Hey To All My Amazing Fans, I know I have been MIA for mont..
Added 2024-04-23 04:09:27 +0000 UTCHey To All My Amazing Fans,
I know I have been MIA for months now. And I want to give everyone an explanation. From about October 2023 to February 2024 I was in a deep cavern of depression. I can promise you that even the most confident porn stars can be the most insecure and have extreme body dysmorphia. Sometimes we have to reach the bottom to pull our way out with the help of loved ones and the most amazing boyfriend in the world. The last few months I have spent In the gym 2x a day 6 days a week to get myself to a point that I was comfortable being on camera again. I apologize for all my fans who have stuck around and I hope in the coming months I can show you why it was a good decision to stick around. I am exploring being vers more and I didn't realize until I started doing it that I was built up as such a top in porn for years that I developed a toxic masculinity trait that bottoming almost felt wrong because I felt like I was going to disappoint my fans. I have always been an over thinker riddled with anxiety and care too much about what people think. That stops now!! Its time to focus on myself and be happy with who I am and where I am in my life. I love all my fans and y'all have helped me so much discover who I am over the last 8 years.
