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🌸 If you don’t find free pages useful, explain why?
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In 2019 I went through a bad breakup of a three year relationship. I haven’t been in one since then. Here’s something I wrote about it. What’s your experience on love and relationships? Feel free to open up to me about it because I know all about it. Haha
I unconsciously built an elaborate mythology behind my ex and I’s relationship, but reality has its cruel ways of imposing itself on you. I think too often about our first meeting at the Strand dollar cart where you bought The Unbearable Lightness of Being and I picked out a book on Wittgenstein. I didn’t want to say hi first but some internal compulsion, foreign to even me, drove me to utter those fateful words, “you look familiar. Do I know you?” I need to stop replaying these moments in my head: him explaining something regarding the Markov Model in our weekly walks through the MET, playing Ticket to Ride at The Uncommons — every memory and future to-be-had experience feels already stained with his continued presence. I remember telling my analyst about him and his question stuck with me in a way that still makes me laugh, “You fell in love with someone because they sang a song by Neutral Milk Hotel to you?” “Kinda”. Every thought about him is framed by this romantic narrative, filtered with magical elements of inevitability. It’s time I resign myself of this delusion and accept that real life does not abide by the maddening logic of love as I envisioned it. The future feels foreign and fragmented without him, but we somehow find ways of moving forward. I’m sure he has. I suppose, it’s my turn now.
https://youtu.be/N_SnNVDHlOs
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I think so many people need to hear this:
You’re not a simp for subscribing to a girl’s onlyfans. What you’re doing is actively supporting the creator of the content you enjoy. Assuming OF is strictly porn (which it isn’t), wouldn’t it be better to actually support the people who take an active role in making the content you consume instead of letting it all go to a big name company like Pornhub?
Thank you all for your continued support. I am proud of how much my OF has grown in the three months I’ve been here. I do have a decent number of subscribers so if I haven’t responded to you, feel free to text me again because sometimes it gets lost in all of the madness.
Customs: I am working on them and will get to it by the end of this weekend. I will try to add some benefits to make up for the long wait. I appreciate your patience. I work a day job and sometimes will forgo sleep in order to respond to all my messages on here and get to know you all (this is why you see me online on weird hours on the weekend.)
If you’re financially struggling and have a hard time paying my new subscription price, feel free to message me describing your situation and I will do my best to accommodate you (I can give you a generous discount). I appreciate your continued support on my OF even if you can’t tip and can temporarily only pay a discount subscription price. Don’t feel any shame in asking me because I understand how it feels to be in a difficult place and would love to do what I can to help.
I messaged a few people regarding what they checked in their poll for some feedback. Yes, I can see who checks what in these polls. Sorry if that wasn’t clear.
🔥 Hope you’re aware that I have extra content in my Dropbox available for all subscribers. I have a lot of facial BG in here!
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🔥 I hope to post another BG video this week for you all. Remember I have a Dropbox with extra BG content on there!
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Here’s a quotation to start your afternoon off:
« Beauty always has an element of strangeness. I do not mean a deliberate cold form of strangeness, for in that case it would be a monstrous thing that had jumped the rails of life. But I do mean that it always contains a certain degree of strangeness, of simple, unintended, u n c o n s c I o u s strangeness, and that this form of strangeness is what gives it the right to be called beauty. It is its hallmark, its special characteristic. Reverse the proposition and try to imagine a commonplace beauty! And how could this necessary, incompressible, infinitely varied strangeness, dependent upon environment, climate, habits, upon race, religion and the temperament of the artist, ever be controlled, amended, corrected by utopian rules, excogitated in some little temple or other of learning somewhere on the planet, without mortal danger to art itself? This element of strangeness which constitutes and defines individuality, without which there is no beauty, plays in art (and may the precision of this comparison excuse its triviality) the role of taste or flavouring in cookery; if the individual usefulness or the degree of nutritious value they contain be excepted, viands differ from each other only by the idea they reveal to the tongue. »
— Charles Baudelaire, Baudelaire: Selected Writings on Art and Artists
I can’t believe I entertained this but I did. I don’t understand why people get so worked up over a random girl having an Onlyfans. I feel I am being targeted in specific too — maybe it’s because I post my writings and an OF girl should just stick to nude pics.
