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today is my lazy cleaning day. I cleaned very slowly but efficiently everything in the apartment. now it's cozy and clean :3 less than a week till my birthday x) and I haven't had time to prepare anything for you yet! I need to fix that as soon as possible

Not feeling great but when I don't move too much, the lymph node hurts less but is still quite large. Today I watched Baby Reindeer (the stalker series) and it was very hard mentally. while watching it, I kept needing breaks to get back to at least some "normal" state. It's a horrible but very valuable story that gives you something to think about. That's what I'm going to do. Speaking of which, if you've seen the show, you can well understand why I don't want to show my face and value safety so much. Of course I didn't have such a traumatic experience as the main character of the story, but something of stalkerism towards me and various extremely negative incidents still happened to me. No promises, but I'll try to give some kind of conclusion later.

I don't know if you'll like this photo set, but I really like it! Let me share with you my point of view on selfishness. Although I think I've talked about it before? Usually people think of selfishness as something negative, but you can look at it from a different perspective. Selfishness plays an important role in forming a happy society, it shapes social relationships and can lead us to a wonderful world. Does that sound absurd? Maybe Humans are social creatures, you can thank evolution for that, without it we would most likely be extinct (but that's just my guess) It is advantageous for humans to live in peace and have a higher chance of survival where other people are happy too, it is advantageous for them to create a favorable environment where everyone will be happy. Every action we take is selfish. Even if this action is caring for our loved ones, charity, etc. We do it with the hope of doing good, becoming a valuable member of society, we want to fulfill a need whether it is a social, physical or emotional need. This keeps us socially connected and makes the world a little kinder, we may not even realize that we are doing it for our own sake. But there is also "bad selfishness", I would consider this to be any action that has negative consequences for society in favor of personal goals. but for some reason, people mostly only call selfishness bad cases

Made a new photo set today :3 Mysterious gloomy elf. But unfortunately felt bad and stopped taking photos, lymph node got sicker and headache too.... But I managed to take enough pictures! Good night

I think these are the last pictures of Amane Misa Watched a little old vitamin video recently..... Learned that almost all countries have no quality control etc. In short, the advice is as simple as possible, it is best to eat a balanced and varied diet, greens, vegetables, fruits, meat, fish, etc. This is often enough for our body and it is extremely difficult to get an overdose of vitamins from natural products. There are 2 categories of vitamins Fat-soluble vitamins and those vitamins that can be easily excreted with urine (water-soluble). An overdose of fat-soluble vitamins (A, D, E, K) can be extremely dangerous if used as food supplements if consumed rashly, so it is best not to take these unless you have a severe vitamin deficiency. Water-soluble vitamins are less problematic because any excess can easily leave your body. HOWEVER, due to lack of quality control, vitamins can contain harmful substances and anything at all. please be careful

Good night, I've been sleeping all day and I'm going to go on sleeping. Little by little, I'm starting to feel better. I will go to the doctor only if I get worse, it's too expensive, but maybe I didn't look for it well There are only 2 photos, this is one of the new outfits that I have prepared for the next photo sets

very sad and scary... Tomorrow I will look for a hospital where I hope they will quickly cure this problem and tell me why it happened

I'm sorry to tell you this. Some people say I'm perfect, but I'm not. I'm just like everyone else By the way, as a child I was very athletic and I was given to different competitions. but at the same time I was very sick a lot for various reasons, and my mother to make me not too upset constantly joked about it. There was a period of my life when I was almost never sick, but in recent years I feel as if I have returned to my childhood again. In the end I will not give up activity and the pool because I really love it and I feel great after physical activity. I wanted to cure all the diseases I had accumulated but then I got depressed and put it off for the future with better opportunities. but it seems like waiting is a really bad idea. it's funny that i have both excellent health, physicality and potential from nature according to doctors and bad health at the same time x) but life is not black and white. it's much more nuanced than that I think I didn't go to school more often than I went to school and teachers wanted to send a check-up because nobody believed that I was so often sick, I was ridiculed at school because of this by both teachers and classmates. eventually this led to the fact that I lost contact with my classmates and became afraid of school and I was insulted even more.

