these new alice pics I got from Kajei are my fave alice pics from sak weekend so far!! perf moody vibes š¤ā¤ļø glad I was able to get at least a few pics I liked :3
šøwellp. itās herešø u are NOT ready xD
Iām nervous as HECK to post this since this is some of my most lewd content. Iām wearing nothing but whipped cream. thereās 3+ minutes of video of me rubbing whipped cream all over my body including lots of hand bra/booby rubbing, and dancing around in almost complete nakeyness, just barely covered by the whipped cream. As such this is still IMPLIED nudity but boy does it push my boundaries HARD. Tldr this is as close to any kind of a bj POV vid ur ever going to get from me. Itās not QUITE as porno as that, but if u ever hoped u would get that from me this is the limit my friends. Itās messy, itās cute, itās fun, ur gonna be happy.
***FOR A LIMITED TIME*** if you leave a LIKE on this post ***and*** TIP this set an additional $5 u will get 3 extra ultra limited extra lewd bonus photos to ur DMās. These are not going to be available for long because quite honestly they push my boundaries too much and embarrass me lolll. u better jump on this deal while u still can because those 3 are gonna be deleted and gone for good soon. Iām not saying when, Iāll decide when I feel like it (cue evil laughter) >;3
you better enjoy this because Iām embarrassed LOL xD my heart is pounding in anxiety as I write this.
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spent the whole day GRINDING trying to get my taxes done in time today šš now that taxes are done I finally feel like I can breathe and get back to work xD sak con photo courtesy of eurobeat kasumi! *prop knife is fake and made by me lol*
⦠of course my brain wonders if there is a way to do a worthy alice boudoir cosplay??? š¤
Sorry Iāve been MIA. I have a lot to say, so sorry for the long post. I need to start by saying Iāve been under a lot of stress and depression lately which is why I havenāt been around. This past few weeks was especially rough. I almost got taken against my will (OF blocks word kānapped) outside of my home, I was scammed a few days later, and I also accidentally over bleached my hair and burned my scalp, losing most of my hair. Sakura con saved my mindset this past weekend, so to my friends who where there for me for that I want to thank you.
Anyways, I finally got into the right mindset to come back to onlyfans, and while there were plenty of nice messages waiting in my inbox, there was also a few really rude messages waiting for me, and a couple not rude, but stressful messages too. Iāve reached a point where recently onlyfans is not as enjoyable for me anymore and I donāt know what to do about it. I love aspects of it, but sometimes, like this past few months, I canāt handle the stress and anxiety it gives me and I consider quitting. I donāt really know what to do since it is my main source of income at the momentā¦
I donāt really want to quit yet because I donāt want to make a rash decision, but I have to say going forward Iām going to have zero tolerance for any rude or crude messages that goes against my comfort zones laid out in my profile description. I will remove accounts that repeatedly stress me out or make me uncomfortable. This is what I need to do for my mental health. If you canāt be kind, I honestly donāt want you here. If you canāt respect my boundaries in the description, just unfollow my account. Iām not going to sit here and allow people to treat me like a robot or an object any longer. Iām a person with feelings and a difficult life outside of onlyfans.
After everything Iāve been through recently, including nearly being kānapped because I tried to give someone benefit of the doubt and be kind, Iāve realized Iāve had enough in my life of being walked all over by people and being manipulated. Iām done with allowing these things to happen to me. Iām tired of being depressed and unmotivated. Iām tired of making mistakes because the stress causes me to burn out so badly that I fall behind on my work. I owe content to some people from a year ago (I am working on it. I realize how ridiculous that is. Iāve allowed myself to get overwhelmed and burnt out too many times to get to this point).
Things are going to change here for the betterment of my mental health. Iām hoping that with that will come better content production and more positive vibes here. Right now itās really hard. If any of you stay to support me through this time, Iāll appreciate you immensely.
