Perhaps some of you already know that I have problems with not being able to wear regular colored lenses.
I have astigmatism
Why can't you wear contact lenses if you have astigmatism?
If you continue to wear regular lenses with moderate to high astigmatism, there is a risk of irreparable damage to your own vision. The location of the lens on the astigmatic eye will be incorrect, it will begin to move out, cause discomfort, and the correction will be ineffective
I have a slight degree of astigmatism, but the lenses are still very uncomfortable and move out of my eyes.
However, I still bought lenses and I want to try in the next cosplays, if it doesn’t work out, I will never try lenses again (I don’t know what I’m counting on, the astigmatism has not gone away, and the lenses will definitely leave, but I still want to try)
#Skinny #bodypaint #feet #foot #toes #ff # teen #tiny #geek
My old computer is much weaker than my laptop, but there is a big monitor (although this monitor is very old and not very bright), so I decided to use only my laptop and use the old monitor as a second screen via HDMI cable.
The convenience has increased many times over. I had never used long laptops before, much less connected multiple screens. I hope my laptop will hold up and nothing bad will happen.
Also, now when I work I can watch some videos, keep all the information I need in front of me, etc. I never would have thought that the laptop can be so full working and gaming space
#Tiny #teen #small #petite #alt #goth #longsocks #snickers #kneesocks
The biggest disadvantage of photos in this room is the large amount of dust. I wipe the mirror every few photos but no time to take a photo as the mirror is covered with dust... sad
#Tiny #teen #small #petite #alt #goth #longsocks #snickers #kneesocks
Extra set - 5 exclusive photos
Hi! It's been a while since we've had content like this here, did you miss it?
I really like how these pics turned out :3
It seems like I just started posting this set, but I'm too impatient and wanted to show as soon as possible!
Of course my background in Thailand looked more colorful and interesting but taking pictures in my home and small room in my home country is also pretty cool, besides such an empty background doesn't distract your attention and I also missed this background, I hope you are not too sad about it.
I want to tell you what I like so much and what I miss in this world. I love aesthetically semi-erotic photos incredibly much and I honestly don't like completely nude photos (I'm talking about other people's work now) of course the human body is beautiful, but I like that special feeling of some mystery and hiding certain body parts and yet combined with quite nude photos. I adore these kinds of photos, photos on the edge of two types of content- nsfw and sfw.
By the way, because of such combinations in my photos I have a difficulty in how to find places to publish my content. For example sfw places and sabreddits are not happy to see me because my content is considered too explicit for such places. However, my content is also too innocent for nsfw.
This is how I live my life. Trying to post my vague content to nsfw where they don't get mad at sfw haha!
#Tiny #teen #small #petite #alt #goth #longsocks #snickers #kneesocks
And here is the realization of your first idea :3
I did a whole photo set and fell in love with this image. I really hope you like it too!
I feel lost all day, but this photo set filled my day with pleasant emotions
#goth #alt #stockings #kneesocks #skinny #tiny #teen #legs #shoes
Oops, I fell asleep in the middle of the day yesterday and woke up at 3 am, okaaaaaay lol
So there seems to be a little misunderstanding about who I am, at least with some of the guys.
Maybe in some pictures I look like an elf, in some pictures like an anime girl etc, some people might have the image that I only like flower fields and cute little animals, love and other nice things.
However, I hasten to ruin your fantasies.
I actually like black humor, I like aggressive style in my clothes, I play violent games and watch sometimes violent anime.
That doesn't mean I'm a violent person, I'm the most harmless person in real life, but I'm not at all embarrassed about being violent in things that are harmless to other people.
Violence in games is a very common element and that is what most games are based on, to me the opinion I often hear in the media that people have hurt others in real life just because of games is absurd. In fact if a person is mentally ill the trigger could be anything, but it's so convenient to blame everything on games or anime isn't it?
And what about cybersports players? They spend most of their lives playing games, do we often see news stories about cybersports players going crazy and causing hell?
Violence in movies, anime, etc. is a way to appeal to emotions and a way to show a story.
Violence in games is a gameplay element apart from the story, the only harm one player causes to another player is burning ass.
Artistic Cruelty is also a way of expressing emotions and feelings, but within reasonable limits.
True Cruelty in ordinary life against other people is itself unacceptable under any circumstances.
#Skinny #teen #tiny #bodypaint #feet #foot #toes #soles #ff #legs
I'm obviously hooked on dbd again!
And again, the most fun and favorite character for me is Ghostface :3
However, I played with all the characters and looked at the changes, I think about whether it is worth buying new additions, I was interested in Forged In Fog, Sadako and Roots of dread
If you've played what do you think of the characters in these expansions?