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The men that shame sex workers and OnlyFans appear only to do so because they believe that women have an added advantage in this extra source of income, simply for being female. Sure, that’s true but there are jobs where it’s easier for men.
This may not be the greatest analogy but it’s what comes to mind:
Whenever I move, I was somewhat envious of the movers who were able to take on these types of jobs for pay. I’m a 100 lb woman and am in no way made for heavy lifting. I see men having an advantage in this way — they can pursue professions which require a good deal of strength such as moving or construction work. I don’t feel malice toward those with the physical capacity for hard manual labor. Just like how there are male content creators, there are female movers or construction workers — they are physically disadvantaged at the start, no doubt but can easily build their way up. These men frame their envy in the guise of higher moral principles, but when it comes down to it, if there was a market for them to thrive in, they would seek it out.
In life, there are both advantages and disadvantages for each sex. Life is not about fairness, because let’s face it, life is not fair; we accept the cards we were dealt and make the best of our situation.
Even though I have a day job, did all that was expected of me such as graduate college, attend graduate school, etc, I still somehow feel this need to defend myself, as if to say, I am more than a “sex worker” (and I am still hesitant about even calling myself one) — this way of thinking at the onset is demeaning of sex workers because it acts on the assumption that being a sex worker is the lowest you can get, any other job will necessarily add some value to the individual. The stigma is annoying to deal with because I’m not used to facing any. For the most part, I’m the type of girl who didn’t break many rules, I tended to follow the orders of authority figures and wanted to blend in with well todo society. I suppose, I still do that on the outside. I should just stop caring what people like this think altogether; they have demonstrated that their opinions are not grounded by logic or reason, but by their petty grievances.
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I just felt really artistic that day. Another poll for you all:
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Offering more options with honest cock ratings:
Written: $10
Audio: $15
Video: $20
Nude Video: $30
Here’s a new tip menu. I may add other stuff like video chat. Another idea I was playing with is VIP sexting where you get three or more sexting sessions if you pay a monthly rate. If any of these ideas are something you’d be interested in, let me know.
🌟 You can buy exclusive access to my Dropbox which has BG content not posted on here including facials
The only pre-made Fetish BG Custom Video (+6 min) available is Asian Cuck / White Worship for $25
The Tip Wheel
$15 for one spin
$27 for two spins
$36 for three spins
The options are as follows: Masturbation Video, 1 Sexting Session, 2 Sexting Sessions, Personalized Dirty Talk Video, Custom JOI, 2 Sexting Sessions and a Masturbation Video, Custom JOI and Dirty Talk Video, GFE for a day, Affirmation or Degradation video, 1 Custom Video
On my Cock Ratings:
I developed a method for my cock ratings which judges by three sets of criterion on a 1-10 scale and takes two perspectives into account. I rate it by girth, length, and overall attractiveness from the “objective” framework which takes into account how that cock measures to the western cultural ideal of what makes a good cock and from the subjective point of view where I measure it according to my own personal preference. What I prefer tends to be different than the cultural standard and I explain why this is in the video rating but people tend to leave happy with how I rate because I am honest and tend to sway more toward cocks on the smaller ❤️
These are stills of some of the unedited footage you would see in the bundle. It’s only $15 with some videos reaching over the 15 minute mark. I hope to post a video later today!
🌟 Tip $5 if you think I’m good with my mouth ;-)
The poll I took last week made me decide to try my hand at a free page: feel free to subscribe just to like my posts lol
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Pictured above are from Maine
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My philosopher’s analysis of Onlyfans in a cute presentation format 💕
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🌟 Will get to customs this week. Thank you for your patience. Had a long exhausting week but somehow I get by.
