Long post to share some gratitude, hot gossip & reflections 😉
(1) I finally finished all the personalized thank you videos!!!! Sorry it took a while, I didn't anticipate just how many people would let me know they turned auto-renew on within the first 3 days of my transition to a subscription model. But saying your names was worth it because I feel genuinely grateful & humbled. I want to send out this one last thank you to all of you who are still here. I can't wait to continue growing with you ❤️
(2) On a related note, I had a strange experience today. I got a text from a vague acquaintance who didn't realize I do porn. They were messaging urgently, kindly expressing concern - "Someone posted some embarrassing videos of you online, do you know about it?"
Apparently one of my videos is up on some junk ripped site with my legal name attached to it. It's tagged as "leaked" and "exposed" (ooh la la! le gasp!) and, comically, "big tits" (pretty sure they didn't watch the video then 🤣).
It's from a shoot I did with Jovan Jordan (check him out, he's a long-time pornstar known for his huge dick, but he should be better known for being a down-to-earth good guy). IMHO, the video is fucking HOT. I'm hardly embarrassed 😆
I don't love that my legal name is there because I go by Vanessa Cliff in almost all of my life, including with my husband and real life friends. My legal name isn't how I think of my authentic self.
But I'm not going to bother asking the site to take it down because I don't care enough & I don't want to feed into the narrative that doing porn or owning your sexuality is something to be ashamed of. To paraphrase Audre Lorde, ***"Anything you accept about yourself can't be used as a weapon against you."***
I publish content very publicly because I'm proud of the work I do & the community I hope we are building together.
***I believe in a world where we can fantasize, flirt and fuck with any consenting partners we want, in any kind of consensual way, without shame.***
I want to contribute to that vision through acting in and producing porn, sharing my real life slutty adventures with you, blogging, making online connections & building in-person community.
I believe that's a vision and work worth being proud of (even if it means I'm "exposed", oh so silly). I hope you do, too! Or y'know, at least I hope you get off to my videos, hehe 😈
2023-03-30 04:28:31 +0000 UTC
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After I played with my friend's cum and tasted it off my fingers (yuuum), he went in with a towel to wipe it up like the hot gentleman he is and I said "wait no! my husband is going to lick it up". And he totally did 🔥
2023-03-29 15:11:08 +0000 UTC
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I had such a fucking good time tonight.. Our friend came over and fucked me on the livingroom floor. But also, yo, my cunt huuuurts. Check these pictures and then tell me if you can guess why 🥵
2023-03-29 04:53:26 +0000 UTC
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Park it riiiight here 😜
2023-03-28 18:49:01 +0000 UTC
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This is the first time my husband whored out my ass to a surprise anonymous visitor. Hubby told me to get dressed up, then while filming me revealed that he had scheduled someone to come over to fuck my ass. He blindfolded me, wrote on my ass, positioned me facing butt up on a bench in the livingroom, stuffed his dick in my mouth then let the random guy from DoubleList know we were ready.
This was last year pretty early in my anal training & I was super nervous. I never saw the guy, but I could feel things about him, like his gentle hands, long dick and considerate practices. I was totally flooded with emotion and arousal. I never saw the guy and we didn't utter a word.
My husband, who loves to cum where someone else's cum has been, fucked and came in my ass after the stranger left. The part where the other guy comes over isn't in the video because this wasn't intended as a filmed scene, just a private fantasy. The guy my husband invited over doesn't know my name or that I do porn, a level of authenticity I like in my private life.
The video ends with a post-fuck interview where I explain to my husband what I was feeling through this wild new adventure.
2023-03-27 21:20:09 +0000 UTC
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Jumping off the wall may be the very best part of bouldering… just like knowing your husband is watching may be the best part of a stranger fingering you on the dance floor…. Not that I would know 😇😏
Soo my weekend was great, how was yours?