something bad happened, but it's probably related to an illness in my past. I apologize in advance if there are any mistakes. I don't know how to write about medical topics in English A few days ago I started to get a lymph node under my jaw on the right side. after the pool the pain was getting bigger but I have had it before and didn't pay much attention to it. But this night and after the last pool the lymph node became very big and painful and I feel it all the time. it hurts to move my head, eat, swallow, talk, lie down and just about anything. What I have been sick with in the past. At health screenings when I was in school, the doctors checked all of our health indicators. I had very large lymph nodes so they sent me to the hospital for a checkup. I was found to have hypothyroidism. It's nothing serious if it's treated. My father took me to the best doctors to see what would be the best treatment. I ended up taking euthyrox and the dosage was constantly increased. Hypothyroidism is when the thyroid gland is not producing enough t4 hormone, and at that point the pituitary gland in the brain is doing its best to produce a lot of theriotropic hormone. I have autoimmune hypothyroidism, which means my immune system blocked theriotropic hormone from reaching my thyroid. This overworked my pituitary gland and could lead to bad consequences but it also prevented my thyroid gland from knowing it needed more t4. every month I had tests and after 10 years the tests became normal so the euthyrox was discontinued and everyone thought I was cured. however my lymph nodes were still large. hypothyroidism should have made me fat by the way, but it's the only symptom that got by me I think I need to see an endocrinologist, but in the meantime I'm monitoring my condition and realize that the pool is very dangerous for me in the near future, as well as any activity

I had a lot of plans for today, but as usual, I did not calculate my strength, tomorrow I will make a post early and with a more number of photos And today I overworked myself when I swam in the pool and it's hard for me to even raise my hand now, And my The head now hurts a lot and darkens in the eyes . It's hard to count how many times I've swam from one end to the other. I feel bad, but I'm proud of myself I fell in love with swimming

I found a new store with costumes and I also took into account that you missed the light outfits! so I have now different costumes for new photos :3 I got this but I haven't tried it on yet and it seems to be good quality. but I may need to alter it as usual

Today was a great day. the leak will be fixed the day after tomorrow, just damaged the protective layer between the window and the wall. Today I went to the ocean and looked at hermit crabs and crawfish! I also saw a sea cucumber o.o. Then after my walk I took a shower and went to the sauna and then swam in the pool afterward. My mood is really much better from physical activity! My skin felt soft like a baby's because I put a little honey on my skin in the sauna. Very good day despite the problems. the wires and everything important I dried but the headphones are still wet but I'm sure everything is fine.

Flood again!! Again flooded all the extension cords and wires and the bed, as well as headphones..

today's a good day! I slept most of the day and felt sad, but then I had a massage and I'm fine :3. Tomorrow I want to go for a walk and go to the pool. continuing my vitality therapy! My birthday is only 2 weeks away wow

The headache went away, but the weakness remained, but I still went to the grocery store and bought everything to make my own delicious and healthy food (junk food too). I'm very tired and now I'm going to sleep and hopefully tomorrow I'll have a good day, which I'll spend in a good way.

Misa Amane special version :3 No matter how beautiful the clothes are, the photo is always prettier without the clothes. magic. I hope you like it! Thank you very much in advance to all who will buy this small set! I didn't want to say but I'm going through a really hard time right now and you will help me a lot with this and I hope you will be happy with this support too and I'm sorry about the skulls and pixel stuff, but I really liked those skulls and it fits the time I was watching this anime

the continuation of Misa cosplay! I'm happy you like it:3 something happened to me today and I don't know what it is. My mood doesn't seem to be bad but I feel very bad. I have a hell of a headache and a feeling of heaviness in my body and darkness in my eyes. I try not to strain myself

Hello again! Despite all the fucked up shit that's been happening to me, I made a new cosplay today :3. Please welcome Misa Amane! This cosplay has been lying around for a long time and I thought why not? After the flood and the crack in the wall, I literally slept all day and was sad, but I woke up determined and this cosplay made me feel 1000 times better

