

I think there are several reasons. but the main reason is that I am leaving Thailand in less than a month and I wanted to have so much to do here before I left... of course I can do it all when I come back here again.... but I wanted to do it this month. and I feel like my efforts are not commensurate with the results. and there are so many places I wanted to visit... and I have a guilty conscience on days when I'm on vacation. I'm trying to organize my thoughts. I don't want the rest of my time to be sad.