These two cumshots came almost immediately one after the other... The first was so big it hit my eyeball! So by the sceond, I'm on my knees and face up, still eager, just keepin my eyes closed for self-preservation. I don't need to see to feel how drenched I'm getting ๐ฅต
Full video out on Monday!!!
I love cum & ๐ & ๐ฎ, ofc! But usually it's laughter, vulnerability and open-heartedness that make me most turned on. I had an experience today that reminded me how sometimes people (I think especially guys? but probably all of us) are conditioned to believe a big ๐ or ๐ช or ๐ค make a person desirable. Okay, so you're Brad Pitt, that don't impress me much ๐ I'm less concerned about what you got in your pants or your wallet, and more into what you got in your brain and your heart.
My face when I first saw all the gentleman provided by the hotel's Bkk Facilitator. I post these pics both as teasing preview right before all the dicks come out to give me so many facials... AND **because I muthafuckin can** ya'll ๐คฃ ๐คฃ ๐คฃ Maybe this is not traditionally sexy, but I'm lovin on myself for being smart and determined and organized. My assistant and I finished wading through the ***2,700 ID pictures*** and uploading required documentation for the ***97 people*** I fucked in L.A., Denver and Portland. I can finally start sharing my slutty travel adventures with you, YASSSSSSS ๐ Keep on the grind, the boring shit is what enables you to do the fun stuff & live the dream.
I had just called down to the hotel to request the happy hour bkk, thinking about the strange, thrilling experience of putting in a room service order for a face full of cum. Little did I know, the gentlemen at this hotel SHOW UP. Turns out, the luxuries of the Ritz Carlton are nothing compared to the gentlemen of the Los Angeles Grand Avenue Inn....๐
This video (the first I'm releasing from my summer tour) comes out this Monday ๐ค
๐ New Full-Length Video ๐ - Sweaty Mess
Do you ever flexxx at the gym? Run a little faster when you see someone cute on the trail? Pick someone up with a clever line across the weight machines? Hey, I know some fun activities that can burn 500 calories... ๐ช ๐ ๐
My friend was pretending to be my personal trainer here for porn giggles, but - since you get the behind-the-scenes - it's not far from the truth. He's actually someone I run and workout with; I actually got sweaty from doing laps around the complex & we did actually make a fun sweaty, squirty mess for my husband to enjoy when he got home ๐
๐ **New full-length video** ๐ - FAN WHO LIKES SQUIRT
My husband was free to film me again in Portland!! Someone asked him if I squirt, he laughed, "More like gushing, we call it Lake Vanessa."
A while back, a fan on another site reached out to me proposing a very specific video concept. He loves seeing me gush and wanted to drink it from his mask. Do I fuck fans? Maaaaaaaybe sometimes, who knows? ๐คทโโ๏ธ๐ ๐
My ass has been USED the last two weeks ๐คฃ๐คฃ In the very best way, of course. Tomorrow is the last time for a couple weeks it's gonna be open to a big group of people. Somehow, in spite of all this intense ass fucking, that hole remains tight as ever ๐ค
Looking back on these pictures gives me kind of embarrassed private happy smiles. Mira & I had such crazy hot connection ๐ ๐ I see that in the way I was kissing her, pulling her in close to me and grinning my face off.
While I'm almost always subby with guys, I often shift to a caretaking love-y guidance role with women. I guess it's cuz most of the women I end up playing with these days don't have as much bisexual experience. Since I spent the first 8 years of my sexual life exclusively with women, I feel comfortable and deeply enjoy playing that guiding role with women exploring their sexuality.
I don't really know any women in Seattle who want to be as public as my work is, but I got to work with quite a few women & LGBTQ folks in my adventures in L.A. and Denver. It's also looking like at least a couple of women & trans folks could be coming to the event in Portland. Feels so good & exciting to connect with people of more diverse identity.
OF LIVE: PROBLEM SOLVED!!! My boo is an artistic creative genius ๐คฉ We made a contraption that can hold the camera for recording + my phone for live streaming so one videographer can do both at once. Woot! More of this view, less of the butt-blocking ๐
Portland, this Saturday at 7:00pm PST...
Scene 1) I only wish my study groups were this exciting ๐
Scene 2) Pajamas look best on the floor ๐
๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ฌ Did you know that chemists do it periodically on the table? ๐คญ OF fam, you've spoken, I listen... I'm excited to open my books & my legs with some sexy people in Portland this Saturday ๐ค ๐ ๐
Btw, I love cheesy dad joke-level innuendos. You got 'em? Send 'em my way ๐
๐ New full-length video ๐ - Pleasing the professor
Y'know the porn scenes where the hapless lass resorts to sucking her professor's dick, even though it pains her, because she desperately needs the grade? Yea, this ain't that.
In my version of the porn trope, I'm smart, studious and resourceful, I read the novel, drafted the essay & already have high grades. I just drop by the professor's place because I've had a crush on him all semester and I'm not afraid to ask for what I want.
I โค๏ธ porn that represents women happily owning their sexuality & I โค๏ธ feminism that is slut-, kink- & sex-positive.
No "bimbo whores" and "dumb cunts" here (...except in the kink way, and then only people who love me the most get to call me that ๐)
TL; DR: I need your feedback on OF Live during big events! I take no offense either way, I think of every part of this fun journey as an iterative learning process and enjoy figuring it all out together ๐
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Thank you so much for all of the feedback on potential Portland scene plans!!! You all gave me a lot of ideas for scenes in future events and I'm excited to show you Saturday's plan soon ๐คญ
I'd also like to ask your advice on streaming OF Live during the events. I think what I learned from L.A. and Denver is that I simply don't have the crew capacity yet to make it work the way I'd hoped.