I've got a flood again!!!!!!! The water comes from the neighbors upstairs... It's unbelievable upd It's not the neighbors, it's a crack in the wall and rain In addition, the owner of the property does not get in touch and decided to forget about all the problems, she only takes the money. I'm sick of the problems

I'm getting my life in order today! Cleaning my apartment and doing important things. Now I'm going to take care of myself :3 I won't be playing in poe anytime soon, as it's really messed up my life and I need to get back on my path. You can see what I'm wearing around the house today in the photos and video I've prepared everything I need for the upcoming cosplays and I'll take pictures in coming days

a very complicated day, but let me tell you about a weird thing I've been having. now I often wear my clothes inside out. it's become such a big problem that I'm always checking in advance where the label is, etc. and every time I put my clothes on either backwards or inside out..... this happens with underwear and pants and t-shirts and stockings and all clothes in general.

Sitting at my computer at the moment, doing a post and eating a sandwich from 7 eleven that the store employees heated up for me, spinach, mushrooms and ham, heavenly combination. If in the past days I didn't want to eat and hardly ate at all, today I bought with the remaining cash everything my soul wants and my soul wants a lot of things My soul didn't want to buy pipes yet because it's too far away.

The Thais fixed it, and then the flood happened again :D need to buy new pipes in the coming days

and it's me again! It'd be weird if you were expecting someone else, wouldn't it? For some reason I almost don't want to eat these days, but I try to buy something tasty that I want to eat, but many foods are unpleasant now. So my stress must have affected my appetite lol. I've also gotten black eyes due to not sleeping properly. However, I got a massage for the first time in years and it really helped me relax and sleep easily. I'll get over it. If you're having a hard time right now too, know that you're not alone #skinny #teen #petite #cosplay #tiny #geek #egirl #nerdy #slender

I'm correcting myself and posting more videos I feel very hard morally, but I'm afraid to write about it, because something bad is always happening. Bad thoughts make it hard for me to think about things in general and share interesting things, which makes me feel useless to you, which makes me even worse

I have a flood, a pipe burst in the kitchen, I hope it didn't flood the neighbors...

I hope you can see that it's not a real katana, just a plastic folding toy The forest is completely cut down -_- Bare yellow dry ground is all that's left and I don't see anything new happening. It's unbelievably awful but I'm still playing Path of Exile. I'm trying different types of farming even though my build can't be improved much anymore Oh and by the way I finally got the goods to finish everything I need for the cosplay I've been wanting to do for a long time. So expect another cosplay as soon as I'm done with the preparations. Also, it's my birthday this month :3 I want to go out and eat food that I'm going to grill myself. #skinny #cosplay #gamergirl #geek #petite #nerdy #teen #tiny #cosplayer

there were those who guessed that cosplay! Akame ga Kill! - Akame Today I watched a big tractor breaking down a forest..... a lot of squirrels and birds were running and flying away and the dogs came to watch with curiosity as to what was going on. I hope there will be something beautiful and useful, I really liked that forest and I don't think anything could be more beautiful than a forest. #skinny #teen #petite #tiny #kneesocks #goth #cosplay

You're looking at a girl who was convinced that a chromakey was enough to make a different background... Sometimes I'm in a hurry and do things rashly. I did a whole photo set with the wrong light for the chromakey and on top of that it's crumpled and now instead of a cool background you can see a green crumpled rag xD but the pictures are still good, so let's just bear with the horrible background, okay? By the way, it's a cosplay, but I won't say which one yet!

Magic Bride Cosplay Video 2B I continue to publish videos that I have forgotten but are beautiful:3 Hope you'll like it! Now I'm on a white diet for a week and it's very unusual to look only for white foods, but so far I'm coping, I already miss tomatoes and greens... I just noticed, for some reason, after I added transitions and cut parts of the video, small stripes appeared from somewhere :o