

GODDDDDAMMITTTT I hate that the smallest things will throw me just fucking throw me and I can’t do the things I want to do bc I fixate on things and it’s just out of my control bc my brain is a fucking dud I swear I lobbed a sugar daddy (I can’t really be a sugar baby and he was super needy/lacked confidence) and I blocked my #1 supporter by a mile. I wanted to do longer, really well-done PPVs. Like 5-8mins for $20 or something but WORTH IT. Now I’m like cool I had a minor inconvenience so I’ll send a couple mins at a time for $4-6 each bc I can’t focus anymore. 🙃🙂🥲