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which would automatically make it more than a $25 thingy I'd sell but 🥱🥱 oh well u believed in me so I gotchuuu :3 this is like the tifa pre sale I did and it ended up being super epic. I'm pulling out the purple dildo. I missed u, friend 🥹
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I know I can come up with empty promises sometimes. But I have a small timeline/goal of things coming & what I reeeeally wanna do.
🥰 Randomly decided to try and shoot solo today (I am writing this soaking in the tub to sh*ave LOL) it's a cosplayyy though fairly easy. I haven't crashed yet and it's 3pm.
I wanna book and airbnb and/or the studio for a couple sets. Juri at the studio would go so hard, it's an alley way set literally so street fighter (**if anyone would wanna sponsor the studio time $$ I'd def give ya it for free** 👀👀👀) that's usually like $400. I'm so flexible and I think about baby oil and GAH. My wonderful friend made me both her regular wig and her pajama hair tailssss!!! I always loved juri hehe
As for an airbnb, pool duhhh, or pool-ish. The realm of mitsuri for example. I wanna do bikini sets D; 1-2 nights wouldn't be TOO bad, more than the studio for sure, but austin can be more pricey for places with privacy. $700+ I'd estimate GAG
But you know what those two numbers make? HALF OF RENT! HAHAHAH so it's a bit harder to justify as I wanna save when I can since smthn is always fuckin me around the corner.
My grandpa has terminal lung ca*ncer and it's just a matter of time. I'd have to fly Texas to MD on short notice and accommodate. So I really am tryna save for that inevitably happening. Ideally BEFORE lol. I didn't have a lot of family but my not even b*l*ood related grandpa raised me more than my mom. Omg I'm about to cry LMAO like ya know my zelda tats? My first ever tattoo. My first ever game, OOT means so much to me and it's thanks to him. When I was way too small to read all the yapping the great deku tree did my grandpa read it for me. The magical moments in midst of childhood trauma. OK WAAAH TEARS I STOP SORRY I DIDNT MEAN FOR THIS TO GET SAPPY
***ERMMMM ANYWAYS*** (❤️) I am pre prepping **GHOST FACE!!!!** for a Halloween set release. This is also so fucking sick and I think it's so creative and funny. I saw the set and I immediately was like O: perfect. I truly see no delay with that as I'm halfway done. (*alsoooo a someone else may ghost face instead and I be the blonde bimbo caller for a seperate video cuz it turns me on*) sue me
OMFG DID YALL SEE JANE DOE? GUH. She's almost literally me. 90% leg wit a fat ass, black bangs bob. I too am a lil mouse. Mouse, transitions me to pokemon, I think I have a lot of penny ready. The backpack finally got delivered from Japan. The backpack itself made me so fucking excited to where I just hope I do her well. I do wanna try and get a few more poke merch for like small set decor (aside from my already mass collection of cards and Plushes JFISJDJF) LIKE WALL ART IDK A POKEBALL BONG. I MEAN LAMP hehe
Ermmm... ik I'm probably missing stuff. I really wanna do this shoot now so I can work on it and send it out over the weekend. I'm doing my ket therapy tomorrow. Tried to go as far as I could but half the day I've been dissociating or PTSD symptoms. Morbid but reminds me that my mom's 1st yr death ann is coming up too. Idk how I'll feel about that one yet lmfao. I never wanna use shit as an excuse. I really try not to. I think I've just been burnt out so much the past couple years and my ex really did a number on me. I hate to admit that. But I think im a better person now than I was then. I appreciate yall so much. Sticking with me. Been like 6 or 7 yrs since I really started being an egirl so this is still crazy. Whether new or old thanks for being around and reading my crazy shit. I feel happy knowing that I've been as genuine as possible and yall still think I'm worthy. GUH. IDIOTS
Ok lemme sha*ve and get back to u TLDR PRE ORDER FOR MJ WOOPWOOP