cindymoon7 posts

I don’t know what planet you’re from where any of you think ..

I don’t know what planet you’re from where any of you think it’s sexy to complain about $1 when you’ve never even spent 1 cent. 🥴🥶😭

2023-10-11 16:49:16 +0000 UTC View Post

Someone who named themselves BIG DADDY was complaining that ..

Someone who named themselves BIG DADDY was complaining that $1 a second is charging too much… I can’t even make this up. 😭 Then they lied that they spent a bunch of money on me so I sent them a screenshot of their profile that says they spent $0. Every creator on onlyfans is shown this information when you message us… why would you even lie about this? 😵‍💫 I’m taking a break and going for a walk, lol. This is why creators have an attitude, if you ever get the mean booty end of a creator in a message, just know it’s likely not your fault but someone else messing with them.

2023-10-11 16:44:44 +0000 UTC View Post

Red lipstick looks so good on me. 🥰💄 #cindymoon #roses #asi..

Red lipstick looks so good on me. 🥰💄 #cindymoon #roses #asiangirls

2023-10-09 22:08:11 +0000 UTC View Post

I got money to spend and places to be. 🥱 #cindymoon #asia

I got money to spend and places to be. 🥱 #cindymoon #asia

2023-10-09 20:38:57 +0000 UTC View Post

If anyone wants to be degraded, humiliated or more im in the..

If anyone wants to be degraded, humiliated or more im in the mood to try it today. Send me a tribute and write something to get us started. I could spend time with him but I think I’d rather give my energy to my fans instead. I don’t want to waste any more of my lifetime on someone who makes my life harder than it needs to be.

2023-10-09 20:33:27 +0000 UTC View Post

You have me all fucked up writing essays to strangers on the..

You have me all fucked up writing essays to strangers on the internet cuz I’m so stuck and desperate to be seen. One day it’s going to be a sentence to you, one word answers and then one day just no answers to your texts, calls or messages.

2023-10-09 20:26:31 +0000 UTC View Post

Every fantasy you have, imagine it with me. 💕

Every fantasy you have, imagine it with me. 💕

2023-10-09 20:22:11 +0000 UTC View Post

Thanks for being here for me. 🌹 I’ll edit and put some cont..

Thanks for being here for me. 🌹 I’ll edit and put some content up for sale today. As always, VIP medal holders and patrons, send a rose to request bonus content, content to be unlocked, a voice note or for a little attention. 🫣 I’m saying all the things out loud in my head I need to detach. Im not asking for a lot and he just doesn’t care or want this enough. That’s out of my control and i will open my mind and heart for people that will add value instead of burdens and unnecessary strezz into my life. I need a best friend, not a worst enemy. I look forward to stronger and more rewarding connections. I am not crazy for wanting my needs met.

2023-10-09 20:21:11 +0000 UTC View Post

Lovers come and go but friends are forever. 💕

Lovers come and go but friends are forever. 💕

2023-10-09 20:13:54 +0000 UTC View Post

Did you call for housekeeping?

Did you call for housekeeping?

2023-10-09 19:54:52 +0000 UTC View Post

♥️

♥️

2023-10-09 19:41:51 +0000 UTC View Post

I told him again I love him less and less every day. I don..

I told him again I love him less and less every day. I don’t know what else to do except give it to him plainly and honestly. Or I guess to keep saying it until it happens and I’m free of this mental cage I have with him. He says he loves me but he won’t help me with any of the marketing, captions, photo taking, phot editing, social media or important things. It’s like I’m pulling teeth to try to get him to understand me and he hasn’t even helped enough. I feel so frozen, trapped, angry, regretful, confused, _____ and distracted. I feel like an idiot. I shouldn’t be getting upset over someone who doesn’t even comment on my Instagram or follow me. How did we get this far? Did I just think this is better than being alone? Is it just so rare for me to be attracted to someone that I don’t want to let go? Am I doing this because it felt worse to carry all of this by myself and is he doing less than nothing because he resents me for having a job that looks like im doing nothing? I am working in my head 24/7. If I was Britney Spears, wanting 7 fan pages to help manage millions of fans from each continent and instead of telling me yea, I can help manage one you tell me I should be able to do it by myself then how can you expect anything other than rage, frustration and meltdowns? Get with the program so I can relax and be me. I wish I could share more. Maybe one day. He won’t sell solo content and gets angry at me when I tell him he should. He accuses me of trying to make him gay and I don’t even have the energy to deal with that fighting. His mother was a hardcore catholic and his dad is a deadbeat so I wonder if that had any impact to how he is. I told him can you please just sell a shirtless selfie so I dont feel so obviously used and like he’s mooching off my image while taking my followers and the money I need to save orphans, refugees and make sure I’m gonna be okay? He just gets rigid with insecurity even though he’s 6’6, built, smart and whatever just because I asked him to start selling shirtless pics and find some sugar mommas so I can stop sweating worrying about my rent AND his. (Which shouldn’t even be my responsibility.) I told him he can sell to women cuz women buy content, too. Especially older women and he goes into a fit as if he’s scared of gay men or struggling with his own sexuality or something. I don’t care. Get off my dick and get out of my way. Give me our content that we can sell at the same time or don’t be surprised when I co-star with someone willing to give me the content right after we make it and is willing to buy their own ads. Pouring love into him hasn’t worked and I shouldn’t have to be in a position where I have to resort to being mean and strict when I am kind and soft at my core. I wish he had guy friends, brothers or a father figure because he’s not a feminist There’s nothing I can do or say that would ever get him to listen to me or see me in the light I deserve. Part of me thinks he loves me but the fear of being broke and “used” by a seggs worker overrides it. Even though I’ve done more than enough for him. He is just as attached and confused as me I think, but with fear and resentment of me because I’m a seggs worker. He thinks my job is easy even though I’m clearly falling apart and can’t produce anything fantastic right now. I don’t even want to look at myself. Why wouldn’t you be happy for my success if my goal is to make so much money I could retire your mom or buy a house, maybe even be lucky enough to have kidz who don’t have to worry about college tuition if I could get that far? I don’t know he expects from me anymore when he’s the source of my misery and gets in the way of everything I’ve been trying to do instead of helping me get to where I need. He keeps asking me to stop talking shit about him on the internet but he won’t do anything to alleviate the pressure or workload. Not even 15 minutes of helping me clear up my Instagram or helping me match outfits. I’m Managing over 6 social media accounts by myself, 15-18 hours a day and he still acts like I’m doing nothing all day. It’s enraging to the point where I feel like I can’t focus on my VIPs and I’m… Frozen. He’s still not helping with anything important so there’s nothing left to do except to drift apart. I can’t keep carrying everything by myself. I don’t know why he keeps acting like it doesn’t make sense that I should answer messages while he helps with dishes and that I can’t do both at the same time. He won’t even help me post memes while I edit photos, which sounds like a great job to me but he makes it sound like hell. I deserve someone who adds value to my life and helps me gets stuff done. There’s no point in wasting my time tying to logic this with someone who’s intent on villainizing me for asking for help. I’m sorry to my followers for all the drama, pain, negativity and tea I’ve brought here. I needed to talk out loud about what’s been going on to people who can see outside of me and actually care about me. I haven’t been able to rely on him or myself to do more. I’ve gotten kinda asexual and traumatized at this point from my messages. I hope to be inspired again soon by someone who’s going to do and be more for me. I’ll be answering messages to nice people instead of spending time with him today. He doesn’t care. I don’t care.