Thank you for reading.
so this is what I consider the ābad sideā of my face and I always feel so uncomfortable photographing this side. have u ever noticed almost all of my photos are always taken of the same side? xD
Iām trying to force myself to get used to showing my bad side though because Iām starting to vlog and I canāt be as picky about footage of me as with photos š also challenging myself by posting this with no editing or filters and very little makeup. lol. Iām so self conscious about this but these arenāt THE WORST???? Idk. do u hate my bad side as much as I do??
āØ***HELP WANTED***⨠**FREE LEWDS in exchange for MATH HELP!!** Yāall know Iām in my last couple of weeks of school but Iām getting nervous. These last couple of homework assignments are freaking me out and getting so so difficult for me personally. Iām desperate. I literally cannot afford to fail this class (Iāll have to pay back my financial aid if I fail) so this is super important. Also, once Iām done with this quarter, Iām done with ALL school for the foreseeable future which means Iāll have more time to make content for you!!!
If someone is willing to help me out with 3 homework assignments, or if I can get more than one person to help, I will exchange free lewds for help with my math homework. I donāt like thinking of this as cheating and I actually do want to learn (straight up only copying and pasting answers will make me feel guilty as hell) so if someone can also help explain it to me so I can also have an understanding, maybe even help me walk through some of these, I would REALLY appreciate it. Hereās the assignments Iām stuck on:
WAMAP HW - Cryptography - Determining ciphers and encrypting/decrypting words and phrases. I already started this, Iāve done 3 questions on my own. Need help with 14 questions. Individual questions graded immediately.
WAMAP HW - Apportionment - Math in Society, example - figuring out the number of representatives a state gets proportional to the population of the state using mathematical calculations (using Hamiltonās method, Jeffersonās method, Websterās method, etc). I started already, I need help with 10 questions. Individual questions graded immediately.
Practice Quiz - Apportionment - 10 questions. Same subject as above. Graded later.
Also Iāve been working diligently on the cheerleader lewds I promised forever ago - Iām feeling so bad that theyāre taking so long but boy is this going to be a HEFTY couple of sets, thereās so much content itās not going to all fit into one set on onlyfans since they have a 40 file limit. Itās gonna be good.
when will my bad luck streak end š„² my roomies backed out of going to Sakura con so now I have no hotel and I havenāt had luck finding any roommates, and the hotels are a lot more expensive this year š I was looking forward to cosplaying at the convention but I live so far away and donāt have a car so logistically speaking it isnāt really possible for me to transit from my house cosplaying (tried before and it was miserable for multiple reasons). So I might not even go to Sakura con this year either unless I can get my own room somehow⦠I was also looking forward to doing hotel room lewd shoots for you guys.. so if anyone wants to help out maybe Iād do an exclusive set in exchange for a room?? Idk⦠Iām super stressed about this now honestly š¢ what do
I just got back home after being gone for a couple of weeks so Iāll be back to posting more regularly soon ~ I just need a few days to catch up on homework and to clean up a bit.
Also, if everything goes well I should be literally done with school and ready to graduate finally (as long as I pass these classes) by the end of the month, which means Iāll have a lot more time to make content for a while since I wonāt have to worry about assignments and study stress!! At least for now, unless I decide to go back to get a bachelors degree at some point in the future lol, but Iām gonna take a break from school once I graduate with my AA. College be too expensive bruh lol
Also yes, it is March and I do still need to take my Christmas tree down š ahaha depression & stress be like š
Wellp⦠itās my birthday now. And tbh, Iām feeling kind of terrible. Itās been a rough year. Granted I feel like Iāve been saying that for a few years now, but I guess the older I get the more I realize that feeling might not ever go away⦠idk⦠anyways. Iām going to re-release these photos as a set in the morning. you can see me from back when I was happier.
looking back at these photos I feel pretty sad honestly. I was actually still depressed back then but not nearly as impacted by it in my day to day life as I am right now. I guess you can say I was so much more hopeful back then. Depressed - but thought maybe things could get better. All these years later, I feel that is less and less possible or true the older I get. Iāve become really cynical about life lately. Itās really not fun, and I know itās not great - itās especially terrible to be so pessimistic when Iām supposed to be fun and happy, or at last pleasant to talk to, for my job.
