What are you looking at? Tighten up.

What are you looking at? Tighten up.
2023-11-03 03:31:42 +0000 UTC View PostWhat are you looking at? Tighten up.
2023-11-03 03:31:42 +0000 UTC View PostIt hurt me to become this angry and frustrated enough to push him out of my life but I seriously need more than someone who just sits on my couch and complains about my cooking.
2023-11-03 03:26:38 +0000 UTC View PostGive my bottom a grab, would you? I’m home alone and want to be touched. 💙 New Booty pic with no panties. 🫣
2023-11-03 03:01:19 +0000 UTC View PostI must be home cuz I see you coming inside of me.
2023-11-03 02:27:43 +0000 UTC View PostWho I’m sleeping with tonight. 😳
2023-11-03 01:57:56 +0000 UTC View PostJust want someone who would kiss me tonight, massage me till I sleep and then make us breakfast in the morning. 🥰
2023-11-03 01:40:26 +0000 UTC View PostTell yourself a different story. You’re strong enough. You can do it. :)
2023-11-03 01:28:16 +0000 UTC View PostPoem ??? Times are tough but you are tougher. Soon the waters soften after they are rougher. With strength and unity, we will love one another. Take care now. You are your own best lover.
2023-11-02 21:31:52 +0000 UTC View Post70 messages! I’ll be in my DMs! If you’re one of the tippers from the last stream, you’re free to send me a 🌹 emoji to request it. ♥️
2023-11-02 19:15:41 +0000 UTC View PostGuess what I’m Looking for #cindymoon #daily #roleplayers
2023-11-02 06:49:29 +0000 UTC View PostI’ve been telling you that I love you less and less each day. I keep telling you that you’re losing me. I keep telling you that any day now I’m going to want nothing to do with you. I keep telling you that you’re losing me. I keep telling you that I hate you and I don’t even say I love you anymore. None of anything I’m saying is getting through to you. I keep telling you about how dire this situation is and how with each passing day that you don’t help me that I’m just going to get further and further out of your reach because I don’t want to live a life of frustration and constant work while I also feed you and try to help you with all sorts of stuff. I’m okay with never seeing you again. I’m okay with leaving you because when you contribute almost nothing, I have everything to gain by leaving you and being with literally anybody else. You’ve consumed all of the love I had in me and never replenished it. All I have for you right now is mostly hate and resentment when I think about how I could have been a millionaire by now and relaxing if I just never gave you a chance or stopped trying to seriously be loyal to you. You’re making our lives miserable and I don’t want to live like this anymore. Go be with someone better than me. You’re just gonna ruin her life and lose her, too.
2023-11-02 06:40:37 +0000 UTC View Post♥️ Just want to be your personal cheerleader. ♥️
2023-11-02 06:29:35 +0000 UTC View PostThat post with the absurdly long and dirty adult story in the cheerleader costume was a success. I wrote that out of nowhere and just went with it. I don’t know what possessed me to write that but it came out of my mind. I just checked my onlyfans statement and I’m back in top 1 percent. Thank you for your loyalty, love and support. ♥️ it’s just top 1.9 %. Maybe one day I can be successful like the top 0.00005 % creators but I’ll definitely never ever get there with Chad and be able to relax. I don’t know how anyone could be this stupid. I’m writing some angsty poems to release my feelings before going to bed. I wish we were better together but I’ve done more than enough waiting for him and asking him for help. All I have is bitterness, resentment and anger bottled up in a soda bottle. He knows I’m always seconds away from blowing up cuz he won’t fufill any of my important needs. He keeps acting like I can do all of this by myself and he just sits in my bed or on my couch taking up space of someone I need ther will actually help. I hate him. I hate this version of me. I want to be happy, relaxed and loved. He won’t give me any chance of that. He never puts love into me so all he gets is this angry hateful me all the time. If he wanted to help, he would. I can’t do this anymore and I don’t want to be broke, angry and depressed anymore with him or writing these angry essays all the time. They’re just gonna keep happening until I’ve had it and hate his guts, have assistants or mister slaves or until someone finally softens me, listens to me and helps me where I keep asking. It’s so hard to feel safe or turned on by him anymore knowing he knows I’m always near a breaking point and he won’t do anything to make it possible for me to relax. I just want him gone and to find other people who don’t make my life 10 times harder than it needs to be. I hate him and myself for giving him so many chances and so many years of my life. I don’t understand why he would rather I hate him than love him and take care of him but that’s just what’s going to happen. I barely care anymore and there’s no point in wasting my time with someone who’s going to need a tongue and lung transplants for his addictions to nicotine and hospital bound. He’s already too much work and not enough help I’m not taking care of some asshole who spent more than half his life smoking and vaping. I need someone who’s going to love me and listen to me and that’s never going to be him. I made the wrong choices giving him chances and my time. I want people who see my value and are my greatest cheerleaders or fan club presidents. He just keeps acting like nothing is wrong when there is a mountain of stuff that needs to be done that I need help with. I can’t do this bullshit with you anymore. I hate my life with you. You don’t even care. So, please. Just leave so someone bigger and better can take your place and so I can start smiling again.
