I got and assembled my new computer chair today. i still need to buy rgb tape, a keyboard, a monitor, monitor brackets, and lots and lots of other things. tomorrow i'll get to installing curtains for curtains and looking for curtains!
and I also want to find a rug and a footstool under my desk + shelving and shelves and a whole bunch of different things.
really tired...
plus I've started working on a game project with the good guys, so I'm working more on creating a plan and getting back into learning 3d again
a lot of stuff to do! real crazy.
#skinny #teen #tiny #cosplay #egirl #gamergirl #geek #nerdy #petite #small
Let me tell you a little bit about ambivalence
I am quite a complex person (like all humans), ambivalence in my behavior and attitude towards everything often manifests itself in my life, in my decision making, in the way I relate to people.
For example, my attitudes towards things can be contradictory, my ideas evoke contradictory and opposite feelings, etc.
Ambivalence in humans can manifest itself in feelings, ideas and judgments, in the choice of decisions, in the occurrence of desires, etc.
In clinical psychology and psychiatry ambivalence is understood as a periodic global change of an individual's attitude to someone: last night the patient had only positive feelings towards a certain person, this morning - only negative feelings, and now - again only positive feelings
So sometimes you can see my active desire to socialize, and at other times you can see meager responses.
my whole life and evaluation of anything is either black or white, no intermediate colors. i try very hard to change this, but it is very difficult. everything is either bad or good.
my mood is the most incomprehensible and unstable thing, it literally switches to the opposite side at the snap of my fingers without any events.
However, i am getting better and trying to balance, keep all factors in my head at the same time and explain my feelings to myself.
#teen #skinny #tiny #small #cute #petite #stockings #egirl #gamergirl #costume
I proclaim this to be foot day.
Bottom line. I'm shocked at how heavy my new desk is......
The hardest part was dragging the desk across the threshold of my apartment - it's a huge box, very heavy, and it was hard to lift. However, the desk ended up inside my apartment and I had already assembled it.
Assembly was easy, I love assembling things. Now I need to figure out the rest of the design, and figure out how to make holes in the table top for the Pop Up Sockets.
I also plan on buying colored tape, wall decor, I'm still waiting for my new chair, I need a shelving unit, wire holders, some inexpensive monitors and more.I dread to imagine how much stuff I need....
#skinny #teen #feet #foot #nylon #stockings #legs #egirl #kawaii #anime #cosplay #tiny #geek #Nerdy
oh my god i finally bought a table and a gaming chair! i'll get the package this week and start customizing my gaming space :3
I couldn't find any table that fits perfectly, so I ordered a quality basic model that I will customize and add everything I need :3
I can finally have the perfect gaming space YAAAAY
#nekochan #anime #kawaii #egirl #gamergirl #cosplay #tiny #teen #geek #nerdy
A tantalizing dancing snow cat
For some unknown reason I haven't made a video in a while. Decided to rectify that oversight!
Also there will probably be another video later x)
#skinny #teen #tiny #egirl #geek #nerdy #cosplay
It's done ! The house is clean, I'm clean, and I'm a cheetah or snow leopard by the looks of it :3
I'm very tired today, but I'm happy that my back is fine
Thank you all for your moral and not only moral support, it was very nice to me!
I won't say too much since I'm already falling asleep, good night or good day to everyone
#skinny #teen #anime #kawaii #fyp #tummy #tiny #egirl #nekochan #gamergirl #geek #nerdy
my back is better! So I'm getting my apartment in order and will be taking pics!
It's hard to be in here right now, somehow it's gotten chaotic, so I'm washing everything and putting it back in its place.
I don't know how I got the apartment so messy these days without cleaning it up
Listening to music and running around the apartment
I'm getting better!
While I'm waiting for my recovery, I'm lying down, I changed one costume, which was very huge for me.
here is a small preview, since I still don't have the strength for a full-fledged photoset
I like the result!
Just don't pay attention to the room behind me, it's a nightmare, an old stool, a warehouse of boxes, etc. lol
and I also got tired of lying down with my phone, so I found a position where I feel comfortable lying down with my laptop (yes, I don't have a laptop stand).
Anyway, now I can at least play bg3 and I think I'm about to finish the game story.
#gamergirl #egirl #geek #nerdy #teen #tiny
Hey, everybody!
I'm getting better :3
Don't worry about me not lying down in these pictures, I took these pictures quickly and didn't have time to hurt myself too much. Besides, I still need to get out of bed from time to time.
