I sissygasmed last night hands free riding a special massage..

I sissygasmed last night hands free riding a special massager. Sometimes I smoke pot. It's really rare, like once a month at most. But last night I knew I wanted to get really high late in the night, and sit on my favorite toy, and watch some porn. I did exactly that. This is why I don't like to touch my clit. Last night I got out some bad dragon cum lube which is so messy it made it more hot, put on some thigh high socks so my legs would be warm and I wouldn't be distracted. Lubed myself up and was in ecstasy just from my fingers. My asshole has never felt more like a wet tight pussy hole. Then I got my toy, sat on it, teased my nipples - and within a minute my clit was hands free fully hard and twitching. I took several smooth hits off my pot vape, and just melted into the ecstasy. My body felt SO relaxed and SO good. It was truly maddening. Waves of pleasure were just rolling all over me. I couldn't pay attention to what I was trying to watch because when I turned the toy on and it started grinding into my girl spot, it felt like thousands of micro orgasms extending from my girl spot crawling through to the tip of my painfully hard twitching clit. I just sat there, teasing my nippples, wordlessly moaning. Eventually getting so frustrated by feeling how close I was to a sissy gasm that I started bouncing and grinding on the toy. It was some time around then that I noticed. The pleasure which was still very intense decreased a little. I felt in front of me on the chair I was sitting on. Wet. I had cum hands free with this toy grinding into my girly little spot. It was amazing. I tried again putting the toy back in marveling at how my ass just accepted it smooth and wet like a pussy, but my clit was finished, it wouldn't get stiff again. Just an agonizing pleasure against my girl spot. But I was still high and still horny so I got on the bed with my sissy milking vibrator and fucked myself some more. Thinking about having a man fuck me. Thinking about laying there and taking his cock in ecstasy. I rolled over onto my hands and knees to see if there was anything left in me to milk out. No. Completely empty. I had sissy gasmed all the cum away but I wanted to get fucked more. Eventually I stopped, cuddled up in my nice cotton blanket and happily fell asleep with no panties on to cover my wet hungry hole. God I love what I am. I love being a horny little anal addicted trap. My life is AMAZING.