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I finally set up my new iPhone! I’m going to create some new..
I finally set up my new iPhone! I’m going to create some new content with it today :D
2020-12-23 08:46:03 +0000 UTC View Posti feel quite happy this evening and i hope i can pass some o..
i feel quite happy this evening and i hope i can pass some of my energy through the phone to you if not right now then at some point soon 😘 it’s been a surprising turn of events... choosing to take steps back at the beginning of december thinking i was “honouring” myself by doing that but then realising spending most of my days on here (or creating for here) was uplifting me so much more than i thought! setting myself the goal to get back to the top 0.5% has given me a reason to wake up early in the morning, it’s given me something to look forward to, it’s given me motivation and a reason to get creative! it’s also given me so many new subscribers and lovely messages in my inbox! sometimes the things other people view as unhealthy might just be exactly what we need to get through something and that’s ok 🤗 ✨ be conscious, question your habits, challenge your normal and find what works for you ✨ thank you for supporting me - i’m about 100 subscribers from setting a new personal record on here and i can’t wait to get there 🥰
2020-12-22 18:21:02 +0000 UTC View Post*first successful photoshoot with my new camera* i got a n..
*first successful photoshoot with my new camera* i got a new SONY camera - i've been using canon cameras my whole adult life and just decided to upgrade to a sony... i'm not convinced just yet that it's better than a canon like so many have been saying but i think I just need to take it on a proper test drive! SO new camera nature photos will be coming in the new year ;) if you're a tech lover like me here is the comparison between my two cameras: https://cameradecision.com/compare/Sony-Alpha-A7c-vs-Canon-EOS-90D
2020-12-22 12:12:54 +0000 UTC View Post
new orgasm video tomorrow i can’t wait 🥰
new orgasm video tomorrow i can’t wait 🥰
2020-12-21 00:11:06 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m about to bake an apple crumble! It’s my second time usin..
I’m about to bake an apple crumble! It’s my second time using this recipe and my first time was so delicious. Want to make one too? Here’s the recipe :D https://www.bbcgoodfood.com/recipes/vegan-apple-crumble
2020-12-20 19:45:14 +0000 UTC View Post
let’s go team! no pants update on my top 0.5% plans for anyo..
let’s go team! no pants update on my top 0.5% plans for anyone that’s interested ;)
2020-12-18 15:12:04 +0000 UTC View Post
have you ever seen me undress live on webcam?
have you ever seen me undress live on webcam?
2020-12-18 09:04:40 +0000 UTC View PostI’m thinking about trying to get back into the top 0.5% this..
I’m thinking about trying to get back into the top 0.5% this month! I quite liked it there 🤭 I did a few things different to get there last month... more extra content sales and more promotion exchange So, what would you love to unlock from me if i do decide to have another go? 😘
2020-12-17 23:46:24 +0000 UTC View Posti love creating close up photos
i love creating close up photos
2020-12-17 12:02:43 +0000 UTC View Postsunlit showers are one of my favourite things
sunlit showers are one of my favourite things
2020-12-17 09:03:17 +0000 UTC View Post
i got these tights at the end of summer and forgot to share ..
i got these tights at the end of summer and forgot to share anything with them! thanks to @mechanicalhymen for inspiring me to create with them again
2020-12-16 09:01:43 +0000 UTC View Postgood morning! what's your favourite breakfast?
good morning! what's your favourite breakfast?
2020-12-16 09:01:43 +0000 UTC View Postorganising my photo archive means uncovering lots of favouri..
organising my photo archive means uncovering lots of favourites that haven't been shared outside my patreon before
2020-12-15 21:05:25 +0000 UTC View Post
in january it will be my 3rd year supporting the movement "j..
in january it will be my 3rd year supporting the movement "januhairy" i will be by donating 5% of my pay from onIyfans & patreon to the charity "treesisters" "januhairy" is a movement that aims to promote body positivity & acceptance of body hair on women which is something i have personally been passionate about since i started growing out my body hair. i started my exploration of body hair by growing out my leg hair when i was 19 (eight years ago) after i came to the realisation that i had never seen it before. I realised i had been shaving it since it grew and never let it grow out... it lead to experiencing a frustrating amount of shame from it "i'm sorry i haven't shaved my legs" was a regular thing to come out my mouth. it took me many years later to stop feeling the need to hide my leg hair and no longer apologise for it (my armpit hair journey was a whole new level of shame we'll talk about another day). the movement introduced me to the amazing women led charity "treesisters" at the start of this year who i am proud to share i have since donated over £1000 and planted almost 5000 trees with! i am aiming to beat that in the month of january alone and i hope you'll be joining me.
2020-12-15 09:04:10 +0000 UTC View Posti love making mini photo sets like this one!
i love making mini photo sets like this one!
2020-12-14 21:07:22 +0000 UTC View Posti love shower photos but they're scary to make without a wat..
i love shower photos but they're scary to make without a waterproof camera!
2020-12-14 18:06:09 +0000 UTC View Post
*for those that are here for more than just my nudity* here ..
*for those that are here for more than just my nudity* here are my thoughts: i've been listening to podcast episodes every day on spotify to help me process the cyber bullying i've experienced since my return to full time sex work this year. it's knocked me down to the point of feeling breath taking anxiety when opening social apps like telegram, tiktok, twitter... last night i switched off my phone and put it on the highest shelf in my house and today is a no phone (and no TV) day. so far today has involved stretching, writing, reading, singing, playing ukulele and listening to podcasts. i still feel anxious but i know i have a lot to process and i know i've made it through worse. i experienced severe cyber bullying in high school. it was near the beginning of social media when "pixo" and "bebo" were the main platforms. i was largely disliked in my first high school because of my self confidence. i was bought up to love myself, to know my beauty and i had strong opinions which made me "popular" at first but the second i showed vulnerability i had a large portion of my small school turn against me. there were multiple online pages and groups made dedicated to hating me. it became so severe i ended up being physically attacked by a group of people and had to move to a new school. i have always known my experience of bullying is what has shaped my life and lead me into this career path. when i moved schools i wanted to become two things - 1) a lawyer so i could sue my school for not helping me more and 2) a famous glamour model so i could get on reality shows and the front cover of magazines as a big "fuck you! look at me now!" to the bullies i realise now that social media triggers (and comforts) a lot from the past. the validation with likes, followers, comments... but also the way bullying (or publicly shaming) is still so acceptable and overlooked especially if it's coming from someone "popular" (with followers). i also realise i have done my part to shame others when i shouldn't have. even as a "conscious creator" i have publicly shamed people for holding an opinion that isn't my own when i didn't need to. i know i was thinking that by doing this i am educating others but really there are ways to educate people without dragging someone else through some mud to get there. presenting yourself to thousands of people every day is not natural and i believe we need more people to talk about it. i would love to know the true impacts of being followed by thousands on social media for the last ten years and i'm sure many would. what if instagram, tiktok, twitter, reddit, facebook, etc. was all deleted at midnight tonight... how would your life look? are you connected and comforted in the physical world as much as you are the online world? if you've been following me a while you know i love to encourage questions that help you deeper understand yourself. i'm very passionate about self improvement and i strongly encourage moments of reflection like this. wishing you all a beautiful sunday with love, fenella
2020-12-13 12:44:01 +0000 UTC View Post