My inner sociophobe rejoices, I found a food delivery service where the delivery guy just leaves the food at my door and walks away, when I pick up the food I don't see a single person and considering I look a bit chaotic right now, it's the best option for me.
I think if I give myself some more rest I'll be fully recovered pretty soon. Besides, I realized it's not a pinched nerve, it's an inflamed muscle.
Love you all <3
#skinny #teen #girlnextdoor #tiny #geek #egirl #alt #gamergirl
Now my days are lying in bed. In order not to overwork my back, I took a photo in the same place where I lie
unfortunately my back is only fine when I'm lying down, hopefully I'll get better soon
This is not a fun situation. I got a pinched nerve in my back.
Last time that happened to me, I spent 3 months in bed (or more)
I'll try to take care of myself.
It's a shame, because today I planned to take new photos ...
And I have nothing to eat, I will order food delivery from the café, so as not to injure my back even more, and you can take care of me and feed me :3
Summer will be over soon. Only a few weeks left
Did you have any plans for the summer?
Have you accomplished everything you had planned?
for anyone who doesn't know what to answer there is option 4, just to see the answer.
I'm thinking about what I should have time to do this summer in my home country, if you have any cool suggestions, be sure to share with me :3
#skinny #legs #teen #tiny #small #tall #butt #ass #booty #geek #egirl #gamergirl #nerdy
Let's talk about memes and humor
I love humor and memes, I like wordplay, etc.
But ever since I became iShyNya I've been facing one problem all the time. All of my favorite memes are local. Only people in my country understand them, and the rest of the world won't even be able to understand it at all, or it would take a deep study of my country through the years with all the phenomena.
Memes and humor is a special culture that reflects the peculiarities of life and thinking of people in different countries.
People like very different memes and of course I know some memes in English too.
This is the same trouble with humor, all my jokes are built on the culture of my country. So as a result of not knowing jokes in English and so on, while communicating with you I sometimes come up with a joke that can be understood in any country in any place by a person speaking English.
I feel disconnected from the culture of this world. Also, I am madly tempted to write my posts in a funnier and less formal way. And I can't get the cultural influences that have been placed on me out of me.
Let's have a little flash mob. Write me jokes and send me memes, slang, etc, I really want to get closer to you and closer to English culture
#skinny #legs #teen #petite #tiny #egirl #cute #small #gamergirl
It's rainy and overcast today, but I took these photos in natural light and decided to take them with light colored clothes.
I had planned to alter one outfit today and take pictures, however I was counting on the sun, no sun and I quickly changed my idea and plans
I'm generally not good at making plans as I always do the opposite
I also really love dates now, just recently tried it for the first time and now I eat it very often!
#skinny #teen #tiny #abs #legs #tall #egirl #cute #nerdy #geek #gamergirl
Good morning, sharing my baldurs gate 3 news.
I finally kicked Githyanki off the squad.
Too aggressive character. Plus I went against everyone in creche Githyanki, so my Githyanki sitting in the camp decided to just self-destruct and attack me.
I also changed everyone's classes eheh.
If you haven't played it yet, I highly recommend it. It's a quality and addictive game
I'm very tired, so let me spice up my profile a bit more with pictures I took in Thailand
#schoolgirlcostume #teen #tiny #kawaii #cute #petite #skirt #small #geek #egirl #nerdy
Hey! I think I'm feeling better today.
I even went for a walk with my friend (I don't know if she considers me a friend, but I hope she does)! Although sometimes my voice was weird and started to get hoarse, but I felt great
I like to go for a walk when it gets dark the most, everything around me gets a special atmosphere.
She and I also ate a delicious kebab and shawarma, I don't know how unhealthy it is, but in such moments of meetings I don't want to think about healthy food at all. I love meat!
We wanted to take pictures, but we were feeling lazy and not very creative for photos
However, I really hope that next time we have the right mindset and make your eyes feel good with our photos together!
#skinny #teen #tiny #anime #kawaii #cute #geek #egirl #petite #nerdy #skirt
Hey, everybody!
Today I saw money raining! I was just sitting in the kitchen and saw money flying outside the window. Then I looked and saw some money stuck on a tree.
Apparently it's such a weird way to pass money around. Because then someone went up to the trees and cracked them to get those bills haha!
By the way it's a cloudy day today, I was expecting it to rain. But I didn't expect to see money rain.
