have a great day, everybody :3
rest is rest but yesterday before I went to bed I turned on YouTube to find a calm video to lull me to sleep and I came across a video of a wigmaker.... after that I fell asleep only at 5 am
and all because I was very inspired by this channel and I studied how this master works and ran all night testing the wrong hair curler and then looking for the right steamer and curler.... I spent half the night cuddled up with the wig and the other half looking for and buying new things to work with the wig and learning the material.
I'll be practicing a little on the test wig to make the wig for the next cosplay when it arrives will be amazing.
This is the nighttime obsession with wigs...
#cosplay #teen #tiny #petite #goth #alt #egirl #feet #legs
Have a good day, everyone!
I came up with a little something for myself.
What if on days when I start to feel burned out or I don't like some content, I just look into the past of my profile and post occasionally what I've already forgotten and what I genuinely like?
On the one hand it's repetitive content and a little clutter..... on the other hand it's a refresher and a day of rest and a chance to recover from a little burnout. and maybe someone just hasn't seen the content yet.
I still have a whole bunch of unpublished content and I still can't look at most of it sensibly, but I'm slowly getting used to it and I'm starting to like some of it.
Anyway, screw trying to justify myself! 2 pictures that haven't been here in a while won't spoil anything, at least now I like the idea and I really want to show you these pictures again. I really like the light here, the image and the sense of mystery.
I have a lot of new content coming soon, but for now i'm resting. i have a lot of ideas and i want to do them with all my strength.
#skinny #alt #goth #gamergirl #teen #slender #stockings #egirl
and I also had 2 weird videos but I thought it was still worth uploading even if it was weird x)
Also, you can see my nostrils peeking out from under the wig in this video — it looks kinda funny
I'm totally caught up in thinking about future content right now and can't think about anything else.
#alt #skinny #legs #stockings #latex #thighhigh #goth #egirl
Wishing everyone a lovely day!
I finally came up with and ordered my Kurowear (tech-cyber wear) look!
I think I’ll receive everything I need by mid-June.
And along the way, I had a pretty unusual experience — I wasn’t sure what exactly I wanted to get, so I started drawing different items from my shopping cart on top of a photo of myself, layering them like paper dolls. It turned into this sort of virtual dress-up game with all the possible options. But surprisingly, that’s what helped me make the final decision!
Normally, I pick outfits more chaotically from whatever I already have in my wardrobe — but I didn’t own a lot of the pieces I needed for this style, and I couldn’t just buy half the store only to decide what looks good after it arrives.
I think once I do the photoset, I’ll also show you my little sketches :3
They turned out kinda cute and messy.
But if I show them now, it would be too much of a spoiler…
I’ll just say this: it’s not a ready-made costume — it’s a bunch of separate items that I’ll be slightly customizing!
#skinny #altgirl #goth #smallbutt #ass #smallass #smallbooty #teeny
Today was a wonderful day!
I cleaned up, ate a delicious meal, took new photos, found a video with Jinx for you :3
waiting for the delivery of a cute cosplay and trying to put together a kurowear outfit, it took all my thoughts!
Today I noticed that I accidentally ordered 2 identical wigs and urgently canceled the order... Before that, for a long time I could not understand why the price of the order is more expensive than I thought :D
But I'm still planning to redo Jinx's cosplay!!
And I'm also afraid that I won't have time to finish a lot, because in about a month I'm flying away to see my family for many months, But even if so, I can finish it when I get back. Also, in my home apartment, I want to redo some cosplays
#cosplay #jinx #cosplayer #alt #egirl #skinny #tiny #small
Hey!
some more pictures with tapes :3
today was a very sleepy but good day. i couldn't wake up because it was raining all morning and the sky was dark gray. then i found out about power nap and decided to try it in hopes that it would make me want to sleep less. spoiler. it didn't work :D
I also had an incredibly delicious meal today. i went to the grocery store and bought groceries for dinner and breakfast, which promises to be just as good as dinner.
I made spirulina noodles with different kinds of mushrooms, tofu, 3 kinds of cheese, beans, garlic onions, etc and added ham.
I'm full and there's still a lot of food left so I'll have something to eat tomorrow:3
Oh, and I also wanted to show you this!
I love AI and it's my enemy at the same time!
I forgot to switch the normal photo mode to Pro mode. in normal mode you can't turn off AI processing. in Pro mode there is no AI processing.
The way I saw it: I open a photo and see that everything is perfect and beautiful. then the upload icon appears and in a second the photo turns into a weird thing.
in general Ai like to be wrong and will not take over the world anytime soon:D
In the photos in the last post, I tried to fix it, but it didn't work out very well
good morning or good afternoon or good evening or just hello, everyone!
I am pleasantly shocked! I am shocked by the number of notifications and messages I see now, today I will try to answer everyone:3
I did not expect that so many people would want to congratulate me and make me happy, thank you very much!
yesterday was a great day, I went for a little walk with my friends, we swam in the pool, then went to the sauna and then had a delicious meal and watched a movie that my friend recommended. we laughed and joked so much it was so nice! We didn't play board games because I didn't buy it in advance and during the walk we wanted to buy something to play but in the end we decided that we will play another time because in the stores there were only Thai language games. now I'm looking for a board game that will be interesting not only for me but also for those who usually don't play games :3
Also, my friend gave me a cake and I went out for a while to take pictures with the cake in my room. and then we ate this delicious cake together!
