One of my silver medal holders is so funny. They have a good temperament and I’m glad they like me so much. Apparently they’ve been tipping me and I sent out fun stuff over the ghost app, put a star next to their name, added them to the occasional private snap and everything.
Turns out they gave me the Snap screen name of someone else. Been sending someone else their snaps for MONTHS. They weren’t even mad or upset with me, never complained or took things out on me. 🤣
They never got upset with me which was the best part and now we’ve got them properly labeled. The screen name was missing a - and someone else had the exact same name but with the - in there. 🤣
2023-09-28 06:38:10 +0000 UTC
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Tell me a roleplay you like to fantasize about. ♥️
2023-09-28 06:30:36 +0000 UTC
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If you’re a gold or silver medal holder, I’m open to being Facebook friends so I can quietly adore you; appreciate you and get to know you more. 🥇🥈
2023-09-28 05:47:03 +0000 UTC
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I’m feeling mellow and ready for that massage you offered to give me. 💛
2023-09-28 05:43:46 +0000 UTC
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Can I be your biggest fan?
2023-09-28 05:15:08 +0000 UTC
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Some people are upset with me because I don’t talk enough one on one. I just don’t have a lot to say or want to say. I thought sharing intimate photos of my body was more than enough for people. It is for a lot of people, which I am quite thankful for.
Another person spent $15. I didn’t respond fast enough for them outside of scheduled mass messages… so they blocked me by the time I got to their message. 😭 There’s nothing I can really do at this point.
I don’t really love any of these situations and there’s nothing I can really do except keep answering all my messages and editing/organizing my photos as fast as I can.
A few people tipped just because so I’ll focus on those positive and generous people. They really bring a smile to my face always. 💛
2023-09-28 05:05:22 +0000 UTC
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Just sitting on the edge of the bed, waiting for you. ♥️
2023-09-28 04:49:28 +0000 UTC
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Tidying my place to try and take some fall outfit photos. Hope you do the same and we share photos.🧡 🍁
2023-09-28 03:36:53 +0000 UTC
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For brains do not make one happy, and happiness is the best thing in the world.
- L. Frank Baum
Author
The Wonderful Wizard of Oz
2023-09-28 03:35:29 +0000 UTC
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Just slide right into my _______.
2023-09-27 04:42:00 +0000 UTC
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Oh, baby. I just wanna bounce up and down on your lap until u explode. This tiny red outfit can’t hold me back from being on top of u.
2023-09-27 04:17:00 +0000 UTC
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I work out so I can have power over u. 🥰
2023-09-27 04:08:42 +0000 UTC
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Stick with me and we’ll go places. 💫🌌🌙
2023-09-27 01:14:21 +0000 UTC
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You’re always so bright and warm. I just want you close to me. 🌈
2023-09-27 01:02:30 +0000 UTC
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If you’ve tipped before and want a bonus gift or a personal voice message, send a rose. 🌹
2023-09-27 00:23:34 +0000 UTC
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I know you want me. 💙
2023-09-27 00:18:25 +0000 UTC
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Making my life harder won’t make yours better.
When I find lovers who can give me a 30 second 🍆 , promote me and uplift me, you’re going to wish you did it when you had the chance.
I’m going to succeed with or without you. I’ll get there faster if I drop you. I don’t need someone who resents me to the point where they make me do everything and still has the audacity to call me the bad guy. Just get out of my life if you don’t want to help me. I need people who want to be here and would be happy to help. That will never be you.
2023-09-27 00:16:16 +0000 UTC
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One day you’re going to realize how fun and easy it would have been to help me and that’s only going to happen when you see somebody else do it.
2023-09-27 00:01:41 +0000 UTC
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Attachment issues -> Time to detach
#cindymoon
2023-09-26 23:57:09 +0000 UTC
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I don’t want to give my time, energy and resources to someone who makes my life harder instead of easier. I can’t keep doing everything by myself while he calls me lazy for asking for help. Nobody wants to see you with me anymore. You won’t make my life easier or better. I don’t know what you expected. I don’t want to live like this anymore. It’s not hard to help me. But you refuse to. So you cannot expect me to show up for your anymore. I want to be around people who want to see me succeed. You keep slowing me down and villainizing me for asking for help. You’re not good for me. I don’t want life with you anymore.