I think maybe if you're not there, it's hard to conceptualize just how much is going on at once. Release forms and logistics take a lot at the beginning. Some wonderful tech-y people are working on trying to figure out solutions to streamline that, but for now it's an ordeal. Then I go over scene plan, filming guidelines and sexual boundaries. There are a lot of emotions. Some people have scripted roles in the scene, some people have never done group sex before, and probably 90% of participants have never done porn before. Sometimes I'm lucky and have a second videographer to capture multiple angles for the final video. More often, I rely on one videographer. I'm often in deep orgasm (^ see picture haha) or surrounded by a lot of dicks, and, in addition to having an amazing intense physical and social experience, I'm also trying to think about camera angles, timing, creative scene structure and sexual activities, making sure everyone in the room feels taken care of, etc.
In other words, short of having another volunteer crew member dedicated specifically to OF Live filming, I don't think there's currently physical or mental capacity to handle more than setting the laptop up in the room. It's a good idea to have guys take turns passing around a go pro, but if I'm being realistic, that would require some degree of extra participant training, emotional management, and logistics that we don't simply don't have the capacity for yet.
In L.A. I had the laptop on the table. Ya'll gave good feedback that guys' butts blocked the view. So in Denver, we taped the laptop on a shelf higher above the action with the camera pointed down (so that butts wouldn't be in the way), but I heard that it was still hard to see most of the action.
In the long-term, as we grow in community capacity, I think it will be possible to have an additional crew member able to hold a phone to stream live, but that's just not where we're at yet. Given that, I'd love to know what you'd prefer...
TL;DR: Denver was awesome, what should we do in Portland?
Denver felt like a real ass production. Still ragtag, volunteer-driven & amateur, but this was the most complex set, costumes, acting roles and opening script I've been able to produce. I love using storylines as an opportunity to imagine alternate ways of being, convey values, play with porn tropes, and infuse humor. Really grateful for Denver folks for all their creative energies making it a believable wedding-turned-GB. I can't wait to show you more soon, once I get these damn release forms processed!
In the meantime, the last leg of the crazy whirlwind June travel is in Portland on Saturday. I'm working on pinning down the scene plan. I normally identify the plan for a scene much further in advance, but L.A. and Denver have been a LOT. So if you're online today, I'd love your help brainstorming!
Some notes specific to the Portland event that inform what's possible:
- This will be in a 2-room hotel suite.
- It will be a pretty large group scene, probably mostly cis guys but also maybe other women and trans / genderqueer folks.
- Since I didn't advertise the event as particularly kinky and there's a long list of people already RSVP'd, I don't want to spring anything too intense on them last minute like this.
- Portland has its own special culture.
All brainstorms appreciated! ๐
๐ New full-length video ๐ฑ - Big dick hotwife hookup
My husband & I went out to the bar down the street from our place & of course I got my flirt on. This guy was SO fucking cute, he was even rocking those crocs in sport mode ๐๐
When a guy is this sexy, there's no need for silly pleasantries like going to the bedroom or closing the curtains. I don't care if neighbors watch, I fucking needed his dick.
What I did not realize until he had me on the livingroom floor: this guy's baggy sweat pants were hiding a pretty honkin dick.
I had a butt plug in (because my husband loves when I maintain that little reminder of sexual submission in public) which meant this guy's dick was sliding past a thick plug to fill me allll the way up... first with his dick pounding my cunt into sore submission, then with a really juicy cumshot ๐ฅ
I just landed in Denver, late night / early morning! I will be going live tonight (Monday) at 3:30pm PST for the gloryhole and 7pm PST for the wedding gb. If everything goes as planned, I should hopefully have one videographer doing the primary footage on a DSLR and one using my phone for the OF Live stream. Knock on wood both guys show up. If so, it should be a much better view this time!
I found a screengrab for you without anyone elseโs body parts in itโฆ Iโm such a happy cumslut, L.A. is treating me right ๐คฃ๐คฃ
Three shoots down in L.A., three to go. Then Denver on Monday!
I can't post actual pictures from the shoots yet because OnlyFans requires I upload all the release forms first, so I'll just share these beautiful flowers someone brought me as a sign of how lucky I'm feeling that so many people have come out and cum out in person and online for a damn good time and artistic production โค๏ธ
For those of you who showed up online, thank you for your patience with the butts blocking your view, we were in the moment, it's always this balance between wanting to create community and positive love on people in the room, and wanting to create art visible to people online. I can't wait to show you the real thing... This was an experiment, I think the next time I go live on a trip weekend, I'll plan to bring an extra phone set-up or something to stream from a phone on a tripod so you can see better, hmmm.. Or maybe one of you techie camera-y people have other solutions.
I'm about to be behind-the-camera for another shoot now! Then I'm getting tied up in rope and fucked hard at 11am (not live)! Then behind-the-camera agin at 1pm. Then an LGBTQ celebration scene at 4pm! Then an all-gender orgy at 7pm. Have I mentioned how much amazing talent and queer love is happening today? So excited. Weekend of so many things.
Hanging in the hotel lobby with the videographer, excited to start soon! If you're joining on OF Live, I'll turn on Live around 3:45 pm PST but the scene probably won't start until 4:15 pm ๐
Omg this is super sweet, I love this. For anyone who wasnโt here for the backstory, my husband and I like to do off-camera play where he finds random guys to come fuck me. We do it completely anonymously, Iโm blindfolded and donโt say a word. But this guy accidentally found me! Back in April, I had talked up his kind hands on here after the experience, so I totally remembered him when he messaged. I enjoy unexpected social experiences like this.
Although I wonder if itโs going to get harder to have completely anonymous encounters in Seattle if I keep talking about my local sex life publicly ๐คฃ ๐ค