2023-10-09 19:01:42 +0000 UTC View Post

I’m glad we’re broken up. There’s plenty of people who would..

I’m glad we’re broken up. There’s plenty of people who would co-star with me and then give me the content right after we make it. I don’t owe you anything. Not a week head start on selling content you rely on my image for, nothing. Especially when we’re fighting every day because I keep telling you my needs and you keep ignoring them. There are plenty of people that would love to bring me peace and support. I want to feel like I should get out of bed or want to brush my hair. I don’t get that with you. This is MY MONEY and I’m not arguing with someone who hasn’t given me a Christmas in 4 years.

2023-10-09 18:41:56 +0000 UTC View Post

What are you wearing? 💕

2023-10-09 07:51:26 +0000 UTC View Post

Just a peek. ♥️

Just a peek. ♥️

2023-10-09 07:46:15 +0000 UTC View Post

♥️

♥️

2023-10-09 06:15:39 +0000 UTC View Post

Someone sent me $100 and I forgot about him again.

Someone sent me $100 and I forgot about him again.

2023-10-09 05:14:50 +0000 UTC View Post

You can love someone and respect someone’s desires/boundarie..

You can love someone and respect someone’s desires/boundaries of not getting pegged. It’s just tough for business. I asked if he could model the leash one of my angels gifted to me for a photoshoot like I did. He wasn’t up for it. I can’t make him want that and I don’t want to push. I’m working on a range of photo sets between dominant and submissive. The stuff yesterday was really good and I’ll make available for medal holders.

2023-10-09 04:54:14 +0000 UTC View Post

Whatever, I need to go edit photos.

2023-10-09 04:27:45 +0000 UTC View Post

If you can’t see how amazing of an opportunity it would be t..

If you can’t see how amazing of an opportunity it would be to serve ME as ur GODDESS, then you don’t deserve time with me. 🤷🏻‍♀️ If you don’t have what it takes to help me earn MY MONEY, then you can’t be upset when I end up having to talk to people who CAN, WANT to and WILL.

2023-10-09 04:13:49 +0000 UTC View Post

I hope you fall in love one day and that she does to you wha..

I hope you fall in love one day and that she does to you what you did to me.

2023-10-09 04:01:37 +0000 UTC View Post

He’d rather lose me than help me, so be it.

2023-10-09 03:41:35 +0000 UTC View Post

I’m single. If he wanted me he would have listened to me or ..

I’m single. If he wanted me he would have listened to me or made more effort. Remember that I used to love you. One day, im going to make it and you’re gonna wish you took pictures of me or told me I was beautiful.

2023-10-09 03:25:58 +0000 UTC View Post

I kept telling him if things don’t change that he’s going to..

I kept telling him if things don’t change that he’s going to lose me. That I love him less and less every day. That I need someone who brings me peace, love and joy. There’s never any real effort to provide that for me. I let him know for the 3rd time this weekend that we don’t have to see each other or talk to each other anymore after some more stupid comments he made. We made a little bit of b/g content and I’m okay shutting him out of my life after this. Everyone knows I’m miserable. He knows he’s making me miserable and I give up. He’s making me do everything by myself. I need people who actually want me to succeed and are happy to help even if they don’t gain anything from it. I don’t want to be on guard, distrezzed, or write essays anymore on the internet. It’s on me to leave him so I can be the best version of me for my followers and most importantly me. I’ve given him more than enough time, energy and resources. He’s never cared enough, still doesn’t care enough to relieve some of the pressure and workload on me after 4 years and I just don’t care anymore. 4 years, no birthday presents, no anniversaries, no Christmas celebration or gifts…. Just turning me into a person I don’t even recognize anymore. You want to act like I’m the menace then enjoy being alone. I deserve more than what you pour into my life every day.

2023-10-09 03:08:03 +0000 UTC View Post

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