

この1週間は練習がなかった。
これに女の子の日が重なると、今週のようにとんでもない事になる🫢
起きている時はとても眠いのでひたすら横になり、気力は湧かなくなるので自炊せず外食。
思うがままにお菓子を貪り、家からも出ずベッドからも起き上がらない。
お腹はいっぱいなのに口が何か食べたくて
思うがままにお菓子を食べ続けていたら、突然嫌気がさした😶🌫️
食べたかったお菓子を口に運ぶも、美味しく感じなくて買ったのを失敗した気がしてイラッとする。
やっとそのスイッチが入ったか、と少し安心した😮💨
どの自分もスイッチが勝手に入った時がエンジンかかるのだ。
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There was no practice this past week.
When this is combined with a girl's day, it's a hell of a lot like this week 🫢
When I was awake, I was very sleepy so I just laid down and ate out instead of cooking for myself because I would not have the energy to do so.
I devour sweets as much as I want and never leave the house or get up from bed.
My stomach is full, but my mouth is craving something to eat.
I kept eating sweets as I wanted and suddenly I got sick of it 😮💨
You bring the candy you wanted to eat to your mouth, but it doesn't taste good and you're annoyed because you feel like you made a mistake buying it.
I'm a little relieved that that switch finally flipped 😮💨
Every self is engineered when the switch turns on by itself.