2023-03-27 01:17:01 +0000 UTC
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Anal Hotwife Massage Parlor strikes again 😈
2023-03-25 16:00:27 +0000 UTC
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I love the little involuntary moans I could hear through the gloryhole anytime I sucked his balls 🥵
2023-03-24 20:25:25 +0000 UTC
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My first official use of my DIY gloryhole! I met the guys at the start of the bday party but didn't know whose dick was coming through that hole 🥵 A couple of them exploded in my mouth & they made me guess afterwards whose cum I swallowed. I got one right and one wrong.
I also explain in the beginning of this video why I'm so excited to have my own gloryhole now *and* why Craigslist can suck it 😜
2023-03-23 17:06:09 +0000 UTC
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Dropping to my knees to suck my husband’s friend 😈
2023-03-22 21:06:29 +0000 UTC
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Getting in as much DP practice as I can before Private Society orgy next weekend 😈
I appreciate everyone who renewed their subscription & turned rebill on through the transition to subscription model!! For those who DM'd me before Monday night to let me know you did it, your thank you videos are coming in the next couple of days, started makin' some of them today. Hubby came home this evening & asked why the squirt blanket was already wet 🤣
Also I looooove feedback from people. Based on subscriber recommendation, there is now a tag - "full-length video" - that you can click on from the list of tags above my pinned post to find longer form content to jack off to 😉
2023-03-22 02:03:20 +0000 UTC
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Just finished a podcast interview with Rick for National Sex Day. Pre-interview selfie clothes on, fewer clothes by the end.
Ya’ll. Secret. I was trying to explain the scene where I was spread eagle while holding a point in the ceiling. I normally use a lot of gestures when I talk so I was about to demonstrate the pose… when I remembered I didn’t put panties on, oops it’s not that kind of show 🤣
2023-03-20 19:37:32 +0000 UTC
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3 guys from the concert fuck me in front of my hotel window!
Lots of spitroast, anal, DP, climbing across a couch full of dicks - y'know how it goes... and ends with a facial so surprising & drenching that can't stop laughing 🤣
2023-03-20 17:26:03 +0000 UTC
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A lovely fan asked for a custom describing my slut life journey and fantasies. It was unexpectedly fun and arousing for me because it's just authentically how my pervy brain works.
It was also very personal and vulnerable, I just started talking, got into it without planning, and ended up describing some things I haven't said anywhere on the internet before. On his recommendation, I'm sharing it with you here, baring my slutty soul to you.
2023-03-20 02:39:49 +0000 UTC
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If kinksters took family portraits to send in kinky Christmas cards and hang on kinky refrigerators... this is how I picture they might look 😅
Today, I was tied up, blindfolded & manhandled by four of the sweetest guys. Pure happiness 🥰
2023-03-19 05:34:58 +0000 UTC
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Hey boo, the transition is official! 🎉 I've switched to subscription with no PPV so you can watch me get covered in cum over & over for $5 / month. Special offer below 😈
I love being able to share my slut life with you & don't want to lose you in this transition ❤️ **If you turn rebill on in the next 3 days - before Monday, March 20 - and DM me to tell me you did, I'll make you a 2 min custom video saying your name as a thank you!**
This may end up being a lot of videos 🙊 but I'm not worried, bring it on baby, this horny cunt can cum for days 😅
2023-03-18 18:25:50 +0000 UTC
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I made sure to swallow all those loads yesterday, every last drop, but fucking my cunt sure got some guys going. A little pre-cum action here.
2023-03-18 17:50:12 +0000 UTC
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In between filmed visitors to the gloryhole, my husband and I did a little off-camera play. He likes to fuck around on this app for bi & gay guys, so he lined up two guys for us to suck together. I came and squirted on the floor so fucking hard just from watching him suck, I begged him to quickie fuck me before the next guy gets here.