💕 Let’s play a game: Two Truths and One Lie
— A murderer sent me thousand bucks
— I dated the second best chess player in the world
— I was diagnosed with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder)
❤️ if you get it right I’ll send you something special in your inbox 😉
(If you know, don’t say haha)
I’m not sure I’ve ever mentioned this but for fun, I write to people serving life-term p r I s o n sentences (and send them books). I was already a true crime junkie pretty much, binging on YouTube channels like The Chapter and Jim Can’t Swim, but one day I thought about loneliness of the level some people in prison face. Even though the crime is heinous (I’m not one of those attracted to criminals), I justbdon’t think a person who had thousands of decisions in their life time should be judged penultimately by their worst one. I can actually understand their thought process in the act itself and can see how certain situations bring people to do pretty terrible things. It is indeed true that a convicted murderer (his own family of all people, but we should know, our family can hurt us the most, they know our weaknesses and knows how to cause us the most pain). No one should act self-righteous as if they weren’t capable of something like that, in reality, we all have the potential to be murderers and saints. I can explain more about how p r I s o n e r s get money if you’re interested. For the chess player, he slid in my dms first so you all are talking to a pretty popular chick ;-)
The lie is I don’t have BPD (borderline personality disorder). I don’t fear abandonment, I prefer being alone most of the time anyways. I don’t feel enough emotions to have any emotional instability. I don’t really feel anything on a regular basis. I either feel content or disappointed but it doesn’t affect my mood in any noticeable way. I’m not happy but I’m also not sad. I just always feel neutral. There are rare circumstances where I do feel emotions such as anger. I enjoyed the internal rage because it made me feel alive, I truly felt something.
I feel like a straight line, with no bumps going either direction. It wasn’t always this way but it slowly made its way as the primary mode of thinking and feeling / er lack of feeling. I feel people assume I have BPD because it’s primarily a female mental illness or because I have self harm scars. I only was diagnosed with OCD, depression, and ADHD.
🌟 I also have an amazon wishlist
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I’m case you wanted artsy shots where I used weird lighting.
🌟Hi! If you haven’t gotten it yet, you can get a cock rating (video) and a custom JOI for $60. 💕
💕 Can make a personalized affirmation video for $20 / nude $25 — basically what it sounds like, telling you you’re doing great, you shouldn’t be so hard on yourself, and other fun inspiring stuff.
These artsy photos I took with my kitten Kira. Feel free to message me cat pictures anytime you want, I love them. 💕
Will post a new video later tonight
I really wanted the video to be done by tonight but it’s not fully edited yet so tomorrow it will be posted, I pinky swear. I don’t usually do the editing myself because I’m not super experienced at it but I’ll try to do more of it so I can get more videos out to you guys. If it was up to me, I would post three or four videos a week. 🥺🥺 I’ll work my way up to it!
💕 Scroll to the back for more updated Menu items such as ongoing bundle deals. I’m working on a Cock four part narrative series so look out for that ❤️
🌟 Cock Rating + Personalized JOI: $60
🌟 4 hour GFE time slots: $35 (have my close to undivided attention for four hours)
🌟 Personalized affirmation video: $20 & $25 Nude for if you need a boost in your self esteem. I can tell you why you are so awesome!
🌹 If I haven’t responded to a message regarding a request, please feel free to message me again because I sometimes don’t see them. Sorry masturbation videos take forever. :( I didn’t forget any of you!