Idk. Iām trying to make the most of it, and Iām going to try to do some fun things today, but if Iām being brutally honest I am starting out this birthday extremely let down and not very hopeful for the upcoming year. I wish I had something positive or inspirational to share, but honestly, I just donāt.
If you want to see me genuinely happier and cute and hopeful and joyous and all that, then you might enjoy my set Iāll post later. Who knows, maybe some support on it will help me feel a little better because Iāll be a tad bit less stressed about paying my bills this month haha. Iām sorry Iām so negative right now. Itās the reason Iāve been choosing to be quiet on the internet. I donāt wanna just spread negativity but I also donāt want to be fake and pretend Iām happy online when Iām truly not. Anyways, Iām sorry if that makes following me a not enjoyable experience. I hope that those of you who do stick around appreciate my authenticity, at the very least. See u later.
birthdayās next Saturday ^ . ^ Canada all week āØ
throwback to my 21st bday, gonna bring this set out of the archives + add new content that wasnāt in it previously :3
working on fixing that depression thing. āFake it til u make itā as they say.
Happy Valentineās Day! Trying on four different lingerie outfits for u ;3 includes a few lewd panty and booty surprises, sexy lingerie boudoir poses, and selfies āØ
happy early valentines š from minami kotori-chan! ā” any OG love live fans out there?? this is for u :3
I designed this lingerie look myself for Kotori inspired by her little devil costume. the pink, red & purple theme seemed perfect for Valentineās Day! Kotori is a very wholesome character, so itās not very often u get to see her in a spicy setting! If ur a Kotori stan youāll probably really enjoy this! While I would still consider these to be mostly somewhat wholesome boudoir cosplay photos, thereās a lot of nice booty and leggy pics! This set includes 18 gorgeous HD photos shot by a photographer, and 11 selfies & mirror pics I took on my phone. I hope youāll enjoy it š
hi friends - Iām going to be kinda slow at responding to DMās for a couple of days, Iām a bit behind on school work and also gotta get Valentines content ready, continue working on cheerleader stuff, annndd I kinda wanna try to cram out a YouTube video in the next couple of days, hopefully š thanks for understanding š
⨠after shower **implied nudes** ⨠posing nude with my towel barely covering me up! lots of really nice boob pics here c; plusss some pics of me in my tshirt & booty shorts pajamas I put on after :3 those pics show off my legs & some booty, and even some underbewb and a cute feet pic too! this is a great sampler of a little bit of everything.. enjoy š
Throwback set as promised ⨠*If you remember getting this before I donāt recommend getting it again because I didnāt make a lot of changes to it, mainly updated with better music and editing but all the same footage!*
Did someone order some booty??? š made a fun little 4min video for you guys with lots of peachy play hehe:3 Itās a pretty cute vibe! For nearly 4 minutes you can get up close and personal with my booty as I shake it, spank it, and pose it in lots of fun ways, including a little bit of the doggy style pose... thereās also a tiny bit of boob play and you can see that Iām not wearing a bra underneath my sailor top! thereās no nudity in this but itās still pretty hot and cute! ALSOOO... thereās a little bit of bonus footage of me trying on a mysterious new outfit at the end thatās super duper sexy and adorable... the fit has yet to see the light if day outside of this tryon video š
Probably wonāt be available forever because this was filmed in 2020 when I gained a little quarantine weight and it bugs me a bit, so just keep that in mind (and plz donāt comment on my weight here even if it is meant as a compliment! Weight comments good or bad can both trigger my anxiety! Ty š)
Hope you like it šš have a good day āØ
hihi ~ reposting this blast from the past VIDEO tomorrow ;3 weāve got lots of new people here since I made this content back in like 2020, and I just found it in my archives!
