

i don't want to go too ahead of myself, but i think my thesis went quite well. i don't have the final grade yet, but after my defense, my supervisors asked if i would be interested in presenting my thesis to my university.
i kind of want to, but kind of don't want to at the same time because i didn't reply to the professors in charge of the ph.d. program when they asked why i didn't apply 😅. i feel like it would be awkward, because they might be the ones i would be presenting to. alsoooo, i hate presenting things 🙃