Also, I really liked the idea of one of the guys here, I would like to realize it as soon as possible - an image in a long hoodie and stockings :3
#skinny #bodypaint #teen #tiny #bikini #geek #gamergirl #egirl #nerdy
While I collect your wishes, I want to share my wishes for content
I want to redo the cosplay Jinx but I need to do something with the wig as it's not quite right
I'm waiting for the delivery of cosplay of the main character Bocchi the Rock (few verisions
I'm looking for everything to craft and cosplay the trickster from dbd (female version)
in general, there are a lot of things I want to do, the main thing is not to forget anything lol
in the coming days I plan to get used to everything and relax, in a couple of days I will complete custom requests that I did not have time to do and get to work :3
and now it’s important for me not to get even sicker, otherwise I won’t be able to make new content soon T_T
#cosplay #teen #tiny #dress #anime #geen #nerd #cosplayer
I hasten to brag, I ate fresh salmon and herring with potatoes!
My tummy is so happy!
And my dad and I cooked a delicious mushroom soup from a bunch of different mushrooms :3
I am incredibly happy to see my family. And it seems that my journey has influenced those whom I thought I could not influence. Now they all dream of going to another country
I talked so much with my parents that I almost became hoarse, but I wanted to continue to communicate with them and talk about the wonderful country where I was.
However, I am completely shocked by how small my room is... My mother is worried that after Thailand it will be inconvenient for me to take photos here heh. In addition, all unnecessary furniture and so on moved into my room and now it looks more like a warehouse x)
I got a little cold and I'm allergic to dust and I'm getting used to the new climate. to dry and cold.
I am planning to return to thailand, but i don't know when yet, but i want to enjoy my time with my family here and also wait out the crazy heat
#cute #pink #egirl #kawaii #panties #teen #tiny #nerd #geek
This month is my birthday and I want to prepare something special.
But first, I would like to make a set of photos according to your wishes. Write in the comments what you would like to see, any of your wishes and I will think about how to use all this in a new set and try to do it as soon as possible!
i can even do multiple sets. if you are too shy to write in the comments, write in private messages. fetish requests are also possible :3
Hi all. I'm at home, but I'm extremely tired and I think I'm a little sick... in the next few days I will need to have a good rest and complete acclimatization
in the meantime, this is the last photoset that was made in thailand
#skinny #teen #tiny #bodypaint #gamergirl #geek #nerdy #costume
This is also a pre-planned post, if I have not changed this text, then I am still resting. and sleep off after the flight :3
#Shibari #rope #teen #skinny #abs #geek #nerdy #tiny #petite
most likely right now I'm on a plane... this post was planned in advance. I hope everything will be fast and successful, wish me good luck and patience
#Shibari #rope #teen #skinny #abs #geek #nerdy #tiny #petite
And so let's start the list of anime for the winter and spring seasons, it will consist of several parts
Mashle: Magic and Muscles - My favorite of the season, I won't even tell you what anime it is, just watch
Oshi No Ko - literally one of the most elaborate and high-quality anime, both in terms of plot and in all other components. It could very well be the anime of the year.
It reveals the whole cruel world of any show business from the inside.
Skip and Loafer - an extremely enjoyable anime that leaves a warm feeling and a smile on your face after every episode.
Insomniacs After School - Visuals, vibes and feelings from sleepless nights and night walks, beautiful anime
Hell's Paradise is a great anime for fans of action, fantasy and mysticism, filled with an interesting plot and not empty characters
I ran to get ready for the flight, keep in mind that all these anime are ongoing :3
Happy viewing!
How do you feel about airplanes and flights?
My first flight was in 2019 and lasted only 4 hours, I have flown less than 10 times in my life, I really like the feeling when the plane leaves the ground and is in the air, a magical feeling.
In general, I like airplanes, but I really don't like the rush that precedes the flight.
My flight tomorrow will take more than 10 hours (this is just being in the sky), but my longest flight took almost a day, including change of airport and planes
#Shibari #rope #teen #skinny #abs #geek #nerdy #tiny #petite
I suddenly discovered that I have costumes in which I did not have time to take photos, and also that I could not take everything with me, I will try to fix it, I really hope that I will have time ...
The feeling of being in a hurry makes me crazy to be honest, as a child I had nightmares about being late for something
#Shibari #rope #teen #skinny #abs #geek #nerdy #tiny #petite
I have a few days left in Thailand, I'm trying to finish all the rest of my work here at an accelerated pace, and therefore, in order not to forget about the posts, I prepared a photoset for you a few days in advance, until May 10 inclusive I will be less active, but the posts will be published stable.
Earlier I told you that I want to try shibari, I ordered different ropes, in the end I came to the conclusion that I need a lot of ropes and the longer the better!