wanted to share something kinda special to me - some of you may have seen on my Instagram that Iāve recently been getting back into music. I have to say, music is the only thing bringing me genuine joy right now. I rejoined choir at my college for this quarter, and a good friend of mine who has been learning to DJ for the past year has started teaching me, and I kinda love it? I always wanted to try it, but I thought it looked too difficult and complicated. Looking at everything the first time I was like āI have no idea how to learn how any of this worksā. Somehow, itās really not as hard as I thought??? Not āeasyā per say, but less intimidating than expected.
this video is from last night, my 2nd ever DJ lesson! Iām still extremely new and learning, so itās not perfect and I donāt do a whole lot of fancy stuff. Iām also concentrating on what Iām doing pretty hard since Iām still trying to memorize everything, (so if I seem pretty stiff thatās why) xD but Iāve learned that if you have any basic music knowledge (and I do have *some* professional training) that the most important thing you really need to be able to do is stay on beat. This stuff is a lot more approachable than I realized because of that.
If I continue to practice, my friend and I are thinking of starting a DJing duo where we might actually start performing at real gigs. This is a really exciting project for me and Iām hoping to keep at it and make it a real thing. I also hope that what I learn and who I get to know through DJing might eventually set me up to start pursuing a solo music career eventually if this really takes off in a good direction, or at the very least I can maybe start adding random vocals to stuff since singing is my main music thing.
what do you think so far? Keep in mind Iām new to this so I already know itās not incredibly skilled DJing, but could you see this working in a potential night clubbing scenario? Would u at least bop ur head to this if u heard it live? Should I start streaming DJ practices and stuff? (Btw my friend is a dude so itāll be a while before I start doing any sexy solo DJ stuff, if youāre looking to just watch cute girl DJing and dancing in sexy outfits thatās not gonna happen for a long while, until I learn how to do all this properly and get some equipment of my own lol. These streams will likely start out on Instagram and tiktok for now, and Iām probably gonna be dressed in black hoodies and stuff since thatās what I normally wear day to day anyways)
Sorry I havenāt worked much the past couple of weeks - for those of you who donāt know, I fractured my foot when I fell during the major ice rain storm a couple weeks back. My foots hurting pretty bad and itās making it difficult for me to do daily tasks or even concentrate on anything (like work) because the pain is really distracting. Last night I woke up in the middle of the night with a freaky burning sensation coming from right where the fracture spot is. Ice helped a bit but it really freaked me out because it felt super weird and painful.
I am cleared by my doctor to lightly walk and stuff but I have to wear a boot. Iāve been having to wait a few days for the boot to come in the mail because - get this - the doctors office was trying to charge me $800 (yeah eight HUNDRED) dollars for a boot that costs only around $80-90 on Amazon. So I dug around on Amazon and found another brand for around $60⦠still sucks to spend that but yeah⦠why the astronomical markup just to get it directly from my doctors officeā¦? And I have insurance so why canāt insurance cover such things??? I saw a tweet the other day that said āthe funny thing about insurance in America - even if u have it, it kinda feels like u donātā. Itās not wrong lol ššš
So Iāve got an insane amount of stuff to catch up on and Iām gonna be on the struggle bus to pay my bills this month. I also start college again so thatās gonna murder me mentally š„² You donāt have to feel obligated at all but if anyone wants to donate anything (every penny helps) to help me get through the month Iād really appreciate it :ā) donāt worry if u canāt or donāt want to though. Iāll try to send something as a thanks for donations but I donāt want to promise anything this month because I canāt easily make new content and Iām just so overwhelmed by how behind I am⦠feeling burnout a bitā¦
I also might be a bit slow on DMās since Iām trying to catch up on my December workload as well.
Iām so sorry Iām such a mess Iām just having a truly terrible time with life right now :ā) my mental health is š