2023-09-26 23:55:44 +0000 UTC
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I can’t keep waiting for you to be good enough for me. I need help and love you’re never going to give. So, please go so I can get back on track to where I used to be. I want to smile, laugh and relax every day. I will never get that with you.
2023-09-26 23:48:37 +0000 UTC
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Everything comes to me easily. 🧡
2023-09-26 19:02:54 +0000 UTC
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Good morning. It’s a new day to be great.
Have a nice day.
2023-09-26 15:07:48 +0000 UTC
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I feel better after sleeping.
He still shouldn’t be asking for 50% of my onlyfans even if he could sleep with me.
2023-09-26 10:55:43 +0000 UTC
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I know the real number of followers is over a million here and over 3 million on @maihero.
Thanks for letting me be nutty sometimes.
It’s not natural to be connected with this many people and I go off sometimes cuz it’s a lot. I’m trying my best to actually be here and not hand it off and disappear/ just sell pictures/ keep it a business.
I love u.
Good night and sweet dreams. 💫🌠⭐️🌌🌙
#cindymoon #journal
2023-09-26 06:39:11 +0000 UTC
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My body is 18, my heart/soul is 19 forever and my brain takes turns being either 50 or _____ old so age doesn’t feel real to me. I’ve talked to people aged 60 with less maturity than me and 20 year olds who are smarter than me and the 60 year olds I’ve mentioned combined so idk.
It’s not important for me to talk to older people with respect I don’t know they deserve. I’ve saved myself a lot of times from much older men trying to humble me and put me under their thumb and control. It’s getting easier for me/ I’m getting smarter.
My favorite is talking to subbies and just playing goddess giant. I get see everyone else as tiny worshippers for my mental health. It lets me be happier and I get to be big. My friends told me to roleplay more often and try “sirening”. That sounds kinda fun and easier for me to frame my mind around all of this so I’ll try to take all of this less seriously and more seriously at the same time.
It’s inevitable that some bad guys will be in DMs and area and we have to figure out the best way to approach it all. Then I plan on passing the information to yunger girls/creators/generation so hopefully they have an easier and more successful time. I’d like to save them from any of the things I’ve been thru if I can help it.
(P.s if ur new, I’m adhd and on the spectrum. )
(That means I’m a Dumbass and a genius at the same time.)
2023-09-26 06:27:06 +0000 UTC
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I know I “talk” too much, u don’t need to tell me. I know and I want to shut up, too.
If you guys shut up, I’ll shut up. 🤣
(Or if I was making stupid money I’d be okay with people normally chatting. I just don’t want any more voices in my head. Or bad guys coming around. I have a reasonable amount of mental illness from everything and I’m not that bad considering everything I’ve been thru.)
(I’m good now, I got everything out of my system and some nice guys showed up so my night is good. )
(I got a Facebook again and I’ve been getting a lot of friend requests. Idk if I should open up my circle or if that’s just gonna invite a lot of entitlement and I should just let people silently worship me as goddess so I don’t get slowed down or distracted in my life work.)
2023-09-26 06:14:13 +0000 UTC
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One of the streams got through!!! Just showed up. Wish it saved in higher quality! Maybe it’s my old phone? It always looks nicer live. Maybe in the future! For now I’m just always trying to get myself to show up. Lol. Trying on different outfits. Booby flash on here
2023-09-26 05:59:46 +0000 UTC
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U don’t have to mellow out with age.
Sometimes u gotta mellow out with rage.
(Say this to ur lady friends who need to let things out and they will love u more, I promise.)
2023-09-26 05:50:55 +0000 UTC
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Titty flash and panty flashes
Today I streamed 5 times on 2 sites so technically I got to do 10 streams today!!! I’m on an old iPhone so the sounds been wonky.
I promised my photo journalist refugee friend I’d get them an iPhone for their documentaries and important human rights work so I’ll get them their iPhone first and then I’ll have mine. I don’t wanna hear me talk anyways so I don’t mind if the sounds warbly. I talk too much about random stuff sometimes and I spend more energy than I need laying down the law. I’ll get better at this eventually.
I’d love to not have to talk at all and just dance like in those old timey sex shops where you pay and then the curtain goes up and the lady dances and then when the time runs out the curtain comes down again/it blacks out.
Wow I “talk” a lot
Enjoy me while I’m here I guess
Breaking up the feed with my essays
Being too real
Talking to nobody
U love it
2023-09-26 05:45:02 +0000 UTC
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