2023-11-02 06:21:20 +0000 UTC View PostI’ll be the cow and you can be today’s milk maid. 🥛
2023-11-02 04:58:12 +0000 UTC View PostThanks for your patience in the private DMs on onlyfans. I’m having another moment and need some time. I’d rather be single than feel ugly, stupid and unloved with you. One day, I will be successful and you’re going to wish with every ounce in your being that you were better to me and helped me. And by then, someone else will have taken your place and I will start smiling again.
2023-11-02 04:52:30 +0000 UTC View PostYou make us lose more by making me miserable and turning me into someone I don’t even recognize. You have everything to gain by making any effort and making me feel beautiful and important. But you won’t. It drives me insane. I don’t want to be angry and insane every other night anymore. You’d have to be historically stupid to not see how much I could achieve and change our life. I can’t trust you. Go to you. Rely on you. Talk to you. Nothing. The most I will ever get is you getting water from costco or a gallon of gas in my car that I pay for. This is stupid and I’m stupid for even giving you a chance. I don’t want to be with someone this stupid, heartless and worthless. I will never understand why you won’t help me but I just don’t even care or want you around anymore. I hope you’re happy with the effects of your actions. I don’t want to be or live like this anymore. I don’t want to wait for you to be good for me anymore. I need more and better than this. No matter how many times I tell you I need you to help and contribute. You won’t. Then you throw extra straws for my cameltoe to carry and I don’t want to keep going off the deep end anymore. You fucking suck. You suck at sex. You suck at being a lover. You literally refuse to do listen to me and it’s just extra fighting and misery for me while you carry no mental load. I just hate your guts at this point and it’s so hard for me to get turned on anymore when you keep me this miserable. I don’t want to give you any more of my youth. Please keep being a loser and just stay away from me.
2023-11-02 04:44:44 +0000 UTC View PostI pray to the moon for a transformation and good people. I want to be held and kissed. Have someone to cuddle and laugh with. Learn and love with. Hold hands, grow old together with and have fun helping others. Relax and unwind every night with loving words and kisses. I want someone who wipes away my tears and never causes them. Someone who never wants to go to bed angry and never lets me go to sleep feeling ugly and unloved. I wish for lovers like that for me and for all my friends/followers. I ask the universe for forgiveness for myself, patience, an open heart and mind, courage to detach, curiosity to learn about other people, time and knowledge so I can enjoy my next chapter instead of strangely oversharing on the best social media platform out there and wishing for everyone to treat this like a diary space for everyone to spectate and be silently supportive in the sidelines. I’m not asking for much. You can tell yourself whatever you want to keep villainizing me; but I am not a villain for asking for help. I’m just an idiot for giving you chances to keep disappointing me and hardening me till I explode like a volcano because you will never love me or help me in any substantial or meaningful way and I don’t want to be like this anymore. I need people who soften me and make me feel loved. You. Wont. Do. Anything. I can’t live in this hell with you anymore. Good luck with whatever you’re doing and don’t expect anything from me anymore. I’m not paying for any more of your food and if you ever find yourself in an emergency. Call your mom. I am not your mom.