Jinx photos:3
But I'm going to redo the photo set anyway!
I'm actually going to try to take pics from the celebration today, the water park was canceled because of the high price and I'm going swimming with my friends either in the ocean or in the pool and we want to play board games and figure out something else as the situation arises.
but you'll probably see the picture with the cake and I'll try to do something festive for you on other days. and today I'll just celebrate.
it's my birthday today! yay!!!
I spent all day yesterday trying to think of something festive and some activities on my profile, but I think I forgot the main thing, it's my birthday and I can just relax on this day:3
I also wanted to come up with a Wishlist and I realized that almost everything I want is related to my art. I wrote some of the things I would like, but really the most desirable things I will gift myself by hard work:3
But in case anyone is wondering, for cosplays I dream of a sewing machine, a 3d printer, and a camera. I also found a really cute outfit for cosplaying a character I like..... and... I found a subreddit kurowear and now I dream of putting together a costume in this style. it's something between techwear and cyberpunk
yesterday I was so into learning about this style and was so excited that I was exhausted from emotional overexcitement.
There's a lot of things I'd like to do, and if you want, you can give me one of them or just send me a tip and leave it up to me.
and you know what, you have already given me the most important gift of all. you have given me a piece of yourself, your time, attention, emotions. you help me create. i do what i love. even if my perfectionism drives me crazy, it's because i really care about what i do here.
Thank you all so much for everything you do for me.
and I also decided to show you a little bit of jinx cosplay pics :3
I'm gonna be kinder to myself today
It happened again. I'm sorry.
Now it is very difficult for me and it takes all my energy and time.
I’m stuck in that loop again. I take tons of photos, change lighting, location, outfits, angles, poses, everything. I try every possible option — and still, I’m unhappy with the result. I’m not even sure about the set I posted today...
I love the process of creating photos, but somehow, when I start looking at the outcome, I feel disappointed with everything.
The lighting: either too plain, or too dark, or too bright, or too colorful... Shadows are either too harsh, completely gone, or just boring.
The poses: standing — too dull. Standing straight — even worse. Unusual standing pose — looks weird. Complicated or sitting pose — can’t really see the body properly and it just looks uninteresting.
Shot from behind? Boring.
Shot from the front? Too typical.
Side view? Just... odd.
And that kind of nitpicking happens with every detail. It took so much effort just to pick something for today’s post.
It’s kind of a nightmare and I don’t understand why I’ve ended up here again.
I guess I’m just way too demanding when it comes to the final result…
I really liked making clothes from soft tapes, I think that I should buy more tapes and make different outfits :3 Maybe even cosplay in this style?
#skinny #tiny #small #egirl #petite #teen #altgirl
Wishing everyone a lovely day!
Less than three days left until my birthday!!!
It looks like there’s a 90% chance I’ll be spending it at a water park after all.
Although it’s still quite a trip to get there — it’s pretty far — but it actually looks like a real water park!
And I think that’s the only thing I’m almost sure about x)
For someone who usually celebrates birthdays in front of the computer with some tasty food, it feels both unusual and a bit tricky to plan everything out
Beautiful sunset, isn't it?
Hey, everybody. The last few days have been a thinking trap.
In the picture you can see the remnants of Jinx tattoos on my body. A few days ago i did a big Jinx cosplay in a new style. After that as you remember my eye hurt.
unfortunately I can't show you that cosplay yet. I'm very disappointed with how it turned out. I opened different photos and videos of this cosplay many times and at first glance everything was fine, but if I looked at the photo for more than 2 seconds I just hated what I did and didn't like anything. for the last 2 days I just kept trying to find at least 1 file that would suit me.
today I found myself in a loop of negative thoughts and that loop needs to be broken. This was especially hard to accept considering how much effort I put into that cosplay.
But the loop of negative thoughts was broken and I decided to create something I would love. today when I finished creating tape swimsuit I found an incredibly beautiful sunset. I was happy to have time to take such unique photos.
The Jinx cosplay will be redone. I need to order new lenses x)
I'm trying to take it as an experience now.
My eyes and the fatigue still won't let me work properly, so here's a video I prepared earlier.
Today I'll rest and try to recover-definitely need to buy some eye drops.
Hopefully I'll still manage to get at least a little bit of work done
#skinny #tiny #small #egirl #petite #teen #altgirl #gamergirl
I'm fine, I just worked all day on the photoset, I even used lenses! But I'm incredibly tired now and I've damaged my eye with a lens and it's very hard for me to work now. I'll try to make a post today, but if I can't, I'll post it tomorrow
Photos seems to have turned out wonderful. I've never been photographed for so long
Now I'm lying with my right eye closed :D
I am convening an online meeting of experts in the comments!
