Omg! 🥹🎀🥺 Thank you so much for reaching my campaign yesterda..

Omg! 🥹🎀🥺 Thank you so much for reaching my campaign yesterday!! Here are some sweet and sexy and cozy and cute holiday videos and pictures 💖 Do you see a kitty? ^o^

Kitties and titties are the best things ever, swipe for more and Like this post if you like kitties and titties! 😼💕

Thank you for keeping me warm!!! I seriously cannot wait to get the space heater. I don’t do well in the cold so I love y’all for warming me up. Swipe this post for a heartfelt video of gratitude to y’all (featuring tits), if you don’t mind hearing me talk 🎀

I will send everyone who tipped on yesterday’s campaign an extra little content treat tonight! Cause it was just so unexpected and I appreciate you guys for enjoying me. It’s not too late to tip if you want the natural Nastya collection with pussy bush and cozy horniness 🍑 Or if you’re feeling generous and just want to tip me because you like me and you’re feeling my vibe, I always appreciate random acts of treating me 🥰💕

Wow I’m surprised but glad you guys actually liked the contents from yesterday. It’s something different from me, I usually don’t get horny when I don’t look pretty but I was horny in those pics (you can tell 😉🤭)

💖 **An essay about beauty and comfort, and some news about films I’ve made or been part of:** 💖

I’m not the type of girl who feels most comfortable in “jeans and a t shirt”. I’ve been wearing heels since I was 11. Satin is my comfort fabric. I love the illusion of being fancy; glamour brings a peacefulness to a deep part of my soul. Putting on makeup makes me feel like I unlock a part of myself, not like I’m doing it for society’s expectations that I fix my face. In an upbringing where we had nothing, raised by a single mom working multiple jobs to support me, times were dark and there were moments when we didn’t have enough for food or clothes. I was always envious of peers from non-broken families who had happiness, unity, and resources. I developed an imagination that was discordant with reality but sustained me existentially. Everyone, I think, needs a little bit of delusion to make it through life. Here on OF even, you’re in an illusory landscape, a phenomenal cyberhorny fantasy, and I’m maybe a bit too much transparent about that. I still do my best to humanize the artifice.

What things do we do to not rawdog reality? How do we cope with the trauma of living? I learned about makeup and costuming when I was little. I dyed my own hair pink and red in 5th grade. Even to school, I would wear avant garde looking outfits. I created a world for myself where I was fabulous and glamorous.✨ This was my comfort zone and security blanket. Glitter, hot pink, baby pink, leopard print, bimbo vibes, pop stars, bubbly drinks, mood lighting. I’m just attracted to all that and it makes me happy. When I was younger and very thin, I did a little bit of fashion modeling, and even tho I don’t exactly support that industry, for promotion of unrealistic body image and harm to animals to make a garment, I am deeply fond of designs and stylishness and aesthetics. Different girls have different ways of feeling comfy and cozy and pretty. This is mine.

I do find that on OF, subs prefer the girl next door vibe, the natural look, and many creators cater to that. It’s brilliant. It’s fantasy. It’s strategy. Maybe I will put myself in the cosplay of girl next door vibe a bit more, which is how I feel when I wear athleisure and T shirts and stuff — like I’m in cosplay. Girl next door is so subjective. I do consider myself that, maybe not in the traditional natural sense but in an alternative girl next door way, yet perhaps objectively that’s not even close to my appeal. What is natural is also subjective in our contemporary digital world. Filters and editing abound in social media pictures. Doing makeup that looks like no makeup is a skill girls pay good money for. The cyber world of beautiful girls is an illusion, you already know this, and I am both contributing to it and contemplating it. My entire existence is a gonzo exposé into the performance of feminine sexuality.

The intersection of comfort and beauty is an interesting one. Probably my idea of coziness and comfort is too ostentatious for most.

I do however love being tucked in, like a kitty cat, under a cozy blanket. I love big thick sweaters and coats. Fuzzy socks! Poom poom shoes! They say a hoe don’t get cold, but this one does. I run really cold and anemia is genetic in my family, so even the LA version of cold is a lot for me. I don’t know how I lived in NYC for almost a decade — I love the city and would prob still live there if not for the weather. Love visiting tho!! It was so amazing to go in September for the film festival and I’m sure I’ll visit again.

Also! Some exciting news on the film topic: Valentine, the film about my OF that went to the NY film fest, will be available to watch in January.. but I might post it here with the director’s permission even earlier 🤓 a holiday treat?? 😇 More on this to be announced later, but a video I made is going to a film fest in LA in February. I will also be providing the live score with my original music. I really think 2023 is going to be a better year ✨ Oh man haha… 2022 threw at me a lot of heaviness and exhaustion, so after a chill and cozy holiday season it’ll get better from here. I hope.

Ok! Swipe on for sexier holiday treats 💕🎀 !!

PS. This is the only sex tape campaign I will do in December; I will not be making any more porn content this year unless it’s a private request:

https://onlyfans.com/462087181/nastyavalentine

It is getting close…

Can we reach its goal?💗❤️