I must shower now because after napping for hours my hair lo..
I must shower now because after napping for hours my hair looks like this .... 😱 😨 🙀
2023-09-13 00:38:38 +0000 UTC View Post
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I have my neck brace on, my bra on, but i will probably cle..
I have my neck brace on, my bra on, but i will probably clean like 5 things and then come back to bed.
2023-09-12 18:38:25 +0000 UTC View PostAre you ready for a new book tonight? 💙
Are you ready for a new book tonight? 💙
2023-09-12 18:28:51 +0000 UTC View PostI don't understand why the dog has a shirt on but not the ca..
I don't understand why the dog has a shirt on but not the cat?
2023-09-12 03:41:12 +0000 UTC View PostI bet it's hard to make friends being a conjoined catdog.
I bet it's hard to make friends being a conjoined catdog.
2023-09-12 03:40:18 +0000 UTC View PostThis is how I felt about myself last night
This is how I felt about myself last night
2023-09-12 03:39:09 +0000 UTC View Posthttps://www.youtube.com/live/Kz175QAKWbs
https://www.youtube.com/live/Kz175QAKWbs
2023-09-12 01:24:49 +0000 UTC View Post
My mom's first birthday after her passing brought up pain an..
My mom's first birthday after her passing brought up pain and loneliness. It shouldn't have also came with self hate and making sure I don't eat anything as not to be the right "variety". I am a woman grieving her mom, fighting for treatment from painful anxiety and trauma trying to spread good in the world. I don't belong in a category box and I deserve better than this. Everyone does.
2023-09-11 20:10:21 +0000 UTC View PostWhen I got the horrific treatment in my chat last night. I w..
When I got the horrific treatment in my chat last night. I was reminded that these people think the same as that man. That pain inflicted on me being normalized by him too. I'm shaking off the awfulness by reminding myself that someone else's evil does not have to be mine. I do not have to believe as they do. The love I have received since last night here has helped me come back around to appreciating the great difference between you and them.
2023-09-11 20:03:42 +0000 UTC View PostThe dehumanization of me in my chat last night took a hard t..
The dehumanization of me in my chat last night took a hard toll on me. Last week I was sent to a website being posted directly on my page here promoting some other person. This person looked to be suffering from the physical effects of addiction. Including being emaciated. A blond woman missing teeth. I didn't understand why I was being exposed to this by a person I trusted. My first thought was they were preferring me to dye my hair? But then I started assuming in was the physical difference.
2023-09-11 19:58:26 +0000 UTC View Post
Look what just arrived outside 😍
Look what just arrived outside 😍
2023-09-11 04:41:39 +0000 UTC View Post
I have to try and be strong. Take a shower. I don't know wha..
I have to try and be strong. Take a shower. I don't know what else to do with myself. I feel really vulnerable. And embarrassed.
2023-09-11 02:38:22 +0000 UTC View PostI'm sorry. I didn't want to let them see me break down. I ke..
I'm sorry. I didn't want to let them see me break down. I keep seeing that person from that link in my head. Like I'm being compared to her. And it feels like everything is conspiring to make me hate myself and feel worthless.
2023-09-11 02:35:44 +0000 UTC View Posthttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2qnqrvjlOFg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2qnqrvjlOFg
2023-09-11 01:18:28 +0000 UTC View PostCuz we are a part of the raiders nation 🎶
Cuz we are a part of the raiders nation 🎶
2023-09-11 00:37:57 +0000 UTC View Post