The goal is to find out what kind of hosiery it is!
I've struggled to figure it out to find a suitable subreddit, but all I find are either stockings, which should be sheer, nylon which is also sheer, or knee socks, which are fleecy
What am I wearing?
I don't understand x)
Oops horizontal video in a vertical internet world
I really want to shoot horizontal content but it's like modern websites are less and less focused on horizontal content and more and more on vertical content!!!!
But I thought that shouldn't stop me. I want to do horizontal content, I just need to figure out how to adapt it to social media.
#skinny #teen #tiny #egirl #altgirl #petite #gamergirl #geek #nerdy #stockings
Good morning everyone!
Only one week left until my birthday!
I’m in a great mood!
Originally, I was planning to go to a water park and then to a sauna for my birthday.
But... I couldn’t find any real water parks nearby, so I’m reconsidering my plans.
The good news is, I did find a Japanese sauna — an onsen!
Does this make me an old lady if I want to spend my birthday in a sauna? :D
I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned this before, but I definitely know one place I won’t be going — bars or anywhere like that. I’ve never been, and I don’t feel like starting now. Crowded places like that make me uncomfortable, and I don’t like alcohol anyway.
But I do know exactly where I want to eat :3
At this point, it seems like I’ll just enjoy a delicious meal and treat myself to some quiet rest.
Still, there’s time to come up with something else!
Good morning!
My leg stopped hurting and yesterday I took new photos and videos!
You can consider this video a demo version, or not X)
I missed the gloomy photos and videos, after all, they have a special vibe if I manage to put the light well. This time everything worked out!
The mood is wonderful, I feel great, today I want to create something cool again
Such a cheerful post after yesterday's sadness
#skinny #tiny #small #egirl #petite #teen #altgirl #goth #gamergirl
I look at this video and envy myself. right now my knee hurts and I can't sit like this. i wonder what happened but it will probably go away soon.
i have plans for new photos today
#skinny #teen #petite #cosplay #cosplayer #small #egirl #gamergirl
Hey everyone!
I wanted to share something about my sleep dreams.
There’s been a very clear pattern over the past year in what I dream about.
And the number one recurring theme is… drum roll… RPGs.
But not fantasy game worlds — it's the real world, just with loot, monsters, leveling up, and progression systems.
Usually the dream starts off normal, and then it gradually shifts into an RPG setting.
And honestly, it’s incredibly fun and fascinating.
I used to dream about games I had recently played, but now it’s something else entirely.
And today, I had a dream where my birthday was treated like a level-up, and I was trying to figure out which perk to choose! :D
Today feels a little strange.
I'm not sad or happy—just somewhere in between.
Nothing really happened, but there's this soft fog inside.
And I keep thinking about all the things I wanted to do… but didn’t.
Sometimes the day just slips away, and you can’t quite catch it.
It’s not good or bad. It just is.
Maybe tomorrow, I’ll finally catch up with myself.
But at least right now, I'm cooking a really nice dinner
Is it just me, or do I look a bit like Shadowheart (White ver.) from Baldur’s Gate 3 here? I can’t unsee it now :D
When I was taking this photo, I briefly thought I resembled her — I guess it’s just the makeup and hair color.
Let’s just say it’s the secret love child of Frieren and Shadowheart 💜
Good morning everyone
Although the video is from yesterday morning, now I have good morning too
Or not a very good morning? Everything seems to be fine. It's just that at night and in the morning I constantly woke up because of thunderstorms and a leaking window to wipe the floor. The first time I woke up when I was frightened by a strong wind and closed the window and the door to the balcony a little. The second time I closed the windows completely. The third time I heard thunder and saw rain and removed everything from the balcony that could get wet. And then I woke up to a loud thunder that shook the walls and saw a huge puddle that needed to be wiped.
It's funny, but today it is planned to fix this leak, but because of the rain, no one will come :D
In general, I feel sleepy, but everything seems to be fine
And you can also observe the mess, which by the evening of yesterday I finally cleaned up
#skinny #tiny #small #egirl #petite #teen #cute
Goth Frieren v2
Made myself some breakfast and I’m slowly getting ready to start the day. I’ve got a lot of plans piling up, so I’d like to at least get a few of them done.
I think it’s also time to update some profile info here and there — give everything a little refresh.
I’m in a great mood today, so I’ll try to make good use of that energy 💜
Good morning everyone!
The weather’s been really interesting lately — during the day it’s insanely hot, but at night it gets cold with thunderstorms. It kind of feels like I’m living in a constant contrast shower
By the way, I don’t use air conditioning at all. That might surprise you, considering how hot it gets in Thailand, especially during this time of year. I used to turn it on only for photoshoots, but now I don’t use it at all.
On the one hand, it’s a good thing — I don’t suffer when I’m outside the house and I don’t feel a huge temperature difference.
But on the other hand, I freeze whenever I go to a store, shopping mall, or get into a taxi. Honestly, I might have gotten sick not from any virus, but just because the air in those places is way too cold.
#skinny #teen #petite #small #egirl #alt #tiny #small
