Usually I produce my own content, but every once in a while ..

Usually I produce my own content, but every once in a while I do paid photo shoots. Guess which of these three pictures was my more authentic self 😉 There are deeefinitely times I'm all the way in horny, submissive or painal headspace and then I have nothing but craving eyes. "Give me that fucking cum, fill me up please" eyes. But often, I'm bubbly and playful, which isn't usually what producers are going for in erotic art and porn. Dat's aight. The picture contrast here is a simplistic example, but there are more profound differences in my way of working compared to the mainstream industry. - Organizing for big group scenes with people who haven't been in the industry is a labor of love. I'm so so excited about Women & LGBTQ Shoot Week in Portland Oct 12-15, and, woof, it's a lot to put together a week of 8 group shoots with 40+ queer people. I'm simultaneously organizing for group scenes Oct 17 and Nov 18 in Seattle so that people who don't identify as queer can still participate in an upcoming scene. - I can't organize for or discuss participation in shoots on this platform. I exclusively organize costars elsewhere to comply with Terms of Service. - Most porn websites' release form requirements weren't designed for producers regularly hosting big group scenes. - I've been trying to set up my own website (we'll get there!) but most payment processors don't like the idea of allowing amateurs to apply to participate in shoots. - I value inclusivity with costars of diverse body size, age, gender and ability, even in a society that has narrow ideas about whose bodies are sexy. - I'm always looking for ways to explore healthy nonmonogamy, joyful kink, loving community and empowered female and queer sexuality in my work, even if that is not what people expect to see in porn scenes. But - even if the short-term work is harder - in the long-term, it's easier to get up every day when I believe in and feel excited about what I'm doing and the people I'm doing it with. It's the ability to be authentic and build something I believe in that makes me feel like I'm on the right path. I've been listening to psychology podcasts lately. Maslov's hierarchy is an old idea, but it still feels relevant. ***Self-actualization is a nonlinear, lifelong journey, and a fundamental human need: to be who you were meant to be and do what you were meant to do.*** I hope you feel free & supported to explore what it looks like to be your authentic self and make full use of your talents and ideas. I'm really grateful for the ways you support me as I grow & I'd love to hear about your journey, in sexuality, relationships, or life in general. I'm here to cheer you on ❤️❤️❤️