I studied different nodes, diagrams, videos for a very long time, but I decided to try it on my body only yesterday.
So I realized that the rope was not long enough and simplified the pattern a bit, this was my first attempt and the knots were not very strong, but the feeling of the rope on the skin is very pleasant, so I will return to mastering this art, besides I think it looks very nice even though it was the first attempt
#Shibari #rope #teen #skinny #abs #geek #nerdy #tiny #petite
From tomorrow until my return home, a pleasant surprise awaits you :3
spoiler it has to do with japanese art hehehehe
#teen #schoolgirlcostume #cosplay #costume #cute #tiny #egirl #geek #nerdy
Impostor syndrome part 2
If you feel something similar to imposter syndrome, first of all, tell yourself that you are okay. Many people around the world experience this syndrome from time to time.
Moreover, imposter syndrome cannot be considered 100% negative: if you initially consider your skills to be absolute and do not develop them, you will not become better. Doubting oneself does not always mean devaluing oneself, sometimes it means trying to objectively evaluate oneself and what is happening.
Your concern is to work on what you think and feel about your successes yourself. I don't believe in pure luck without effort. Even to win the lottery, you have to go and buy a ticket - that's already an effort. In order for people to be interested in my profile, I put my heart and soul and endless days of effort into my photos and all aspects of working on my profile. Of course, luck is also important, but without proper work, luck would never come.
There will always be dissatisfied people, why waste energy on proof? Direct it towards feeling confident in your own abilities. Did you notice your weaknesses? Great, that means now you can work on personal growth.
#Pajamas #cute #tiny #teen #egirl #skinny #fit #egirl
Impostor syndrome part 1
People with impostor syndrome believe that they are deceivers who mislead others. They often feel convinced that they will soon be exposed and seen as incompetent in their field.
When it comes to models and content creators, such individuals may compare themselves to others and believe that those individuals are more talented and deserving of their success. For example, I sometimes feel guilty and think that I don't deserve the kind treatment and support I receive from my fans. I feel that I just got lucky and there are many more deserving models out there.
However, I am working on overcoming these feelings and understand the underlying reasons for this syndrome.
One sociocultural factor is that when a person grows up in a society where acknowledging one's achievements in public is considered boasting, and where "authority knows best" in determining a person's capabilities, the individual may fail to notice their own successes.
Another factor is the system of evaluations and comparisons. For example, someone might say, "What's so difficult about taking photographs? It's just a couple of clicks. Try finding a real job or becoming a real model; that's where real success lies." Such comments can cause doubt in one's own success, making them believe that they only achieved something due to luck.
Finally, fear of making mistakes can be a part of impostor syndrome. Individuals with this syndrome are often certain that one mistake will reveal that they are not as competent as they seem to be, such as a failed photoshoot or a decline in profile interest.
#Pajamas #butt #cute #tiny #teen #egirl #skinny #fit #egirl #ass
my mother said that when I arrived home I would be greeted with herring, potatoes and pickled tomatoes. I think I'm going to heaven
#Pajamas #abs #cute #tiny #teen #egirl #skinny #fit #egirl #tummy
favorite photo in this set
I got a few messages and a comment about it looks like pajamas. does it really look like pajamas?
#Pajamas #abs #cute #tiny #teen #egirl #skinny #fit #egirl #tummy
phew! I finally got my tickets, waited for the moment when the price became cheaper by almost 2 times! tired but made new spontaneous photos.
some information for May:
On May 10 I will return home (and I hope to sleep off and have a good rest)
May 25th is my birthday and I keep forgetting how old I am
#cute #teen #tiny #abs #smalltits #petite #skinny #egirl #gamergirl
I almost calmed down. I'm trying to find tickets. It's funny, there are no direct flights to my country at all, should I find something with short transfer times and get home sooner or stay a day and look at another country ... hmm
The number of tickets scares me.
And I also found content that I didn’t explore in Baldur’s Gate and I’m very happy about it. I would trade my life for a life in these games
In case you're wondering, I really like Astarion. I even found on YouTube a 6 hour recording of all the voice lines from the game and found out the name of the one who voiced this character. It's just incredible. I want to be as charismatic, but I'm too simple T_T
I would like to know English at the same level as my native language and try to make artistic voice recordings for you or read some books, etc.
#cosplay #cosplayer #costume #succubus #succub #elf #devil #egirl #teen
ehh it seems the content in the game is over, all other locations will be available after the release of the game :(
I'm looking for something I might not notice
I keep playing Baldur's Gate. it's like therapy for me now
By the way, I thought, maybe it's worth returning the photoset with Yuno Gasai from the Future Diary?
#cosplay #microbikini #bikini #abs #skinny #fit #egirl #gamergirl #teen #tiny