A little 2am depression yap kinda? I been sleepy. Tired of e..
Added 2024-08-15 07:05:03 +0000 UTCA little 2am depression yap kinda?
I been sleepy. Tired of everything. Constantly nagging my head. I do not want to do a Ketamine session, as much as I wanna try to get out of this myself, I disappoint myself nonetheless. I'm prescribed adderall and I take it and just freeze. Like it amplifies and makes me focus on how much static there is in my head. Then the day is done in a flash. So I never actually really take it for those reasons lmao ANYWAYS the point here is I feel so guilty 😔 yall are just always on my mind and I feel like a butthead not replying to messages or posting as much freely. I was already down on myself, I can't sleep it's 2am lmao, and I get a message from a creator asking if I have an agency run my profile... like.. girl... no. I never have. I've been approached SO many times the past year. I never want that. I've always been the one behind da screen 🥺 the dm just made me a lil frustrated and self critical. I know I can vent here freely. Mwah
I have something in mind to do for a really fun set while also slowly working on finishing a cosplay. Plus pre finishing ghost face so I just have the whole HD set ready.
I have a con this weekend, but imma try to stay lowkey. I wanna cosplay tho. Yae miko is the plan :3 and ofc if I fan I will alwaaaaays shoot content when the opportunity allows 🥰🥰🥰 could be hotttt
I JUST WANTED TO YAP SORRY SORRY. I just thinking bout yall and wish I could give u more 😪
The week is almost over ganbatte!!!!