I think that's all the pictures I wanted to show you in this set. I have more, but maybe I'll show them later :3
#skinny #teen #egirl #stockings #legs #tummy #tiny #abs #mesh #fishnet
okay, I thought I wasn't sick and feeling better, but something's not right. meanwhile, I'm still waiting for my insurance to be ready...
today is a hard day and I will try to save my strength, I took you a few photos of different parts of me, in ordinary home clothes
sorry for the dust on the mirror
Hey, everybody! Self-love post
I have decided to switch to healthy foods and eliminate trans fats from my diet. However, the hardest part is that cheese has trans fats in it too. it will be hard to live without cheese.....
You guys in the U.S., I envy you for eliminating trans fats from your cheese.
I've been too thoughtless about what I eat. Even though I'm slim, I'm concerned about my health, so now I only eat healthy food (I don't care about calories, I'm not starving).
The most difficult dishes I will give up :
Pizza.
Cheese (until I move to the US, or in minimal quantities)
Burgers (I won't eat burgers made of buns, but I will eat burgers with rice instead of buns).
I don't eat sweets as it is, so I don't have to worry about that.
Today I had my hair colored at the best studio I know. I'll try to take pictures for you soon with the new hair color :3
I'm very tired and I think I got a little cold from the conditioner in the studio.
by the way yes, as everyone already wrote, long texts work again, but I'm really tired and I don't have the energy to write something long right now x)
#skinny #teen #petite #small #cute #tiny #geek #egirl #nerdy #stockings #sfw
Okay guys, I won't write a long message today because you won't see it.
Just know that my request has been submitted to resolve the issue and soon all texts will return to their rightful place.
#skinny #mesh #fishnet #teen #tiny #geek #egirl #nerdy #tummy #small #petite
Ok! I am going to sleep. Have a nice day, everyone:3
I broke Baldur's Gate 3 by the way. I have some kind of bug with the quest, but as I see it, not only I have this bug x)
happy bug day everyone lol
Catch some weird pics!
okay i played baldurs gate 3 last night even though it was very late at night, but you can consider me lost now. because as you already know i'm a fan of this game.
I'm also in love with that charismatic vampire Astarion.
I've decided to start a new game so I don't miss out on any possible new things. My main character is a bard, of course I took Astarion on my team and also Gale and I wanted to take Shadowheart, but for some reason I changed my mind abruptly and I wanted to see the plot of Lae'zel(Besides, I killed a demon on the ship and then I thought I was missing a warrior with a huge weapon in my squad).
I like Shadowheart better though, but okay.
Let me grumble at my light. My light does not want to live! it runs out after an hour of photos and I take photos for several hours, so the photosets are unfinished T_T
I think I need a new light. I use several light sources, some background, some accent. Light is very important for photography, especially since I started taking photos at night.
"in search of good light"
#skinny #teen #tiny #egirl #catgirl #stockings #tummy #fishnet #geek #nerdy
Yesterday I made a list of costumes for your vote, but while I was making this list, some of the costumes that I chose ran out of my size, so I'm making a new list!
Also, if you have any problems, please don't keep it to yourself. Let's discuss it, maybe I can help something, and even if not, at least you can just share it with me
You know, I want to thank all of you. And especially those who write to me in private messages.
With you, I feel needed and important, your words motivate me, and my soul melts from your kindness.
Sometimes you write touching things, personal stories, someone shares their problems, someone discusses games with me, someone writes words of support, and someone writes words of gratitude, someone even discusses complex and interesting topics.
You draw me, write me poems and show your incredible talent.
With someone I do not match the characters, but this rarely happens and this does not always become a problem.
To all those who just silently support me, thank you very much too, I understand that you may be embarrassed to write or just don’t feel like doing it. But you all make a big contribution to what I do.
Someone may just look at the photos, and someone reads my posts.
To everyone who is here and to everyone who even reads this message, I just want to express my great gratitude and say a huge thank you to you all!
#skinny #teen #legs #stockings #boots #egirl #tiny #goth #emo #nerdy
Also, as I promised both you and myself, I am in the process of getting health insurance. I will get it within three days, after which I will finally start treating all my problems. Yay, yay, yay!
And I'm also making a selection of pretty things for the survey so you can help me choose what I'll buy for the next photos
For some reason I have a hard time finding cute ones, but I'm looking for it
#boots #shoes #skinny #stockings #nylon #legs #foot #egirl #emo #goth
I can affect the weather!
You know what happened? It had been raining non-stop for months. I decided to buy an umbrella. Today I go to get an umbrella and oh my God! It's not raining anymore, ha ha!
But I'm kidding, of course it's just a coincidence, but I love such coincidences, they always cheer me up.