I didn’t take off my glasses for some pictures this time because some guys think they’re hot so these pictures are for you who think blindness is sexy. 😘
🌟 Thank you to all the contributors for helping me reach my fundraising goal. So this is the plans for where the money will go: We’re going to buy a camera stabilizer so we can get more stable POV shots (this costs approximately $400). The lingerie as previously mentioned with accompanying bondage set ($450) and the rest will cover the hotel rooms since those tend to add up quickly. I will be posting a longer video tomorrow! Hopefully I can continue to increase the length of the videos. ❤️
🔥 Tip $5 if you think I look cute with my glasses 🥰
If you get win three of my Two Truths & One lie games, you get a free spin on the wheel
Two truths and one lie:
🌟My best mile time is under 5 minutes
🌟I’ve tried MDMA / Ecstasy at a rave
🌟 I stabbed someone in the neck
I added a lot more options to the tip wheel so the price increase reflects this: I will send you a recording of your spin 💕
The Tip Wheel
$15 for one spin
$27 for two spins
$36 for three spins
The options are as follows: Masturbation Video, 1 Sexting Session, 2 Sexting Sessions, Personalized Dirty Talk Video, Custom JOI, 2 Sexting Sessions and a Masturbation Video, Custom JOI and Dirty Talk Video, GFE for a day, Affirmation or Degradation video, 1 Custom Video
So you got your cock rated, now what? Feeling empty after such a pivotal moment in your life? I have a series now with the fourth part free. It’s $75 total if you get it one by one but if you get all 3 it’s $65 💕
— Detailed Dick Rating: the saga begins with a standard honest dick rating with the criterion being girth, length, and overall attractiveness and from both the objective and subjective perspective on a scale from 1-10 ($30)
— Detailed narrative of what I would like to do to your cock with my mouth: just as it sounds, I will describe in vivid detail how I would want to gag on your cock and alongside will provide a visual example using a phallic object. ($25)
— Detailed account of how I would like to be fucked by your cock: I will illustrate my innermost desires in regards to how I would want to be fucked by your cock.($20)
— How a girl friend and I would service it together: I will describe a scene of how a female friend and I would both service your cock.(Free with series)
On the Two Truths One Life: my best mile time is 4:51, I stabbed a r a p I s t in April and he was arrested. (The size difference between us was substantial. I’m close to 105lbs and he’s 6”5 so you can see how I would have been at a physical disadvantage. Even though I have tried a lot of drugs, I never tried MDMA weirdly. I was always afraid of the depressive comedown.
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As you know a Full on No PPV OF doesn’t make much money. I won’t put BG videos (except the unedited ones) behind a paywall. I want to post all the best stuff for you guys. I do need to make SOME money because there are expenses, I mean the camera stabilizer costs $400 and the hotel rooms are $200.
🌟 Alongside the unedited videos bundle (which can be up to 15 min long) is $15 (I will get that to you soon. Uploading it all).
I will also provide a personal bundle with random JOI, masturbation videos, pictures, random stuff really for a flat rate of $10. Yes, I will still post a masturbation video here on the queue, but there will just be more of them over there. This will be in Dropbox so I will be gradually adding to the file with more content. This is a monthly offer (the unedited videos and picture / video bundle).
Some pictures of New York for you all. My favorite subject to photograph is probably architecture. I only know one subscriber who is an architect, I wonder if any one else is?
🌟 I’m on a customs kick so if you want to do the rating series, let me know or want a personalized stripping dirty talk video — $45 today. Can insert your desired fetish (breeding, race play, submissive Asian styled, cute etc). Working on it tonight
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Basically the reason I want to do customs is so I can make enough money to improve my content since not many people tip for my videos.
Remember: I will say if it’s a mass message so if I message you something that seems generic, it’s actually me individually messaging you.
I feel weird asking people so I will make a poll and just contact the people in the poll who reply yes.
🌟 Are you interested in a custom?
New subscribers get $10 off their first custom!
Incoming Personal Post:
So I lost a source of income. I was let off by my job and I know it isn’t my fault. Basically I work with delinquent c h I l l l d r e n. I take medication that is prescribed but I put it in a special pill case which I keep hidden in my zipped up wallet. Anyways, one of the kids decided to take my medication out of my bag from my wallet and pour it on his desk. There was a scare about him having taken it himself; they claim they didn’t take any but who knows. It’s annoying that I was penalized for someone else’s misbehavior. Could be a blessing in disguise as I have more time to work on my OF. I still need to find another job.
🌟 Anyways this is why I have so much time to do customs now. I don’t do PPV so this is how I make money.
🔥 Fire Sale Deal: only today, get a personalized dirty talk video for $25 / add +5 for any sort of kink such as race play or breeding
Pictures I took at the MET (Metropolitan Museum of Art). What’s your favorite work of art I took a picture of?
🌟 I’m going to do another poll asking which subreddit you found me on originally since I have a lot of new subscribers.
Today only: Want a short personalized 5 min video of me telling you how much I want your cock and how I want it? It’s $25 🌟 +5 for me to include various fetishes such as , Raceplay, Submissive Asian, breeding, etc 💕 I could probably have it done today
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