I definitely finally made mine the fact that I have ADHD. I ..
Added 2023-03-10 21:46:01 +0000 UTCI definitely finally made mine the fact that I have ADHD. I am not diagnosed, I just recognize myself in basically all the symptoms and it explains all the weird things about me. Also basically 90% of the people I get along with immediately have ADHD. My focus has a very short lifespan, my mood changes very fast, I leave random objects and unfinished tasks everywhere, I regularly feel sensorily overwhelmed, and I have weird little things about me like hating the sensation of dry sand on my hands and feet. We are many neuroatypicals in the sex industry because the flexibility it offers works way better for us. Having a regular job was a complete nightmare (I'm aware that it probably is for most people, we just have even more issue with it) especially because my sense of time varies greatly and I need to change task very regularly. When I don't, a feeling of deep despair slowly gets to me. I don't remember any period of my life with a normal schedule not being linked with a certain degree of depression. Currently I deal with very big amounts of stress because I work full time here + I'm in charge of a huge project with the property but I don't feel depressed because I can adapt my schedule to when I feel more disposed to do certain things :)