2023-11-02 04:13:25 +0000 UTC View PostI have always needed and deserved more than someone who does less than bare minimum. You wanted to create the meanest, most bitter, masculine and angry version of me and you have achieved it. You did it all by yourself. You cannot expect anything other than this when you refuse to do anything to lighten the load or soften me. You get the hardest version of me because that is what you created. Your ex wife left you because you refused to help her out, too. You didn’t want to learn your lesson then, you won’t learn your lesson with me and you’re gonna keep doing this till no one wants anything to do with you. I hate being like this but you don’t make it possible for me to relax. I’m tired of scowling every day. You’re always here but never have time to help me. So go waste your own life by yourself instead of making our life better or at least making enough to pay your rent. No one told you to make my life worse and waste years of my life. I hate being like this and you make me like this. I hate my life with you. I don’t want a life with you. Nobody wants to live the way you’ve been making me live. You refuse to help or contribute. This is what you get. I hope you enjoy seeing me with bigger and better men because you leave me with no choice when you won’t do bare minimum. Remember that I used to love you. Enjoy watching other men talk about other men instead of helping me. I’m so glad that’s soooo important to you than making sure I can relax and make enough to take care of us. What part of I can make us 6 figures a year if you would just spend 1-4 fucking hours a day helping me don’t you fucking understand? Not even 15 minutes of help. Just sitting around on your phone shitposting and pssing other people off. NEVER any effort to make me feel beautiful or valuable which is ESSENTIAL for any of this to work. You’re devaluing me and ruining my mental health for NO ONES BENEFIT and it has to be the dumbest thing to choose to do. You’re an idiot. I need someone smart. Valuable. Caring. Good. Deserving. Empathetic. Not some asshole who keeps wasting my time till I blow up every day. Ruin some other persons life. Enjoy being a massive loser, watching other losers talk about losers 🥴 instead of being an actual part of my life.
2023-11-02 03:42:51 +0000 UTC View PostSo glad we’re not married or have kidz at least. Not even 15 minutes of help. I don’t know how he could expect anything other than this when he keeps wasting my time and energy when he knows I need help. I’m going to keep blowing up as long as he keeps ignoring my needs and wasting my youth. My needs are unmet with him every day. I need someone who has interest in me, asks what do you need and then just gives it to me. Not this Hell he keeps giving me. How much of an idiot can you be? You’d rather watch men talk about other men than help me make 1 minute of porn to help get us a house? Get out of here.
2023-11-02 03:23:30 +0000 UTC View PostWould you make content with me and give me princess treatment? ♥️
2023-11-02 03:20:07 +0000 UTC View PostI got annoyed with him because it’s another day he’s refusing to help with anything important and then he started watching some loser on YouTube glorifying Ted bundy. It’s bad enough he won’t do anything to make me feel beautiful or valuable or help me make enough to buy a home. I didn’t want to lose any more brain cells hearing or seeing some weirdo glorifying serial killers for views. I just can’t deal with this stupidity anymore. You’d rather watch men talk about other men than help me make enough to put food on the table and maybe even a Disney vacation? Please just go be a loser somewhere else. I hate being miserable with you.
2023-11-02 03:12:46 +0000 UTC View PostI hate him and his brain and dick that doesn’t work
2023-11-02 03:00:36 +0000 UTC View PostI told him off and to get out of my house. He’s leaving the key and I’m going through my DMs to find someone better. I keep asking for help he won’t give and I can’t stand him anymore.
2023-11-02 02:48:03 +0000 UTC View PostHaving fun watching the Halloween movies still available. 👀 I’m a fan of Adam Sandler movies and there’s this new one I haven’t seen called Hubie Halloween. I appreciate their sense of humor and I love the funny shirts on the women the most. Can’t wait to hear about your Spooky Season! If you’re not a big Halloween person I would also love to hear princess treatment stories you’ve created or heard a friend do! Just to lighten up the tone here. I wish I had some positive princess stories to share but maybe in the future! #adamsandler #movies #cindymoon
2023-11-02 01:47:45 +0000 UTC View PostThese milkers need a mouth. 👄 #milk #cows
2023-11-02 01:09:36 +0000 UTC View Post