

This picture is crazy - left I was 24 / right I'm getting close to 34.
It's crazy what unhappiness and abuse can do to your body.
Left - was right before I was diagnosed with Lupus and after I was diagnosed with Small Fiber Nueropathy and had to get a spinal cord stimulator put in my back.
I was so depressed in my marriage, unfulfilled, never seen always ignored, yelled at, belittled - just treated like constant garbage.
Fast forward to today (right) - I feel soooo much better, LIGHTER and most importantly HAPPIER!
I finally know what loving myself feels like - and I owe much of that to so many of my fans who have helped me figure out what that means.
I love each and every one of you so much! Never forget that!!!