ive been feeling massively confident lately and that's resul..
Added 2022-06-09 20:19:49 +0000 UTCive been feeling massively confident lately and that's resulting in some, uhhh, extra-ness in my sets 👀 dunno where the feeling is coming from but im happy to exist and exist right in your online face. im so excited to show you some new ideas and stuff!! 🥰 *sappy stuff incoming*
anywho, i feel like sharing something to you all, if you'd let me: (feel free to scroll on if you're not the feelings type, no shame in that! 💕)
ok so, ive been trying to formulate some kind of grand, well-written post about how ive been feeling for months but it seems im not as good with words as i want to be -- a stream of consciousness it will be. it's not a secret that ive been pretty absent from social media for a while, and that ive been struggling a lot with, well, everything 😬 i wish i had signaled some kind of beacon to you all, across every platform, but i felt like putting on a brave face was my only option. but, i think i can finally say for certain that things are looking up. without getting too personal, therapy and medication is helping me SO MUCH and it feels genuinely amazing to be able to exist with a mostly clear head. ive ended relationships with people who've taken advantage of me, and for the first time in my life, i can definitely say that i have the best support system i could ever ask for.
especially everyone here, your presence has done so much to keep me going here, and i can't explain how much i appreciate you being here and supporting me throughout the most difficult journey in my life.
im so glad to finally feel like me again, i mean, even my computer room's mostly set up and ready to stream in! and im ready to be back at posting daily to instagram too. maybe be a little crazy and make some tiktoks!! i know, wild, haven't seen a productive side of me in ages.
ANYWAY IF YOUVE READ THIS, THANK YOU. you really are incredible. please remember to drink some water!! and also gimme a biiig virtual hug if you have the space 🥺