2023-03-17 23:16:52 +0000 UTC
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Just keeping y’all updated when I have some time between loads, fucking tasty cum right here. He was in my cunt when he knocked to tell me he was gonna cum, so I had to rush down to drink it up, got a little dripping down my chin and arm in the process… 🤤
2023-03-17 22:00:34 +0000 UTC
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Balls deep gloryhole selfie, one cumload swallowed, lots more to go 😈
2023-03-17 19:08:45 +0000 UTC
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Today I have 12 guys scheduled to come over at 30 minute intervals for marathon sucking / fucking. Gonna swallow so much protein today 🤤
My husband has been helping to train me to take dick down my throat deeper and for longer periods of time (just for fun & because I love challenges). When I'm pushing myself to keep the dick down my throat longer, we say "I'm choosing dick over air".
I might need a scuba diving mask or an oxygen tank for how much dick I'm choosing today 🥵😈
2023-03-17 16:58:06 +0000 UTC
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This lil sub is excited to play with ropes again this weekend 🥰
2023-03-16 22:30:52 +0000 UTC
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How many people does it take to figure out how to line up a cunt with a hole? Apparently at least 10 😅
But for realsies, sex can be awkward and uncoordinated and ridiculous! I wish I could tell my nervous 21-year-old self (or anyone new to sex, or to group sex or porn): you're doing just fine babe.
Is your pussy dry? Is your dick not getting hard? Are you having trouble finding the clit? Does she take a long time to cum? Did one of you fart in the other person's face (I've done that!)? No shame! Laugh! It's all good. Bodies are silly. And sexy, a source of pleasure and joy. Isn't it wonderful to be human? 🥰
2023-03-15 20:48:09 +0000 UTC
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Welcome to my first AMA video where I answer subscriber questions like... How did you lose your virginity? How do you squirt? Are on-screen orgasms real? Favorite position? How do you find all the guys you film with? Where do you prefer a guy to cum? aaaaand more
Thanks for all the questions, this was fun! Feel free to send me more anytime, I'll plan to do another AMA in the future 👏
2023-03-15 17:27:02 +0000 UTC
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Part 2 of possibly the most fun birthday party of my life. Game's over, no more spin the bottle dares, I'm too horny for all that, just fuck me. You like double penetration, ass-to-mouth, spitroasting, food play, rough sex on the floor, facials, a group of people laughing while watching some girl gets happily fucked up? This video's for you.
I love surprises & the ending of the scene was definitely a surprise to me... And to be completely honest, I was so blinded by the first part of the ending surprise, I didn't even know about the final hurrah until they told me about an hour after the scene 😅
Life is too short to take yourself seriously. I love it when sex is hot AF and silly at the same time, this party nailed it for me 🥰
2023-03-14 16:30:01 +0000 UTC
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When you're just relaxing cooking dinner & your husband invites someone over to fuck you in the ass 😈 This hot guy with a seriously BBC fuuucked me up and made me squirt so much... you ever gone kitchen ice skating before? 🤣
2023-03-13 17:00:07 +0000 UTC
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The double life of a porn actress.. No one here knows that I first met my race buddy when he hired me as an erotic model last year or that we’ve since fucked on camera a bunch of times… just like no one knows that if it were socially acceptable I would love to get sweaty in a different way with a crowd like this 😈
2023-03-11 20:49:47 +0000 UTC
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I like hard things & I cannot lie 😈
2023-03-11 19:58:34 +0000 UTC
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With patience & communication, polyamory can be a pretty wonderful way to be in relationships ❤️
2023-03-11 14:44:22 +0000 UTC
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Three life events this coming week!
1. I'm running a half marathon tomorrow morning, wooooo! 🎉 Last April I did a full marathon, but I had some stressful events in my life over the summer and had to climb my way back into fitness. Tomorrow's the stepping stone to a marathon in the summer.
2. An endurance race is quite like the endurance sucking / fucking I'll be doing next Friday. I'm hosting space for guys to come over to our place and lighten their load through the gloryhole before their next activities of the night. Can't wait to get more of that anonymous cum 😈
3. After several people messaged me here and on Reddit about this, I have finally decided that sometime soon I'll be transitioning to a flat-rate subscription for this account with no PPV. Please comment or DM me if you have any thoughts or ideas on that 😉
2023-03-11 06:47:09 +0000 UTC
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