


こんにちはm(_ _)m
昨日は、親ほど歳が離れているが仲が良く、とてもエネルギッシュで日本のアートメイクの先駆者であるお姉さんに外に連れ出してもらった。
私の事をよく分かっていて、辛口な事を言われたり経験を話してもらったりと寄り添ってもらった。
勢いがついて行動した事があり、そのあと急に落ち着かなくなったので久々に自らお酒を飲んだ。
私は、気を許した相手だと記憶をなくすほど飲むのに歩き回ったり普通に喋るので自分にとってタチが悪い😶🌫️
勢い余ってもう一軒知り合いのお店にお酒だけ飲みに行ったけど、昨日は人もいたので歩いて帰れてよかった。
帰宅してさっきまでの勢いはどこへやら、寝つきも悪いし既に目の奥が痛い。
何度も目が覚めては頭痛を感じて無理やり寝て、朝は脱水で目覚める。
なんて最悪な目覚めだ。
昨夜の精神はどこにいったのだ😶🌫️
Hello!
Yesterday, I was taken out by my sister, who is as old as my parents but good friends, very energetic and a pioneer of Japanese art makeup.
She knows me well and leaned on me to say some harsh things and share my experiences.
I had acted out of momentum, and afterwards I suddenly felt restless and drank alcohol myself for a long time.
I drink so much that I lose my memory when I'm with someone I'm comfortable with, but I walk around and talk normally, which is not good for me 😶🌫️.
I went to another restaurant where I knew someone for just drinks because I was too active, but I'm glad I was able to walk home yesterday because there were people there.
When I got home, I couldn't sleep well and already had pain behind my eyes.
I woke up several times, felt a headache, myself to sleep, and woke up dehydrated in the morning.
What a terrible way to wake up.
Where was my spirit last night 😶🌫️?