I consider the elf girl to be my main work of the year. i made this photo set when i felt depressed and maybe desperate. i wanted to reflect that in the photos.... I'll tell you how my attitude towards social media comments has changed. At first I tried to reply to everyone I could even if I didn't really like what people wrote. I tried to explain something or change someone's mind. after a while I realized that changing someone's mind is useless and a waste of time. for example people wrote that photos are just a click of a finger and it's too easy to do. someone wrote that I'm anorexic and I need to eat a burger etc. there were also good kind comments and there were many more of them.... but at that point I was really worried about it and trying to change it. i don't feel like changing it anymore. i just giggle and watch the next thing. because of people making up things that don't exist i realized there's a thing i really don't like. i don't like it when people make up things about me that don't exist in private conversations instead of asking. they do it without malice. It's like you're talking to a person and they hear completely different words. or they completely make up a different person instead of me. i don't know what to do about it.... I feel so strange when I have to explain to a person that it's the other way around. I don't want to upset the person that they made it up, or I don't have the emotional strength to keep bringing people back to reality. It's rare, but it happens, and it gets really hard.

it's been a very long day! Early in the morning I took a bus to another city. It was a big and noisy city, it was a bit scary but interesting. I saw a train on high platforms that is operated without people :O and at one point I couldn't buy food and I ran out of money and looked for an ATM, but eventually I found a Thai family and we exchanged money. they helped me a lot. All in all I met a lot of kind Thai people today and once again I am convinced that there are a huge number of kind hearted people in this country. I also brought back a trophy! A pikachu as a symbol of my little journey. By the way, I just got back home. #skinny #teen #tiny #petite #small #fyp

Hey! And so I continue to play PoE 2. day two. I've completed act 3 and am now going through act 1 on an increased difficulty level. The build is becoming more stable and mobs are getting easier to clear. I'm going on a little trip to another city tomorrow, time for a change of scene. It's hard to take a break from the game, but I still need to go for a walk. #skinny #teen #petite #small #fyp

~My Path as a Content Creator~ May-June 2022 the main process of adaptation to the new environment has already been completed during these months Unfortunately, due to the great shock, I had no energy left on reddit and have since started to post much less there. I've learned to work well with light and the process of collecting outfits has accelerated. i literally go into my closet and either combine old costumes or pick up some of my regular clothes. it's a very improvised, chaotic process.

~My Path as a Content Creator~ March-April 2022 very interesting months in these months my OF account was completely deleted without explanation. all my questions were answered that they would not explain anything. in these months I had to celebrate the anniversary of my account... During these months I made the final transition to fansly. I was scared but happy at the same time. There were many other difficulties along with it, but I got through it all. Difficult situations bring new opportunities sometimes. It was really nice to see that my friends from OF switched to fansly and supported me, thank you!

Hey! I finally managed to buy PoE2 I'm in act 2 now, playing as a sorceress with an undetermined build. The game seems very slow compared to PoE1 and honestly to play further I try not to think it's PoE at all. Too many systems have been simplified not for the better..... It's not bad as a different game but without any specialty. The build progress and progression through the acts is very slow and the bosses are not really challenging but just fat sponges for damage. if you get surrounded by a bunch of mobs and not enough damage you can't even use dash. there is no dash in the game anymore. the drops are low, gems don't level up from experience but just level up with special items. in general a lot of things have changed and still I want to get to Maps and test the game fully. But so far it's a very strange game for me. It feels like this game was made with care for new players and not caring about PoE fans

~My Path as a Content Creator~ Winter 2021-2022 an amazing time when my income increased slightly and it made me incredibly happy. plus I did my first Christmas photo set and some dark photo sets that I still love to this day. I had more confidence and it was easier to work. However, my endless sadness + longing still visited me sometimes. But I learned to work with it and was less afraid to share it. yes some content creators behind my back said that I make money on pity, but I never felt that way and I never wanted to be treated with pity. rather I want other people to feel that behind the beautiful picture there is also a living person. everyone feels bad and sad sometimes. life is not perfect. I want you to feel not so alone and not so wrong in this world. I also started to get word that my posts motivate some of you. it started to give hope to some of you. i was happy to know that. Back in the winter I started playing Lost Ark, oh damn I loved that game..... The battle system was awesome and the boss battles made people's asses burn on the forums. maybe someday I'll get back into this game.

good morning! I'm sorry I left you without a post yesterday. usually I always work from my laptop and all the photos were there but not on my phone. and I couldn't sit down at my laptop because I felt very bad. but today I feel better. have you played PoE 2 yet? i've been looking at a lot of information about this game and i don't really like how many systems have been simplified. i still haven't bought early access and i don't have a key, so i'm just judging from scraps of information. besides the main question. how much slower is this game than the first part? for me the main reason i love this game is the crazy builds and high speed. I don't really like dark souls and other souls like games. if PoE 2 is really not like itself anymore I'm not sure I'll buy it. but if you have an extra key I'd love to test it and share my opinion. and I'm also scared that if it's a good game I'll get bogged down in it as usual and it'll be very hard to get out of it. About yesterday. When I sat down to work I felt that my legs felt really weird. not only did the past two injuries hurt, but my legs felt so heavy and cramped. it looked normal on the outside, but it was impossible to sit or stand. and then I got a digestive disorder, vomiting and so on. probably because I ate wrong the day before yesterday. but yesterday I ate well. I ended up just lying there waiting for it to be over. And then I fell asleep.

I don't feel well, there is a possibility that I will publish posts tomorrow for a few days at once. I hope it's okay? I have no energy at all now, several problems at once

~My Path as a Content Creator~ Autumn 2021 Halloween the first year was not as epic as the following years. however, I really enjoyed creating a gothic look then At the time, I was particularly concerned with the idea of comparing myself to other content creators. I was afraid that my content wasn't good enough, and in fact it still happens to me. Even though I already had a few wigs, I created different looks, I even made a few cosplays, one of which I created myself from scratch, I still thought my efforts were not good enough. Do I deserve support and attention, is it normal for me to be so unsociable, do people get scared that I'm so sad sometimes? I doubted myself and looked at how cool and happy other content creators looked. Now I'm trying to change my thoughts from thinking that I'm a bad content creator to thinking that I can do better, I'm trying to be inspired by other content creators. I later learned that many content creators doubt themselves and compare themselves to others.

Today was such a weird day. I felt very lost I wanted to eat, but I couldn't do anything about it... I tried to go to the store all evening, but I didn't go anywhere. I found some canned fish in the cupboard, good thing I had breakfast in the morning. I couldn't order delivery either, there were no couriers available. The canned fish saved me. I don't know what it was, but I hope I'll be okay tomorrow. I don't like days like this. I don't understand why it happened. one day I go and run to the store for groceries or snacks and try to improve my condition, walk and walk and the next day I'm like an omega that doesn't need anything.